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MDMA -- First Experience -- A Truly Unforgettable Experience.

weedrules6662000

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If ya never rolled heres a no bullshit account of my first x experience.
Before i start i just would like to say that im a a young male in todays world who was walking around with no sense of myself or the power of my own mind until on one night that ill truly never forget changed all that and its that simple.
This was about 2yrs ago. So it was a friday like all others i woke up then toked up and was off to another bullshit day at my local bullshit high school. I got there and went to my classes and everything was normal like any other day.After school like always it was over to to my friend matts place to smoke with my other buddy craig.So we smoked and chilled and i was on my way home. I go home and its start to rain its about 5:30 now so im like shit there goes my night so i just smoked a bowl and went and laid on the couch to watch some stupid shit on T.V. or sleep. In the middle of my little nap i hear someone knocking at the door so me being the lazy fuck that i am i ignore it and fall back into my nap but my grandmother answered the door and it was guess who Matt and Craig. So them being assholes (but allways still my bros)fuckin beat me awake and i look at the clock now its 8 and they are like dude you gotta come outside we need to talk.
I followed them outside thinking they had picked up some hydro and wanted to show me and smoke out, man was i ever fucking wrong. Matt reached into his pocket and pulled out three little nic bags with a pink little pill in each of them with a smiley on them and i like the idiot i was looked at them and said what are those they look like candy(yah i know i was dumb but i bet u were 2)And Matt said nah man its a roll and ur gonna take it with us and you have nothing to worry about In my mind im thinking ive done acid and that is the shit so this is should be nothin.
Matt and Craig had rolled but never around me so i had no idea of what to expect i thought x to be some drug that only stupid euro trash take to make bad club music cool.(yet again i say I KNOW i was an idiot id didnt even like anything with any electronic pulse or beat)On the walk back to Matts place where we had decided to drop they told me to forget what i had heared and just to feel lucky that i had this chance and that they had bought the roll for me because they knew that i was the one out of our friends who had never rolled that would truly get the most from it.
We get to Matts and smoked a little then we dropped at around 8:30 or 9. So we walked over to craigs where we could roll outside with music and shit and got there where i waited with butterflies in my belly and nervous thoughts in my mind but then in some allmost cosmic manner a wave of true bliss and warmth washed over me and honestly i was in awe of the awsome power in the that little pill with the smiley face on it.just about 5 mins after i started to roll matt and craig within 2 minutes of each other began to roll face and i just watched them in an effort to see them enjoy what i had just experianced till i looked at matt and with my jaw clinched shut said what can i chew on and he reached into his pocket and pulled out a school ID card and man i went to town on that thing.
Just about then i looked at Matts beeper and it was only 9:30 and i felt like i had been rolling for hours so we sat in a little circle under a tree and had the most important conversation i think i will ever have and of course i thanked matt and craig both a million times over for showing me this wonderous new way of being. I mean i have had a lot of shit happen bad and good in my life and at no other moment in my at that point 14 yr life had i ever been able to talk about those bad times and be open with my friends and i know as a male its not cool to show emotion but when your rolling it is the only time that you might ever want to talk about shit like that with your friends and when you do the only thing that can happen is you become closer and more tight i truly can say that you dont know anything about a person unless u have rolled with them.
After that night we always made it a point that everytime we rolled we had to pick another one of our good friends to "enlighten" with a roll and i have made some of my strongest bonds through the use and enjoyment of extacy . Under that tree that night i can say that as we laughed, smoked, talked, and listened to that damn kernkraft zombie nation song over and over agian we found our paths in life and our partners in crime in those paths and even though i have since moved to another state we all make a point to talk often and i have since visited and allways plan 2 return for another chat or new experiance with my dogs for life matt and craig.So to allthose who might not think rolls are some think they might like i just want you to know that it is truly an unforgetable experiance but a powerfull one so dont roll alone and if you can roll with you closest friends and you wont reagret it
[Changed topic from "If ya never rolled heres a no bullshit account of my first x experiance" to fit the forum guidelines. Also added some paragraph breaks -Splatt]
[ 10 August 2002: Message edited by: Splatt ]
 
I see this is your first post so welcome to Bluelight :)
I enjoyed reading about your experience, Good report!
I had to edit the topic and the originasl title didn't fit, so I hope you don't mind the new topic, you may change it to something else that fits :)
 
Originally posted by weedrules6662000:
...i felt like i had been rolling for hours so we sat in a little circle under a tree and had the most important conversation i think i will ever have and of course i thanked matt and craig both a million times over for showing me this wonderous new way of being. I mean i have had a lot of shit happen bad and good in my life and at no other moment in my at that point 14 yr life had i ever been able to talk about those bad times and be open with my friends and i know as a male its not cool to show emotion but when your rolling it is the only time that you might ever want to talk about shit like that with your friends and when you do the only thing that can happen is you become closer and more tight i truly can say that you dont know anything about a person unless u have rolled with them.
SO true.
I have *introduced* a couple of people and they are forever thankful.
You can connect on a deeper level and talk about anything (personal, emotional), and not be afraid of a persons reaction.
What you learn whilst pilling seems to stay with you.
 
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oh so true!! I just thought of my first roll after reading that... not knowing what the hell to expect.. then all of a sudden- KAPOW! the most adrenaline i've ever felt, even compared to bunjee jumping! Nice post weedrules, brought back memories!!
 
Zombie Nation - Kernkraft is a song I relate to ecstacy alot, so do all my friends, great song, gets us going everytime! Great post by the way!
[ 25 October 2002: Message edited by: carrion ]
 
zombie nation - krenkraft 400 = a good ass time. great report man. my first time was memory that i will never forget and i dont think any one will forget their first ecstacy trip.
 
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