I'm just not sure how to fit it in a category, when I look up all the symptoms most of them fit into a lot of neurodegenerative and psychiatric disorders (I know I don't have them for real), somedays the movements and speech are typically Parkinson like, another day I feel maniac, then OCD symptoms, some other days I feel badly demented, depression and anhedonia are constant companions without medication and so on. Luckily a lot of it has got way better, but getting all these symptoms at an age of 18 just because of my ecstasy abuse scares me pretty much.
How did you get over this, I mean you wrote that at the age of 15 you had severe problems understanding sentences for over a year?
And I think the chronic stress was caused because I constantly was thinking about the LTC with every word and movement I have done, always looked how I moved, how my language sounded, how I was acting. At least now this is not a permanent state anymore.
But I still need the help of (natural) medication to think halfway normal, it feels like a crutch for my brain when I take curcumin that helps me getting out of that thoughts.
I never spoke to anyone in personal that could help me (neurologists) in that problems because that really made me feel bad if I told them that.
Brain zaps are also now sometimes really bad, especially the head (neck) often makes involuntary movements, at least facial expression is not involved in that.
How did you get over this, I mean you wrote that at the age of 15 you had severe problems understanding sentences for over a year?
And I think the chronic stress was caused because I constantly was thinking about the LTC with every word and movement I have done, always looked how I moved, how my language sounded, how I was acting. At least now this is not a permanent state anymore.
But I still need the help of (natural) medication to think halfway normal, it feels like a crutch for my brain when I take curcumin that helps me getting out of that thoughts.
I never spoke to anyone in personal that could help me (neurologists) in that problems because that really made me feel bad if I told them that.
Brain zaps are also now sometimes really bad, especially the head (neck) often makes involuntary movements, at least facial expression is not involved in that.
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