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Mdma gave me anhorgasmia

andretta

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Ever since the second time i used it i havent been able to feel an orgasm, same for my dick although most of the pleasure there was lost some time before the m. I also can't feel horny nor feel any emotions anymore, before mdma i could feel negative emotions and i was horny sometimes but now its absolute 0, the only time i felt something was due to love i guess. Anybody knows wtf is going on? Am i just stuck like this for the rest of my life? I used max 5 grams since may 21th to august 14th of last year, rolled 14 times total. I havent gotten better not even 1%, and in january i got derealization after i woke up and had a panic attack but that passed.
 
So sorry you’re stuck like this. It sounds like abused MDMA significantly. I have heard reports of anhorgasmia before, as well as depression, and panic disorder (which I would not wish on my worst enemy). MDMA can be life-altering and wonderful, but it can also be life-altering and terrible.

Most people seem to recover fully if they take a break from drugs and take extra care to exercise, get plenty of quality sleep, and eat healthy. I hope you’ll feel better soon.
 
Ever since the second time i used it i havent been able to feel an orgasm, same for my dick although most of the pleasure there was lost some time before the m. I also can't feel horny nor feel any emotions anymore, before mdma i could feel negative emotions and i was horny sometimes but now its absolute 0, the only time i felt something was due to love i guess. Anybody knows wtf is going on? Am i just stuck like this for the rest of my life? I used max 5 grams since may 21th to august 14th of last year, rolled 14 times total. I havent gotten better not even 1%, and in january i got derealization after i woke up and had a panic attack but that passed.
How are you feeling today mate?
 
Is it too late to take 5-HTP at this point? Perhaps it wasn't totally clean stuff ether, I dunno. A lot of people talk about getting randy on MDMA, but I just wanna hang out with people and talk, play some music and stuff. I really had a nice night with a purely dark sky; all stars visible and so many fireflies. If anything, MDMA made me not want to have sex or anything like that at all, in a similar way that LSD does. I think you can recover from this though. Hell who knows, shot in the dark but maybe a nice mushroom trip could help reset some neurons or some shit. Don't take my word for it but maybe consider it lol
 
So sorry you’re stuck like this. It sounds like abused MDMA significantly. I have heard reports of anhorgasmia before, as well as depression, and panic disorder (which I would not wish on my worst enemy). MDMA can be life-altering and wonderful, but it can also be life-altering and terrible.

Most people seem to recover fully if they take a break from drugs and take extra care to exercise, get plenty of quality sleep, and eat healthy. I hope you’ll feel better soon.
I just keep on getting worse doubt there'll be an end to this
 
Is it too late to take 5-HTP at this point? Perhaps it wasn't totally clean stuff ether, I dunno. A lot of people talk about getting randy on MDMA, but I just wanna hang out with people and talk, play some music and stuff. I really had a nice night with a purely dark sky; all stars visible and so many fireflies. If anything, MDMA made me not want to have sex or anything like that at all, in a similar way that LSD does. I think you can recover from this though. Hell who knows, shot in the dark but maybe a nice mushroom trip could help reset some neurons or some shit. Don't take my word for it but maybe consider it lol
Why defend mdma at all costs? Everyone around me who used the same m didnt have any of those side effects i was the only one
 
5 grams over three months is rather a lot. I probably take less than 500mg a year and no more than 300mg over the course of a single roll. Even on the lower end of my dosing spectrum (Say 120mg without a redose) it can still take 2-3 weeks for everything to be back to normal on the orgasm front afterwards.

You took a great deal more than that so it makes sense it's taking longer to get back to your baseline. Same with your mood and sex drive. I wouldn't be too worried I'm quite sure none of this will be permanent. You could try some supplements and see if they help at all, NAC 5htp lions mane etc along with a healthy diet, but even if you don't these kinds of things generally work themselves out over time

It might also be worth getting your prostate checked out just to be sure the problem isn't anything mechanical, just to be on the safe side.
 
