I was celebrating my end of schooling, I had acquired a few capsules of what we think/thought is MDMA (debatable hence the question mark in the title and the following report). We also had an ounce crap bush weed and plenty of alcohol.
We decided to wait till the second night to take the M. The second day had rolled around, we had been smoking a lot and drinking most of the day, but not to a big point of intoxication.
My friends and I had been tossing up the idea of taking it, whether we should snort it, take a little bit, or whatever. The final decision ended up to snort it, because schoolies.. fuck it.
At about 9pm we tipped out the contents of a capsule that was packed to the brim, My mate and i decided to snort half each as it was packed fairly full. Although keep in mind we didn't even test what was in it. 15 minutes later I didn't really know what I was feeling, though I know I was enjoying playing with the rainbow dreamcatchers that hung in the hotel room. I thought that was a pretty typical thing to do on MDMA so I reassured to myself I was safe. But that could of been because of placebo, weed or alcohol to be honest. I did enjoy the chemical taste of the drip weirdly enough.
At about 9:20 not much had changed I thought I already came up and we decided to walk down to the beach then go to the clubs. (From this point on it gets a bit strange, just a pre warning + plus this is where my memory gets hazy)
As we are walking toward the beach a random group told us to sit down. So we did.
At this point I was kinda just feeling drunk and confused. But it got more confusing when one of the newly acquired friends whipped out some sex dice. I partnered up with one of the girls I'd just met and my mate partnered up with another. I was sort of in disbelief as the next thing I know i'm suckin on titties and basically fucking some chick on this patch of grass next to the beach. We left at about 9:50 as some christian group came up and decided to spoil the strange fun.
10:00; This is where it got fucked up. Now, I'm not sure what MDMA is meant to feel like as this was my first time, but this was intense. I sat down for a second after that weird encounter and all of a sudden my head felt like it was going to explode. I had to keep moving to distract myself and convinced myself that if I stopped moving I was going to die or something. The energy was insane but extremely chaotic. I started sprinting around everywhere and never felt like i was moving fast enough.
10:20; I told my friends i'd meet them at the club, and went to maccas (McDonalds) to help me come down a bit. I met some other mates there and they thought I was having a waking seizure.
They way they described me was insanely jittery, laughing hysterically and couldn't calm down even when the cops walked past me. (I can normally control myself extremely well while high around authority)
At this point id lost track of time, and I have no recollection of how I made it to the club, but i must of walked and i'm sure i got lost along the way, because by the time i reached the club I had in fact come down a fair bit. But I still had some powder from the caps in my wallet. I got into the club eventually fairly easily and met my friends inside.
2 of them wanted a line, so we went into the bathroom.
We both started to snort the very edge of the line just before the bouncer walked in. I freaked out dropped my license and the powder and was straight to the bar.
We ordered a couple of drinks and the night ended nicely. (except for losing my ID and the rest of the 'MD' (supposedly)
Those who are experienced with MDMA, I would like to know if this was anything like it was supposed to feel like. I didn't feel much love or euphoria, just straight energy and restlessness. It felt like Dexamphetamine more than anything else really, Although I have never felt like my head was going to explode before.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_empathogens
explevel_firsttime
exptype_neutral
exptype_bodyload
roacode_nasal
We decided to wait till the second night to take the M. The second day had rolled around, we had been smoking a lot and drinking most of the day, but not to a big point of intoxication.
My friends and I had been tossing up the idea of taking it, whether we should snort it, take a little bit, or whatever. The final decision ended up to snort it, because schoolies.. fuck it.
At about 9pm we tipped out the contents of a capsule that was packed to the brim, My mate and i decided to snort half each as it was packed fairly full. Although keep in mind we didn't even test what was in it. 15 minutes later I didn't really know what I was feeling, though I know I was enjoying playing with the rainbow dreamcatchers that hung in the hotel room. I thought that was a pretty typical thing to do on MDMA so I reassured to myself I was safe. But that could of been because of placebo, weed or alcohol to be honest. I did enjoy the chemical taste of the drip weirdly enough.
At about 9:20 not much had changed I thought I already came up and we decided to walk down to the beach then go to the clubs. (From this point on it gets a bit strange, just a pre warning + plus this is where my memory gets hazy)
As we are walking toward the beach a random group told us to sit down. So we did.
At this point I was kinda just feeling drunk and confused. But it got more confusing when one of the newly acquired friends whipped out some sex dice. I partnered up with one of the girls I'd just met and my mate partnered up with another. I was sort of in disbelief as the next thing I know i'm suckin on titties and basically fucking some chick on this patch of grass next to the beach. We left at about 9:50 as some christian group came up and decided to spoil the strange fun.
10:00; This is where it got fucked up. Now, I'm not sure what MDMA is meant to feel like as this was my first time, but this was intense. I sat down for a second after that weird encounter and all of a sudden my head felt like it was going to explode. I had to keep moving to distract myself and convinced myself that if I stopped moving I was going to die or something. The energy was insane but extremely chaotic. I started sprinting around everywhere and never felt like i was moving fast enough.
10:20; I told my friends i'd meet them at the club, and went to maccas (McDonalds) to help me come down a bit. I met some other mates there and they thought I was having a waking seizure.
They way they described me was insanely jittery, laughing hysterically and couldn't calm down even when the cops walked past me. (I can normally control myself extremely well while high around authority)
At this point id lost track of time, and I have no recollection of how I made it to the club, but i must of walked and i'm sure i got lost along the way, because by the time i reached the club I had in fact come down a fair bit. But I still had some powder from the caps in my wallet. I got into the club eventually fairly easily and met my friends inside.
2 of them wanted a line, so we went into the bathroom.
We both started to snort the very edge of the line just before the bouncer walked in. I freaked out dropped my license and the powder and was straight to the bar.
We ordered a couple of drinks and the night ended nicely. (except for losing my ID and the rest of the 'MD' (supposedly)
Those who are experienced with MDMA, I would like to know if this was anything like it was supposed to feel like. I didn't feel much love or euphoria, just straight energy and restlessness. It felt like Dexamphetamine more than anything else really, Although I have never felt like my head was going to explode before.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_firsttime
exptype_neutral
exptype_bodyload
roacode_nasal
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