Well I figure it's time I wrote another report about my occasional weekend binges, here are the specifics on what I took.
2x high dose mdma pills - very experienced
1x drop of liquid LSD - semi-experienced
2x pills of K - first time
many huffs of diethyl ether - some experience
roughly 1/3 of a gram of freshly harvested opium - first time with opium, but experienced with opiates
The night started out at a rave, I arrive at around 11pm, and around midnight a friend of mine invited me out to the car of a drop of some liquid LSD he had aquired. While LSD isn't my favourite chemical, it does add a nice 'edge' to the night when I'm going out on other substances. I had hoped to aquire some GBL too that night, but when that didn't happen, I decided I would use some of the pills I had, so right after I had the drop of LSD, I snorted half a strong mdma pill - snorting mdma is my prefered method.
It was only about 5 mins before the effects of the mdma came on, and it was fast and strong. I got very chatty with my friends as was to be expected, had a bit of a dance and generally just felt good about myself. I find it hard to describe the effects of mdma as I've had it so much it feels like second nature to me. About half an hour into my roll, I decide I would plug the remaining half of my pill, I figured by the time it started to kick in, the first half would have started to wear off. Strangely it burnt a little upon 'entry' which I've never had before, however these particular pills (which I'd had on a number of occasions before) had always burnt strongly when I snorted them so I guess this was to be expected.
Around 1am I noticed the effects of the LSD start to kick in, at first there was some accentuation of the lights and colours of the rave, then things got more intense. Around 1.30 I started getting tracers, then about 15 mins later is developed into full blown visuals. This was the strongest acid trip I've had to date, I was getting patterns on everything I looked at, faces became distorted, yet strangely it didn't seem to be effecting my thinking too greatly. The main reason I don't usually enjoy acid is cause it effects my thinking very negatively, I feel very 'lost', I can't put sentences together, and I get stuck in though loops, however this time it was much more visual.
Around 3.30am, with my acid trip still going very strongly, I decided to get another pill. It was a pill I had not tried before, and I had no tester kit with me, so after speaking to a few others who had taken the pill that night, I figured it was probably safer just to eat it. Unfortunatly I probably left it half an hour too long to do so, because by the time it started to kick in I had already felt the begginings of my come down. Thankfully it was strong enough to overpower the comedown, although I'm sure it would have been weakend slightly as opposed to taking it earlier.
My acid trip continued, my roll contined, and all was great until about 6am, when I came down fast and hard. Ecstacy comedowns are not new to me, but something was different this time. I went back to a friend's hotel room, and by 7am I was feeling worse than I ever had before (even compared to ice comedowns).
The fact that I was at the tail end of my acid trip I'm sure worsened it, but I think more than anything this was my bodies way of telling me that it is sick of stimulants. Every muscle in my body felt like it was being ripped out of my body by some invisible force, my brain felt like it was 2x too big for my head, my eyes burnt, and I was depressed as hell, and my acid trip hadn't even finished yet so I thought I was gonna feel like that forever. If I had've been able to move I think I would honestly have killed myself, my friends thought I was joking when I asked them to kill me, I was not.
When some friends of mine arrived at about 9.30 with some ketamine pills, I just about jumped out of my skin with joy, dissasociating (sp?) from myself and the world was about the most desirable thing I could imagine. Although I had never done ketamine before, I have read much about it, and heard many people claim it is amazing on the comedown from stimulants, so after confirming the contents of the pills with my tester kit, I partook. I initially crushed up 1 of the 2 pills and snorted about 2/3 of it, leaving the last 1/3 for a friend. Within minutes I was zoning out, forgetting my comedown and my mind was wandering off to other worlds. It was not quite enough for a K-hole, but it was a good way to start off with K.
When I walked back into the other room where the majority of my friends still were they immediately commented that I looked different. I told them I felt different too, and laid down on the bed and zoned out some more, it was one of the most amazing feelings I've ever experienced on any drug. Just pure calmness, not giving a shit about anything, and occasionally losing contact with reality.