5 grams over three months is rather a lot. I probably take less than 500mg a year and no more than 300mg over the course of a single roll. Even on the lower end of my dosing spectrum (Say 120mg without a redose) it can still take 2-3 weeks for everything to be back to normal on the orgasm front afterwards.

You took a great deal more than that so it makes sense it's taking longer to get back to your baseline. Same with your mood and sex drive. I wouldn't be too worried I'm quite sure none of this will be permanent. You could try some supplements and see if they help at all, NAC 5htp lions mane etc along with a healthy diet, but even if you don't these kinds of things generally work themselves out over time

It might also be worth getting your prostate checked out just to be sure the problem isn't anything mechanical, just to be on the safe side.
Im taking 9 me bc because a dude who had all my symtomps and after 2 years didnt get even an ounce better healed with it, i still gotta finish cycling it but for now it looks promising. Nac does nothing for me (thats noticable) and 5hpt/lions mane is not worth the risk imo.
 
Some people swear by NAC but didn't get much out of it either.

5htp I understand your reservations but lions mane may be worth a look. I don't know what risks you're referring to but most find it to be a rather benign adaptogenic and I've had entirely positive experiences using it.
 
Some people swear by NAC but didn't get much out of it either.

5htp I understand your reservations but lions mane may be worth a look. I don't know what risks you're referring to but most find it to be a rather benign adaptogenic and I've had entirely positive experiences using it.
Anhedonia from it is what im scared about, im already anhedonic by nature, and my anhedonia has been stable for years now but when i had my first depressive episode my anhedonia was so bad i spent months in bed only getting up to eat once every 2/3 days. Considering it can definetely get worse up to that point i don't wanna take a risk.
 
Anhedonia from it is what im scared about, im already anhedonic by nature, and my anhedonia has been stable for years now but when i had my first depressive episode my anhedonia was so bad i spent months in bed only getting up to eat once every 2/3 days. Considering it can definetely get worse up to that point i don't wanna take a risk.
Understood, though I see no reason why lions mane could cause such symptoms I understand your concern. I think the best thing you can do for yourself is just live as well as you can: eat well get regular exercise and wait a couple more months and see where you're at in the summer. It really hasn't been all that long since your binge so I'm not surprised you're still out of sorts, but it won't be forever.
 
Why defend mdma at all costs? Everyone around me who used the same m didnt have any of those side effects i was the only one
I'm not defending it by any means, just explaining how it affected me. I mean, I'll defend it for rare recreational, as in 2-3x a year at most, or for some of those PTSD therapy sessions, but I'll never defend abusing this. The only thing I'm actually defending here are psychedelics potential lol. To possibly heal some of this.

That, or 5-HTP, which people use after rolls to offset depression. I didn't need this because I take it like once a year, but some people might need it anyway. Anyone who's binged on the stuff without using 5-HTP will end up with any number of factors of serotonin and whatnot in the brain being off balance. I don't fully understand how that works though
 
I could be totally wrong, but I feel like there are possibly deeper issues than the MDMA usage...
Anybody knows wtf is going on? Am i just stuck like this for the rest of my life?
No, and no. It'll get better.
the only time i felt something was due to love i guess
What happened? Where did the love go?

Just speaking from experience here... the happier i am and the more in touch I am with myself and my goals, the better my orgasms/libido/relationships are. I notice this especially when I'm traveling/backpacking around the world with no real aim.

The more I dull my senses, the worse it gets which makes me depressed which makes me dull the senses more etc etc
 
I mean, you're not wrong. I'm just a silly hippy, so my advice might not always be sound ;)
But yeah, no drugs in this situation is better. Shroom trip could work, but it's risky, and I guess overall not worth it. It isn't on the same level as ayahuasca retreat shit.
 
I have heard rare personal anecdotes suggesting psychedelics could help recovery. There is no science directly implicating that but hypotheses could be made.
 
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