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MDMA - First Time - Fuck yes

Staticage

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The night starts off with me going to visit a friend who lives in a college dorm a little way’s away from me. We plan on going to a football game and then going back to the dorm and getting drunk. We started to get really bored with the football, and we were playing really bad. So we left the game, and went back to the dorm. We smoked a blunt with a few other guys and then cracked into our jagermiester. After 5 shots I was feeling pretty good.

This guy that had been passed out in my friend’s room finally gets up. The dude has a pocketful of ecstasy pills, and apparently he rolls quite a bit himself, and sells good stuff. Now, I’ve never been around E but always wanted to try it. I didn’t really have the cash to buy it, but I bought it anyway-- maybe cause I was really fucked up! Well, after I decided to buy one everyone else says they’re in, including my friend and another dude, both who had never rolled before. He handed me my little red pill and said “I think this is the biggest one I have.” He probably did this because I was the only one to pay upfront.

So, anyway, I pop it in my mouth and crush it up a bit. Definitely bitter, but I’ve tasted a lot worse. Within 30 or 45 minutes I was feeling different, and had cool buzz going, but it was very subtle. Sometime within the next 15 or 20 minutes I started rolling. It was fucking amazing. The body buzz felt like a big rush of euphoria that never stops. I started to talk to the other kids taking E, and I realized everybody else was also rolling now. Soon after this, my friend asked if I wanted to walk around a little bit outside. I said I was down for that, and we took off. At this point, we start to talk about how we’re feeling and before we know it we are talking each others heads off. But, we’re having the time of our life. I’ve never had so much fun walking, just not giving a fuck where we go. It actually felt good to walk, and we probably did this for 2 hours or so. I ended up calling a lot of my friends, and it felt really great to talk to them, and they cracked me up really bad.

Me and my friend finally stopped at a bench, and talked about music and a bunch of crap. All of a sudden there are some fucked up dudes by us. One stumbled over to where we were and another kid fell on the ground, and everyone started laughing. I was laughing really hard at this point. Two more of the kids come over there, but they’re a little bit away. I told my friend I wanted to talk to them but he didn’t want to so I decided not too-- but still wish I did!

Eventually we made our way to the other side of campus, where we were supposed to meet a couple girls that are friends of ours. Here I am, normally a really shy kid, around these people that had never seen me like this. I was feeling amazing, and I believe once we got in their building I was peaking. I had to fill out a card at the front desk, and I started to feel dumb as shit. I couldn’t write very well, and I was reading the card all wrong. For host name I put my name, and the girl’s name for the guest. I had no idea either, until my friend pointed it out to me. We went up in their room, where I proceeded to talk a whole lot. I was rocking out to the infomercial for a hard rock compilation on TV ….Black Sabbath, Cream, Cheap Trick… it was pretty sweet.

Sometime later we left and walked around, heading back where we started. When we got there we finally talked to the other kids rolling, and they said they were having a blast. My friend called a friend of his and they needed a ride, and I was still rolling good so I decided I’d go with him. We got in his truck and I soon started to feel like I was a little sick. I felt kind of uncomfortable the whole ride (and it was a long one- we made a circle or two around town..) We finally found her and took her to her dorm, and went back to my friend’s dorm. We hung out there talking to everyone, and I started to feel better, but I wasn’t rolling like I was before (however I still WAS rolling). We went inside and watched part of A Clockwork Orange and finally around 7am we decided to go to bed. We smoked a roach, and I laid down in bed. But at this point I felt really speedy, and I couldn’t even keep my eyes shut. I listened to some music, mostly Radiohead, and eventually I didn’t want to hear it at all. I turned it off and turned over in the bed. I closed my eyes and put my hands over them and started to see some really nice closed eyed visuals. I was seeing very life-like people and crazy stuff twirling around. I also could look around and it felt like I was in another room than the one I was really in.

I slept for a few hours (I think) and got up at 11am. My friend and I still felt the E (for better or worse) and just sat around and watched TV. The girls we’d hung out with before called us and we went to go eat with them. As of now, I still feel the E because I smoked some pot, and I feel pretty good. It’s 10:26pm, the day after the roll. And, I didn’t really have too bad of a comedown- I didn’t feel sick at all except only slightly for a short period. I felt a little speeded out, and eventually totally drained of energy. But, this is not too bad, and not as bad as expected. Maybe I’ll feel worse tomorrow (I haven’t slept too much, and I’ve got college classes).

Overall, I had the time of my life rolling on Ecstasy. I’m actually probably going to do it again next weekend at a huge outdoors rave. I wanted to trip on mushrooms there, but I don’t think I can get them, and I know I’ll have a blast rolling there. I hope you people liked my trip report…but if not - Fuck you, it’s my first one.
 
Yes I liked it too.

It's nice to get flashbacks of my first time. When I did the exact same, walked and talked. Talking to others on E seems so fun and easy, I enjoy it.

