thewaiter
Greenlighter
so a couple of weeks ago i took a capsule containing the proper dose of mdma at an event. i was the only one of my group taking this pill but some of my other friends rolled on it and said it was great.
at first i didnt feel much. took me an hour and a half to feel light headed. fireworks started and that was what i was looking forward to the entire night and right when they started i turned my head away. i physically could not look at them. it wasnt that my eyes hurt or they were too beautiful, it was just...not what i expected. i felt that they were boring and not pretty, the sound of them exploding hurt my ears. i felt mildly irritated and not happy or rolling like i have off of pokeballs. i wasnt calm either, really fidgety and extremely cold. i could not shake off any bad feelings. i ended up leaving the event early and driving to a hotel. yes, driving. and i drove perfectly i felt completely sober. but when i looked in the mirror my pupils were so large i couldnt even see my eye color. there was no euphoria, enhanced sense of touch, tracers, anything good at all. i was also freezing cold under many blankets and sweatshirts. what went wrong? is this mdma...because i dont like it at all!
at first i didnt feel much. took me an hour and a half to feel light headed. fireworks started and that was what i was looking forward to the entire night and right when they started i turned my head away. i physically could not look at them. it wasnt that my eyes hurt or they were too beautiful, it was just...not what i expected. i felt that they were boring and not pretty, the sound of them exploding hurt my ears. i felt mildly irritated and not happy or rolling like i have off of pokeballs. i wasnt calm either, really fidgety and extremely cold. i could not shake off any bad feelings. i ended up leaving the event early and driving to a hotel. yes, driving. and i drove perfectly i felt completely sober. but when i looked in the mirror my pupils were so large i couldnt even see my eye color. there was no euphoria, enhanced sense of touch, tracers, anything good at all. i was also freezing cold under many blankets and sweatshirts. what went wrong? is this mdma...because i dont like it at all!