Eventually we had to book out of the hotel at midday, and not quite feeling up to going home at this point, I continued on to a friend's house. Upon arrival I noticed that the couple of poppy plants he had been growing we ready of harvesting, but I decided we should leave that til later on.
I went inside and noticed that the K was wearing off fast, and my comedown was returning. Not wanting to face it just yet, I crushed up the remaining K pill and snorted abot 3/4 this time, again leaving the rest for my friend. My friends had decided to smoke some weed, however I don't really like weed, so I instead decided to have some of his ether. It was a great combo, weed and ether, my legs went numb completely and it somehow managed to help me escape reality even further.
Around 2pm I finally decided it was time to head down and get the inevitable comedown over with, but just before leaving I got myself a nice chunk of opium. I've got quite a tolerance to opiates, about 3-4 times a week I use oxycodone, and I dose 100mg at a time at the moment.
When I arrived home I went straight to my room, and while I'm not sure exactly how much opium I smoked, it was enough for me to catch a nod. However when it wore off my comedown came back again, thankfully not so hard this time. My legs were still hurting, and I was finding it hard to sleep, but once I finally did get to sleep, I stayed asleep for about 14 hours.
When I woke up the next morning I felt sick as a dog, I went and vomited, had aweful diarhrea (sp?), my stomach hurt, and food only made it worse. I was weak to the point that I couldn't really stand up, and I had to call in sick from work.
This whole experience has made me realise that I really need to stop with the stimulants before my body gives up, my come downs have been getting progressively worse, and the highs aren't what they used to be. I'm taking a couple of weeks out from drugs all together, but I think it will be a long time before I touch stimulants again (if ever). Pills have lost their magic, amphetamines just make me feel jittery and paranoid and stop me from sleeping, and coke is way too expensive. The only drug I worry about whether I will be able to stay away from is oxycodone, although I'm not physically addicted, I fear my mental addiction is too strong to be able to stay away from them for long.
2x high dose mdma pills - very experienced
1x drop of liquid LSD - semi-experienced
2x pills of K - first time
many huffs of diethyl ether - some experience
roughly 1/3 of a gram of freshly harvested opium - first time with opium, but experienced with opiates
The night started out at a rave, I arrive at around 11pm, and around midnight a friend of mine invited me out to the car of a drop of some liquid LSD he had aquired. While LSD isn't my favourite chemical, it does add a nice 'edge' to the night when I'm going out on other substances. I had hoped to aquire some GBL too that night, but when that didn't happen, I decided I would use some of the pills I had, so right after I had the drop of LSD, I snorted half a strong mdma pill - snorting mdma is my prefered method.
It was only about 5 mins before the effects of the mdma came on, and it was fast and strong. I got very chatty with my friends as was to be expected, had a bit of a dance and generally just felt good about myself. I find it hard to describe the effects of mdma as I've had it so much it feels like second nature to me. About half an hour into my roll, I decide I would plug the remaining half of my pill, I figured by the time it started to kick in, the first half would have started to wear off. Strangely it burnt a little upon 'entry' which I've never had before, however these particular pills (which I'd had on a number of occasions before) had always burnt strongly when I snorted them so I guess this was to be expected.
Around 1am I noticed the effects of the LSD start to kick in, at first there was some accentuation of the lights and colours of the rave, then things got more intense. Around 1.30 I started getting tracers, then about 15 mins later is developed into full blown visuals. This was the strongest acid trip I've had to date, I was getting patterns on everything I looked at, faces became distorted, yet strangely it didn't seem to be effecting my thinking too greatly. The main reason I don't usually enjoy acid is cause it effects my thinking very negatively, I feel very 'lost', I can't put sentences together, and I get stuck in though loops, however this time it was much more visual.
Around 3.30am, with my acid trip still going very strongly, I decided to get another pill. It was a pill I had not tried before, and I had no tester kit with me, so after speaking to a few others who had taken the pill that night, I figured it was probably safer just to eat it. Unfortunatly I probably left it half an hour too long to do so, because by the time it started to kick in I had already felt the begginings of my come down. Thankfully it was strong enough to overpower the comedown, although I'm sure it would have been weakend slightly as opposed to taking it earlier.
