hi,
I thought that I would write down my first true experiance of MDMA.
Before I start I'll tell you a bit of background, I have two brothers who are both older than me. C is about 11 years older than me and J who's about 8 years older than me. Before this I suspected that both of them did weed but nothing more.
I was invited to go to Portsmouth (UK) for J's stag night out, along for the ride were J's drinking mates and C. Now I'm not much of a drinker so I wasnt exactly looking forward to the thought of getting very drunk, throwing up and then stumbling into a nasty strip joint, as is almost the law for stag nights.
It started as I thought, after we had put our stuff in the B&B we headed out on the town to start drinking in earnest, it was about 6 ish and this went on for a while with all of us getting progressively more drunk and me trying to get out of every second round so I didnt pass out.
At about 11.00 J decided that we should all go to the club down the road for a bit of a dance. This I was pleased about because it would give me a chance to do the half speckled mitzi that I had brought with me in case we went to a club. I had done pills before but they had been a dissapointment because the the ones I got were crap, but I had got this half pill off a mate who said it was good.
When we got in the venue I was talking to C about the possibility of getting some weed in the club after having him confess to me that he did it earlier while being drunk. I however had other plans and went off to the toilets to do my half pill. I knew this wouldnt be enough so as that began to come up I wandered roung the club to search for another, while telling my brother that I was looking for weed.
J and his mates were drunkenly dancing and I wasnt really talking to them so it wasnt difficult to wander around and ask a few people. I soon found a bloke who was selling mitzis for £8 which I thought wasnt bad, I bought one and headed back to C. I told him that I couldnt find any weed but there was a bloke selling mitzis, to my surprise he said that he'd like one but I mustn't tell J. I said that as I'd just bought one myself I wasnt going to say anything. He wasnt surprised, he said;
"I've seen you go out all night, yeah like your going to go out all night untill 6-7 and dance all that time and not take anything?"
Well I bought hime one and we both took half each, I didnt really know how long it would take to come up so I did my third half after about 80 mins after the first. The music was alright house but it began to sound better and better so C and I started to dance.
Preaty soon I began to feel like my whole body had shifted gears, like sudenly I was in turbo, the song peaked and I was hit by rush of ecstacy. The rush continued and it crossed my mind that I had done too much, I felt almost out of control, then I remember telling myself, just go with it, its great.
I looked over at my brother and saw he had a massive smile on my face and I then realised what all the fuss was about pills, this was pure euphoria like I had never felt. C leaned over and asked me how I was feeling, 'amazing' was all I could say, he aggreed they were top pills.
At this point they brought out the stage dancers and turned on the lazer, this was almost sensory overload for me, it was like I was in heaven. I turned around to have look at the rest of the crowd and I made eye contact with this girl. She smiled a knowing smile and I thought how nice to be in a place were people are happy for you when your rushing.
Unfortunatly the club only opened till 2am so we all got chucked out at that point.
It was lucky that J and his mates were very drunk because if they hadnt been it would have been very obvius that C and I were still rushing to fuck. I noticed the dealer that I had met in the club and asked him if there was anywhere else that we could go to dance a bit longer. He told me that all the clubs closed at 2, but said he had a bit of weed in the car to help us come down. C and I wandered over with him and stood talking by his car, he pulled out about 2-3grams of weed and I asked him how much he wanted, he replied;
"dont worry mate I've got shit loads at home". C and I were left in the middle of the car park amazed at his niceness.
When we finaly got a cab back to the B&B J and his mates fell straight to sleep so C and I rolled up a couple of spliffs and went for wander. We walked and talked about all kinds of things including love, our family and his relationship with his girlfriend. I dont remember that much of it but one comment he made stuck in my mind;
"I know that Sharron (his GF) isnt that good looking but I love her and thats what matters isn't it"
I felt like, and do still feel, we had really got rid of all the barriers and become much closer because of the experiance, it was one of the most beautiful nights of my life.
[title edited -mash]
[ 09 September 2002: Message edited by: masheadatronic ]
I thought that I would write down my first true experiance of MDMA.