Nice TR
 
Staticage said:
I hope you people liked my trip report…but if not - Fuck you

Hehe, that's the spirit! I actually liked your report. Glad you had a good time. Just remember, eventually, with heavy use, MDMA loses its magic, so try not to do it every week...
 
yes talking is very fun! i talked until i couldn't talk anymore...and then i pretty much talked some more.

and Church, i will be taking probably a 2 month break from trying E again after this coming weekend.

Thanks for the replies!
 
Thats excellent.........great report..

Can I ask if you could do another trip report after this weekend at the rave and include small comparisons between the two...........thgere will be somethings u will like more and some u will like less I suspect..........but it will be different.

have fun.
 
Thank you!

That is a good idea, I think I will write another report. I'm guessing it's going to be a really different experience, considering the atmosphere
 
Staticage said:
I'm guessing it's going to be a really different experience, considering the atmosphere

It will be amazing. Dancing on pills kicks talking to people/walking places right in the arse, especially when there is a good atmosphere.
 
Well guys... I'll keep this one short... I ended up not rolling near as hard at the rave. I just couldnt stop moving when music was playing, even as i was coming down. Also, it wasnt really a rave ...the dude didnt promote it at all basically, and me and a friend of mine were the only two dancing... of course there was probably only 40 people there. i still had a lot of fun, but the roll was nowhere near my first one.
 
Tranced said:
It will be amazing. Dancing on pills kicks talking to people/walking places right in the arse, especially when there is a good atmosphere.

I disagree. Dancing is fun when you are rolling but nothing beats the DnM's that are had while on e. My favourite part of my roll is the comedown when you sit around with friends sucking back on some bongs.

But yea listen to church. Ive been itting the pills hard for a few months now and the magic is deffinetly gone. I'm starting to experience worse come downs with more depression and i simply don't roll as hard anymore. I still have a great time on it and stuff but it just doesnt compare to the first couple times. Worst part is you don't realise its happening till its too late usually. Keep it in moderation and you will enjoy it to its full potential for years to come.
 
Its always the first magical time on E that most people compared to all their others.

Personally I've only ever taken it 3 times, and all those times where months apart. I still think my best roll was my third. It probably had to do with the setting, but I definitely had the best time (so far) on my last pill.

I enjoyed reading that, takes me back a bit :D
 
Timbo said:
I disagree. Dancing is fun when you are rolling but nothing beats the DnM's that are had while on e. My favourite part of my roll is the comedown when you sit around with friends sucking back on some bongs.

You'll have to elaborate on what a DnM actually is.

It's all down to opinion, but dancing would generally appeal to more people than talking to a mate or walking round your local town. Fair play if you're best mates with Anjelina Jolie or live on a tropical mountain range, but most of us don't really.
 
A DnM is a deep and meaningful conversation. I'm talking about when you open up to people and sometimes just plain babble crap for hours. I don't think that dancing is bad on e but i do believe that you are wasting the drugs full potential. I look at mdma as a tool to open up and discover new things. If i spend the night dancing i still seem to comunicate just by body language. Its like telepathy, even though you cant hear or talk to people you stilll somehow know what they are feeling and thinking as you look at the croud of people all becoming one with the music and bouncing to the beats. This type of communication just isnt enough for me though usually.
 
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Timbo said:
A DnM is a deep and meaningful conversation. I'm talking about when you open up to people and sometimes just plain babble crap for hours. I don't think that dancing is bad on e but i do believe that you are wasting the drugs full potential. I look at mdma as a tool to open up and discover new things. If i spend the night dancing i still seem to comunicate just by body language. Its like telepathy, even though you cant hear or talk to people you stilll somehow know what they are feeling and thinking as you look at the croud of people all becoming one with the music and bouncing to the beats. This type of communication just isnt enough for me though usually.

Well I think that you are wasting valuable dancing hours. Either way I couldn't really give a shit. There is no correct way to use MDMA to its full potential unless you are doing what you personally prefer.
 
Tranced said:
There is no correct way to use MDMA to its full potential unless you are doing what you personally prefer.

Well said. What suits one person will not always suit another :)
 
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Is it maybe the fact that you just dont have the confidence to dance without it? I'd say that would be closer to the truth, but thats just my opinion. People enjoy dancing on many substances including alcohol, its a confidence issue alot of the time but alcohol will not open you up like e. I've learnt alot about myself and friends since taking mdma and i cant say the same for alcohol, or alot of things for that matter.
I'm not saying there is anything wrong with dancing on it, i just beleive there is more to the drug than that.
 
Timbo said:
Is it maybe the fact that you just dont have the confidence to dance without it? I'd say that would be closer to the truth, but thats just my opinion. People enjoy dancing on many substances including alcohol, its a confidence issue alot of the time but alcohol will not open you up like e.

Well done Mystic Meg but no, I dance on pills because the music sounds amazing and dancing to it is too. I can not think of anything I like to do more. I love music and mdma/mda increase it amazingly.

Nearly every time I'm out I'm the first on the dancefloor and dance long before my pill kicks in.

Some of my best memories are of just fucking having it in a club to the music I love with my mates at my side. That is just as valuable, probably more so than the times you've had talking to your mates. End of.
 
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