What happened to the other thread?
Well that was silly.It was mistakenly merged into an old ass LTC update thread, then it was closed and this one was started.
And people get the same symptoms?
TPChan85 - that is a very interesting hypothesis. I am of the very strong belief that my LTC was all anxiety. I have no idea if the anxiety was caused by me working myself up over fears of brain damage or by an actual chemical change in my brain brought on by drug use. I think its likely a combo of both... Time did cure me 100%.
What I don't get is how anxiety can cause vision issues like DR and visual snow. But apparently it's possible.
http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/articles/symptomsWhat I don't get is how anxiety can cause vision issues like DR and visual snow. But apparently it's possible.
TPChan85 - that is a very interesting hypothesis. I am of the very strong belief that my LTC was all anxiety. I have no idea if the anxiety was caused by me working myself up over fears of brain damage or by an actual chemical change in my brain brought on by drug use. I think its likely a combo of both... Time did cure me 100%.
You know Ro its not even that I need to use pills again. I never wanne touch the stuff again. But I miss the raving so much. I don't even need the pills I just wanne dance man I miss it so bad. I can't even listen to my music anymore. I really hope I can get the anxiety out of the way completely so I can drink and go to bed late again. But pills, never again. No worries haha.
Well, I am probably having the best night of the year tonight!!! Why? Well, as many in here know, I've been out of work this entire LTC and I've been doing side jobs to keep me afloat. So, I went to get paid and the dude said I can give you all cash or you can get a gram of some really good coke and some cash. I was real skeptical at first and almost said I need the cash. Then, the little devil on my shoulder told me that this would be the perfect test to see how much I've healed from whatever it is that happened to my brain. I mean I keep claiming to be 99% or so recovered even though, yes, I take ssri's now. Note: I will never do MDMA again, but this I thought is my favorite drug and it would tell me how far I've come. Then he sealed it by saying, this isn't the racy cut shit it's the good stuff.
Well, I feel fucking fantastic. What a nice fucking buzz! No anxiety. No adverse effects whatsoever. His gf came home and we proceeded to chat, do a line here and there, and then the holy grail. He handed me an ice cold Stella bottle and I felt like I was drinking holy water. I haven't had a beer in 8 months! Never has a beer tasted so good in my life!
Cheers everybody!!! You WILL get better!!!
Hey ro that wasn't me![]()
Hi Everyone,
I am new here, and unlike some of you, only had one MDMA experience. I took what must have had MDMA it about two weeks ago. Everyone around me was fine, but I got crazy cold (it was 80 Degrees outside) had a headache, weird jaw pain, and overall felt like shit. I went home the next morning and noticed that my eyes looked messed up. One was not focusing. I now know that this is something called ocular clonus, a symptom of serotonin syndrome. A few days later I had sever brain fog, and then the anxiety started. I have been sleeping like shit, and can't believe that one dose of this has fucked me up so badly. I am pretty freaked out. I have also been having weird chest pain, in my shoulder and armpit too. This has subsided somewhat, but seems related to the anxiety.
I took cordyceps for the anxiety, but this backfired and kept me from sleeping. I am eating mostly raw, vegan, smoothies, drinking tons of water, exercising, and praying that I start to feel like myself again. I finally took a xanax tonight, and that seemed to help. Has anyone ever had this happen from one dose?
Any insight appreciated.
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Do you feel all your emotions in general then?
Hm I dont know, I think so. Especially bad ones when Im in a setback. I can laugh and love and enjoy things but its still very limited though.Do you feel all your emotions in general then?
Hm I dont know, I think so. Especially bad ones when Im in a setback. I can laugh and love and enjoy things but its still very limited though.
Initially I had the feelings of not loving my girlfreind anymore, or not feeling it, even if I knew I did - sounds strange, I know.
Got better!(My girlfriend left me cause of this whole thing admitedly but I know it got better :D)