ravemau5
Bluelighter
To start out, i am a very experienced tripper and drug user.
so to celebrate what i thought was something good me and three other friends decided to have a trip night in my just-sold house. this was all to happen at night, and to prepare for this we collected the goods. we got lots of molly (beige moon rocks), LSD, and we some how stumbled upon some sassafras (green/black crystals), something i have been looking for since i have heard/tasted it.
blah blah blah, we get to my house and we all drop three tabs of LSD. but throughout the day i had been doing molly, so i was all rollin' and shit. we spark up a 100 dollar headies blunt and sit back and let the LSD do the talking. we finished the blunt and we all start to trip :D
since this was the case, i wanted to trip harder so i took that sassafras, approximately one tenth.
everything was great and we were talking and laughing our asses off for hours. and then something happened, not too sure what - i felt as if i was blacking out - but i became very withdrawn and not social. I was the host of this night, and i couldnt even have a conversation. I believe my friend was egging me on about what we were doing (not tripping, something else i rather not say... I've been tripping and doing dugs with him since i started) he was playing a mind game with me, pretty much giving me a bad trip, but it was an emotional bad trip.
What was i doing? why am i here? why did it have to come down to this? what happened with my life? - these were basically my thoughts for hours of tripping and not talking.
everyone was telling me to talk, but i would start saying something, but shortly after starting a conversation, i stopped. this was very unlike me
does anyone know or understand where i am coming from? did i over do it? or was it just the circumstances that led me to this withdrawn state? I don't know. I will still trip, not afraid of it.
Happy tripping! be safe! have fun!
so to celebrate what i thought was something good me and three other friends decided to have a trip night in my just-sold house. this was all to happen at night, and to prepare for this we collected the goods. we got lots of molly (beige moon rocks), LSD, and we some how stumbled upon some sassafras (green/black crystals), something i have been looking for since i have heard/tasted it.
blah blah blah, we get to my house and we all drop three tabs of LSD. but throughout the day i had been doing molly, so i was all rollin' and shit. we spark up a 100 dollar headies blunt and sit back and let the LSD do the talking. we finished the blunt and we all start to trip :D
since this was the case, i wanted to trip harder so i took that sassafras, approximately one tenth.
everything was great and we were talking and laughing our asses off for hours. and then something happened, not too sure what - i felt as if i was blacking out - but i became very withdrawn and not social. I was the host of this night, and i couldnt even have a conversation. I believe my friend was egging me on about what we were doing (not tripping, something else i rather not say... I've been tripping and doing dugs with him since i started) he was playing a mind game with me, pretty much giving me a bad trip, but it was an emotional bad trip.
What was i doing? why am i here? why did it have to come down to this? what happened with my life? - these were basically my thoughts for hours of tripping and not talking.
everyone was telling me to talk, but i would start saying something, but shortly after starting a conversation, i stopped. this was very unlike me
does anyone know or understand where i am coming from? did i over do it? or was it just the circumstances that led me to this withdrawn state? I don't know. I will still trip, not afraid of it.
Happy tripping! be safe! have fun!

