Oh ic... I abused mdma more than you did.. But I think I have already depleted my serotonin on my last binge (6 pills) I had warning signs before coz the next day every after the sessions I would experience a weird dizziness which will last for three weeks... But you know how people are when they haven't experienced a really bad comedown. I've been a recreational user but I guess I ran out of luck.. My diet and exercise is ok and since I haven't been a long time user I am hoping to recover from this
i think it was just the amount that i did, and the events that have happened, from the evidence i have gathered, serotonin syndrome seems to only happen when so much serotonin is depleted at once, and usually when somebody has some kind of a bad mdma trip, some kind of anxiety seems to form.. my condition is the rarer but this thread is proof of it.
but yes, i know exactly what you mean, people will not understand until their struggling with it as well..
every damn day feels like when you first wake up from a dream and try to remember, except its not dreams you're trying to remember
it is much so like a bad hangover.
i think the dizzyness is just your brain being tired, and probably a bit from dehydration, although it shouldn't last that long.. the girl who i took it with had this too, but she only took like 2 pills.. and it lasted almost 4 months, after thousands and thousands of dollars, it came out to be something was interfering with her birth control after she took mdma.
Self diagnosis and speculation is irresponsible and will only lead to more anxiety.
Medical School Syndrome is real and alive on these boards.
yes it is wrong, and irresponsible, but sometimes its better than constantly feeling hopeless.. trapped.. imo
the boards are here to discuss and help, but yes some things should be taken with a grain of salt.. as there is proof of bad self diagnosis too
yes medical school syndrome is real, but thats what doctors are paid to do.. most people here probably don't have the kind of tests that a doctor can do, which is why were trying to get evidence from amass, and discuss if you know what i mean
+1 back when i was still suffering from my comedown i always self diagnosed. I thought i had 10 different disorders because i fit in with all the symptoms and it seriously drove me nutts, and made my depression 10x as bad.
Guys do not self diagnose, just let it be. Unless you are literally hearing voices and stuff of that sort, do not self diagnose.
i heard voices when the comedown got real bad, and i got diagnosed with multiple personaility disorder
Yea, I agree with this. My anxiety is fading and what I am left with is head pressure and some fog. Some people who self diagnose would say its due to resprouting axons, neuron reorganization, etc. blah, blah, blah.
I need to remind myself it's anxiety... And I'll be fine.
I found this really interesting list of anxiety symptoms at the link below. It's so easy to think that anyone of these symptoms is due to some terrible condition when it all comes down to the fact that mdma pushed our "anxiety button" temporarily.
http://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms.shtml
thanks, i read it and i keep telling myself i'll be fine, but theres another voice that keeps saying its not it.. cause the damn brain
fog is still there.. i've been trying to ignore it, but its getting worse and worse..
honestly, all in all.. i believe somedud sure had an idea of what was going on though, self diagnosis or not, he sure as hell did a ton of research all in hopes to get better.. so i'm just trying
to use his advice