My acid trip continued, my roll contined, and all was great until about 6am, when I came down fast and hard. Ecstacy comedowns are not new to me, but something was different this time. I went back to a friend's hotel room, and by 7am I was feeling worse than I ever had before (even compared to ice comedowns).
The fact that I was at the tail end of my acid trip I'm sure worsened it, but I think more than anything this was my bodies way of telling me that it is sick of stimulants. Every muscle in my body felt like it was being ripped out of my body by some invisible force, my brain felt like it was 2x too big for my head, my eyes burnt, and I was depressed as hell, and my acid trip hadn't even finished yet so I thought I was gonna feel like that forever. If I had've been able to move I think I would honestly have killed myself, my friends thought I was joking when I asked them to kill me, I was not.
When some friends of mine arrived at about 9.30 with some ketamine pills, I just about jumped out of my skin with joy, dissasociating (sp?) from myself and the world was about the most desirable thing I could imagine. Although I had never done ketamine before, I have read much about it, and heard many people claim it is amazing on the comedown from stimulants, so after confirming the contents of the pills with my tester kit, I partook. I initially crushed up 1 of the 2 pills and snorted about 2/3 of it, leaving the last 1/3 for a friend. Within minutes I was zoning out, forgetting my comedown and my mind was wandering off to other worlds. It was not quite enough for a K-hole, but it was a good way to start off with K.
When I walked back into the other room where the majority of my friends still were they immediately commented that I looked different. I told them I felt different too, and laid down on the bed and zoned out some more, it was one of the most amazing feelings I've ever experienced on any drug. Just pure calmness, not giving a shit about anything, and occasionally losing contact with reality.
Eventually we had to book out of the hotel at midday, and not quite feeling up to going home at this point, I continued on to a friend's house. Upon arrival I noticed that the couple of poppy plants he had been growing we ready of harvesting, but I decided we should leave that til later on.
I went inside and noticed that the K was wearing off fast, and my comedown was returning. Not wanting to face it just yet, I crushed up the remaining K pill and snorted abot 3/4 this time, again leaving the rest for my friend. My friends had decided to smoke some weed, however I don't really like weed, so I instead decided to have some of his ether. It was a great combo, weed and ether, my legs went numb completely and it somehow managed to help me escape reality even further.
Around 2pm I finally decided it was time to head down and get the inevitable comedown over with, but just before leaving I got myself a nice chunk of opium. I've got quite a tolerance to opiates, about 3-4 times a week I use oxycodone, and I dose 100mg at a time at the moment.
When I arrived home I went straight to my room, and while I'm not sure exactly how much opium I smoked, it was enough for me to catch a nod. However when it wore off my comedown came back again, thankfully not so hard this time. My legs were still hurting, and I was finding it hard to sleep, but once I finally did get to sleep, I stayed asleep for about 14 hours.
When I woke up the next morning I felt sick as a dog, I went and vomited, had aweful diarhrea (sp?), my stomach hurt, and food only made it worse. I was weak to the point that I couldn't really stand up, and I had to call in sick from work.
This whole experience has made me realise that I really need to stop with the stimulants before my body gives up, my come downs have been getting progressively worse, and the highs aren't what they used to be. I'm taking a couple of weeks out from drugs all together, but I think it will be a long time before I touch stimulants again (if ever). Pills have lost their magic, amphetamines just make me feel jittery and paranoid and stop me from sleeping, and coke is way too expensive. The only drug I worry about whether I will be able to stay away from is oxycodone, although I'm not physically addicted, I fear my mental addiction is too strong to be able to stay away from them for long.
). As I said in the report, I'm definitely staying away from stimulants for a VERY long time, possibly permanently.
i can only get things like codeine for opiates, or your average shitty untested pill of ecstasy, but i always seem to enjoy them sooo much. just the tiny relaxation from codiene is so damn pleasent for me. i dont understand how access to things like ket, opium, and oxy etc wouldnt make you just thehappiest man in the world 