Before I start I'll tell you a bit of background, I have two brothers who are both older than me. C is about 11 years older than me and J who's about 8 years older than me. Before this I suspected that both of them did weed but nothing more.
I was invited to go to Portsmouth (UK) for J's stag night out, along for the ride were J's drinking mates and C. Now I'm not much of a drinker so I wasnt exactly looking forward to the thought of getting very drunk, throwing up and then stumbling into a nasty strip joint, as is almost the law for stag nights.
It started as I thought, after we had put our stuff in the B&B we headed out on the town to start drinking in earnest, it was about 6 ish and this went on for a while with all of us getting progressively more drunk and me trying to get out of every second round so I didnt pass out.
At about 11.00 J decided that we should all go to the club down the road for a bit of a dance. This I was pleased about because it would give me a chance to do the half speckled mitzi that I had brought with me in case we went to a club. I had done pills before but they had been a dissapointment because the the ones I got were crap, but I had got this half pill off a mate who said it was good.
When we got in the venue I was talking to C about the possibility of getting some weed in the club after having him confess to me that he did it earlier while being drunk. I however had other plans and went off to the toilets to do my half pill. I knew this wouldnt be enough so as that began to come up I wandered roung the club to search for another, while telling my brother that I was looking for weed.
J and his mates were drunkenly dancing and I wasnt really talking to them so it wasnt difficult to wander around and ask a few people. I soon found a bloke who was selling mitzis for £8 which I thought wasnt bad, I bought one and headed back to C. I told him that I couldnt find any weed but there was a bloke selling mitzis, to my surprise he said that he'd like one but I mustn't tell J. I said that as I'd just bought one myself I wasnt going to say anything. He wasnt surprised, he said;
"I've seen you go out all night, yeah like your going to go out all night untill 6-7 and dance all that time and not take anything?"
Well I bought hime one and we both took half each, I didnt really know how long it would take to come up so I did my third half after about 80 mins after the first. The music was alright house but it began to sound better and better so C and I started to dance.
Preaty soon I began to feel like my whole body had shifted gears, like sudenly I was in turbo, the song peaked and I was hit by rush of ecstacy. The rush continued and it crossed my mind that I had done too much, I felt almost out of control, then I remember telling myself, just go with it, its great.
I looked over at my brother and saw he had a massive smile on my face and I then realised what all the fuss was about pills, this was pure euphoria like I had never felt. C leaned over and asked me how I was feeling, 'amazing' was all I could say, he aggreed they were top pills.
At this point they brought out the stage dancers and turned on the lazer, this was almost sensory overload for me, it was like I was in heaven. I turned around to have look at the rest of the crowd and I made eye contact with this girl. She smiled a knowing smile and I thought how nice to be in a place were people are happy for you when your rushing.
Unfortunatly the club only opened till 2am so we all got chucked out at that point.
It was lucky that J and his mates were very drunk because if they hadnt been it would have been very obvius that C and I were still rushing to fuck. I noticed the dealer that I had met in the club and asked him if there was anywhere else that we could go to dance a bit longer. He told me that all the clubs closed at 2, but said he had a bit of weed in the car to help us come down. C and I wandered over with him and stood talking by his car, he pulled out about 2-3grams of weed and I asked him how much he wanted, he replied;
"dont worry mate I've got shit loads at home". C and I were left in the middle of the car park amazed at his niceness.
When we finaly got a cab back to the B&B J and his mates fell straight to sleep so C and I rolled up a couple of spliffs and went for wander. We walked and talked about all kinds of things including love, our family and his relationship with his girlfriend. I dont remember that much of it but one comment he made stuck in my mind;
"I know that Sharron (his GF) isnt that good looking but I love her and thats what matters isn't it"
I felt like, and do still feel, we had really got rid of all the barriers and become much closer because of the experiance, it was one of the most beautiful nights of my life.
[title edited -mash]
[ 09 September 2002: Message edited by: masheadatronic ]
