dizzyheights
Bluelighter
my first e was about six months ago now, but i didnt know about this site. tho the details are a little blurry, the general impact i wont forget!
my boyfriend and i were out of town for a few days, staying in this fully furnished shed, in the middle of a huge, fully bush property, so the setting was awesome. hes experienced with e's, he brought the pills as a surprise, he knew i wanted to try.
the night that we were gonna take them, we lit a nice fire inside, and filled the shed with little tealight candles, putting them up on all the rafters. we had a big feed, then i ate a half, and he had a whole. we sat around chatting. after an hour i was getting anxious that the pill wouldnt work. we took a half each more, and then after bout 30 more mins he got me to smoke some weed.
after a little while i got up and sat on his lap facing him (dont worry this isnt a big porn style story!) and we had a cuddle. we started rubbing our cheeks together, and i just got totally engrossed in the feel of our cheeks against each other. after what seemed like ten minutes (im sure it was only couple of mins max) i pulled away and just grinned. by now the word 'beautiful' was floating thru my head. beautiful cheeks, beautiful boy, beautiful room. the candles made the room look golden and glowing.
we had lots of kisses and cuddles, and great, uninhibited conversation. i was so excited to be feeling so great, and kept telling him 'oh my god im so high! i wanna be this high every day' to which hed just laugh and say 'good!'
after we'd messed around for awhile we rang a few friends. for each one i stood there jumping up and down in front of my boyfriend until he passed the phone to me, so i could tell these wonderful people about what a beautiful time i was having. i danced while my boy chatted to me. i felt the music right through my feet into my body, and closed my eyes and just moved and moved. we eventually had another half a pill each.
the next bit is the only downerish thing. at one stage my boy sat on me while i layed on my back, in front of the fire. i was feeling good but started to feel agitated at not being able to get up. however, i didnt recognise the anxious feelings, just felt all fidgety. so when we decided to finally go to bed and make love, i thought i was still all good. but all of a sudden, in the middle of sex, i came down like a brick. i stopped him and sat up. he asked what was wrong and i said 'this is terrible. this is horrible. i dont like this anymore'. i couldnt look at him or talk to him after that. he tried to explain that i was coming down and it would pass, but his words were just confusing to me. he offered me some weed and i refused. eventually he packed me a cone and just put it to my face and said 'smoke it'.
once the weed took effect i could talk again, but was still pretty sad. so we cuddled and talked for a short time, and then turned out the light. there were a few candles burning, and they slowly, one by one, went out. the last candle was fading, fading, as we got sleepy, then just very slowly went out. the symbolism of that amazed me, like a gentle end to an amazing night.
the next day i felt beautiful again. we went to a gorgeous beach with weed and wine, and i felt like i was seeing everything for the first time. i was absolutely relaxed, and so glad that id tried my first e! since then i have learnt to handle coming down a whole lot better, just to know that itll pass and the warm glow will come back!
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my boyfriend and i were out of town for a few days, staying in this fully furnished shed, in the middle of a huge, fully bush property, so the setting was awesome. hes experienced with e's, he brought the pills as a surprise, he knew i wanted to try.
the night that we were gonna take them, we lit a nice fire inside, and filled the shed with little tealight candles, putting them up on all the rafters. we had a big feed, then i ate a half, and he had a whole. we sat around chatting. after an hour i was getting anxious that the pill wouldnt work. we took a half each more, and then after bout 30 more mins he got me to smoke some weed.
after a little while i got up and sat on his lap facing him (dont worry this isnt a big porn style story!) and we had a cuddle. we started rubbing our cheeks together, and i just got totally engrossed in the feel of our cheeks against each other. after what seemed like ten minutes (im sure it was only couple of mins max) i pulled away and just grinned. by now the word 'beautiful' was floating thru my head. beautiful cheeks, beautiful boy, beautiful room. the candles made the room look golden and glowing.
we had lots of kisses and cuddles, and great, uninhibited conversation. i was so excited to be feeling so great, and kept telling him 'oh my god im so high! i wanna be this high every day' to which hed just laugh and say 'good!'
after we'd messed around for awhile we rang a few friends. for each one i stood there jumping up and down in front of my boyfriend until he passed the phone to me, so i could tell these wonderful people about what a beautiful time i was having. i danced while my boy chatted to me. i felt the music right through my feet into my body, and closed my eyes and just moved and moved. we eventually had another half a pill each.
the next bit is the only downerish thing. at one stage my boy sat on me while i layed on my back, in front of the fire. i was feeling good but started to feel agitated at not being able to get up. however, i didnt recognise the anxious feelings, just felt all fidgety. so when we decided to finally go to bed and make love, i thought i was still all good. but all of a sudden, in the middle of sex, i came down like a brick. i stopped him and sat up. he asked what was wrong and i said 'this is terrible. this is horrible. i dont like this anymore'. i couldnt look at him or talk to him after that. he tried to explain that i was coming down and it would pass, but his words were just confusing to me. he offered me some weed and i refused. eventually he packed me a cone and just put it to my face and said 'smoke it'.
once the weed took effect i could talk again, but was still pretty sad. so we cuddled and talked for a short time, and then turned out the light. there were a few candles burning, and they slowly, one by one, went out. the last candle was fading, fading, as we got sleepy, then just very slowly went out. the symbolism of that amazed me, like a gentle end to an amazing night.
the next day i felt beautiful again. we went to a gorgeous beach with weed and wine, and i felt like i was seeing everything for the first time. i was absolutely relaxed, and so glad that id tried my first e! since then i have learnt to handle coming down a whole lot better, just to know that itll pass and the warm glow will come back!
[NTC edit: Added paragraph breaks and edited title to conform with the forum guidelines.
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