So this is a report from a while ago about my first MDMA experience. This was probably the most amazing drug experience i have ever had. So first, some background info. My house was open for the day, and being a stoner this would usually mean time to smoke up. However, I was in some shit that summer, and was getting drug tested so i could not blaze. So me and my friend S decided why not try Ecstasy for the first time? Where I live, Ecstasy is really, really big. The high school I go to always has kids rolling during school, and for a while there were more E dealers than pot dealers. So anyways, me and S decide we are going to roll. I also invite my friend B, because he is a semi experienced roller (he had maybe rolled like 25 times at this point) and can do lightshows. Me and S were both 17 at the time, and B was 15. So anyways enough background info, time to talk about that day.
So my mom and brother left, so it was just me and my dad. I left to go meet B, and we came back to my house. Soon S came, and then my dad left. It was time to take the pills. These were White DC Pokeballs, and were really good pills. B had bought 4; one for me, one for S, and two for him over the weekend. So me and S take our pills, and wait for it to kick in. So fast forward about 30 minutes, we are in this pitch black hallway in my house, and B is giving us a light show. The Stone Roses are blaring from my speakers, and i am coming up fast, as is S. Now, during the come up, me and S reacted very, very differently, but we both got a little out of hand. I ended up just walking around my house for a little while, and I kept grabbing B and just screaming "IM FUCKIN JESUS MAN I SWEAR!!!!". S ended up laying in my bathtub (not naked or with the water on) and calling his sister. He told his sister how much he loved her, and how much he missed her. Then he started talking about the girl he liked, and how he wanted her so bad. So as you can imagine, B felt awkward as fuck, and decided to take his 2 pills so we would all be rolling.
When B started coming up, he for some reason decided to take a shower. So at this point its just me and S, and S is kind of having a rough time. But we end up having a pretty amazing, deep conversation and he kind of gets out of it. What was so great is we literally had no egos at all, and were able to except all of our and each others faults. So soon B gets out of the shower, and is rolling balls. We all just walk around my house for a while, talking and listening to music. Then, when we are all peaking, we go outside. This is when it got pretty insane. We all took of our shirts, sat in a circle, held hands, and just talked about our feelings. Keep in mind none of us are gay. So we are just sitting there together listening to Yo Yo Ma (try it when your rolling its crazy). At this point, we all had absolutely no ego at all. We talked about how we had met each other (its weird because I met S in 10th grade, and I met B in 11th grade. S and B actually sorta knew each other when they were younger, and i guess you could say they reunited through me). We talked about how cool we all felt each other was, and how we are so happy were friends. We decided to stick together for the next school year (me and S were both about to be seniors, B a sophomore) and how we would be the best friends. Then we started coming down, and slowly the experience ended.
Later that day and the next day I was just thinking about how amazing it was, and I was so thankful to have experienced it. The only negative effect I had was that i had little or no appetite for the next 36 hours or so. That day I had the greatest bonding experience with my friends, and still we are all pretty much best friend, and honestly I feel like this experience helped our friendship. I left some parts of the experience out, but those are the parts that matter. Ecstasy is an amazing drug if used right, it gets a bad name because of the people that go binge on it for a weekend and just hook up with random people at raves and what not. But ya, that's my experience, thank you for reading.
So my mom and brother left, so it was just me and my dad. I left to go meet B, and we came back to my house. Soon S came, and then my dad left. It was time to take the pills. These were White DC Pokeballs, and were really good pills. B had bought 4; one for me, one for S, and two for him over the weekend. So me and S take our pills, and wait for it to kick in. So fast forward about 30 minutes, we are in this pitch black hallway in my house, and B is giving us a light show. The Stone Roses are blaring from my speakers, and i am coming up fast, as is S. Now, during the come up, me and S reacted very, very differently, but we both got a little out of hand. I ended up just walking around my house for a little while, and I kept grabbing B and just screaming "IM FUCKIN JESUS MAN I SWEAR!!!!". S ended up laying in my bathtub (not naked or with the water on) and calling his sister. He told his sister how much he loved her, and how much he missed her. Then he started talking about the girl he liked, and how he wanted her so bad. So as you can imagine, B felt awkward as fuck, and decided to take his 2 pills so we would all be rolling.
When B started coming up, he for some reason decided to take a shower. So at this point its just me and S, and S is kind of having a rough time. But we end up having a pretty amazing, deep conversation and he kind of gets out of it. What was so great is we literally had no egos at all, and were able to except all of our and each others faults. So soon B gets out of the shower, and is rolling balls. We all just walk around my house for a while, talking and listening to music. Then, when we are all peaking, we go outside. This is when it got pretty insane. We all took of our shirts, sat in a circle, held hands, and just talked about our feelings. Keep in mind none of us are gay. So we are just sitting there together listening to Yo Yo Ma (try it when your rolling its crazy). At this point, we all had absolutely no ego at all. We talked about how we had met each other (its weird because I met S in 10th grade, and I met B in 11th grade. S and B actually sorta knew each other when they were younger, and i guess you could say they reunited through me). We talked about how cool we all felt each other was, and how we are so happy were friends. We decided to stick together for the next school year (me and S were both about to be seniors, B a sophomore) and how we would be the best friends. Then we started coming down, and slowly the experience ended.
Later that day and the next day I was just thinking about how amazing it was, and I was so thankful to have experienced it. The only negative effect I had was that i had little or no appetite for the next 36 hours or so. That day I had the greatest bonding experience with my friends, and still we are all pretty much best friend, and honestly I feel like this experience helped our friendship. I left some parts of the experience out, but those are the parts that matter. Ecstasy is an amazing drug if used right, it gets a bad name because of the people that go binge on it for a weekend and just hook up with random people at raves and what not. But ya, that's my experience, thank you for reading.
