Sowle
Bluelighter
Well it was last Saturday and a large group of friends and I set of to my second rave Godspeed. For about half of the group it was our second for the other their fifth or sixth. Though I had rolled a fair few times before I had never done it at a rave so I was pretty excited. Doors opened at 10 but we arrived at about 9:15 coz we didn't know how bad the lines would be and we wanted to get in early, plus being there hypes you up pretty hardcore.
After sitting in the line for about 30mins just smoking and getting to know all the people who I had not yet met and the strangers that seemed to tag along with our group, we had so many randoms just join us for the night, the line started moving. Getting excited we all emptied our pockets ready for the searches, if you could even call them that...one pat was all I got
.
We all made it in fine and went to the toilets that were directly infront of us. Everyone else dropped then but as I heard that these pills were very strong and I am a fair lightweight I wanted to see how everyone else was before I decided to do a half or a whole so I instead racked up about 1/2 gram of very good amphtamines.
We went into the main complex had a dance, looked around and found a nice area on the stands that would become our groups meeting place. I then went back to the toilets and railed yet another half a gram.
I was feeling VERY good at this point. The music was great, the company was great and I was dancing like a pro (I actually probably looked like a freak) the only thing that was letting the experiance down was this guy who had joined up with our group and his fondness of me. A guy that I was into was there and whenever we would hook up, this guy who I had never met before, would stoke my hair and back, ask for my number and ask if I would date him. This left both of us, me and my guy, feeling quite uncomfortable.
I was seeing how my friends that were on the same pill as would be were doing and they were loving it. Then stuff went a bit bad. The cops turned up with dogs and were going up to areas of large crowds asking questions and just being generally rude. This kinda freaked on of my friends who was peaking very hard. The cops left us alone but she was pretty shook up. After drinking some water, throwing up and lots of light conversation she was feeling a lot beter. Now she is my best friend and really the one who introduced me to e's so I thought if these pills could have her going that hard they would kill me so I decided on half.
I went to the bathrooms and racked up another half a gram and prepared to dance. Boy did I dance. For about an hour without stopping I was a lean, mean, glowsticking machine. I then went back out to my friends. My 2 closest friends were content with sitting and chatting so I got the valuble experiance of really getting to know some of my not-so-close friends. I popped my half/third(it was pretty rough) and started chain smoking like it was going out of style.
In an undocumented ammount of time it started comming on, I had the nicest arm tingles that have ever been experienced and though I knew it was going to get better I had NO idea by how much. I mean I was thinking I only did a 1/3 of a pill, it wont be able to be that great...I was so wrong, these were the best pills EVER.
After talking to EvilCalvin for a short while I decided to go dancing with two of my new best friends. I was loving it so hard, just when I thought I could get no higher this chick did this amazing thing to my head where she stood behind me and ran her fingers from my forehead through my hair, down my neck and then back up again, I was actually about to orgasm right there and then(it was and always will be the greatest thing I have ever felt). To pay her pack I took her her arm and rolled her sleeve up, about to run my wet fingers lightly up and down her arm. She kind of shyed away and pulled her sleeve down a bit. I didn't really register what she had done until seconds later, when I had already re-pulled her sleeve and noticed that she had bruises all around her inner elbow. I wanted to ask if she was alright, take her outside and talk or, at the very least, tell her she was beautiful(all of these reactions ammused me though, because I IV and have at times had chronic bruising like that and if someone had reacted to me like I was about to to her I would think that they are very naive) but as to not bring attention to it as she obviously did not want any I simply went on with the finger trailing thingy and hugged her. My lil' crew then went up to hardcore where we met up with the rest of the group. This very cool guy gave us an AMAZING lightshow on way(we had lasergoggles which so improved the whole night)
After long ammounts of dancing and telling my friend R to put her hands up "coz it feels so good" I had to simply stand there for a moment so I could try to truly understand what I was feeling. Then one of the best thoughts of my life came to me "If someone told me I was born today, I would belive them". It was true, a whole new world had been opened up to me and I value everyone who was there that night for adding to the experience and letting me feel what I felt. Then I sort of came back to myself and was severly confused, I wanted to get out to the balcony where I knew my friends were but a strobe light came on. I was so confused by it yet ammused by my confusion. I needed to splash my face with water so, completely forgetting about the balcony idea, I went to the bathroom. There was this funny little room that would have only been 1m x 1m that you had to go through to get into the bathroom. They have these everywhere Maccas, Pizza Hut, they CONFUSE me. Well the light was off and for 1 second I was petrified what if I get lost. My fear soon left me when someone exited the toilet and light streamed into the small, funny room. Then the door closed and the room was dark again but I knew not to get scared as I had made sure to remember wher the door was. Then the girl who was sharing the small room with me said "give me your glowstick" I of course said no and she then proceded to punch me rather hard in the stomach and take my glow stick anyway. I quickly made it into the bathroom, splashed my face, looked in the mirror and laughed at the ridiculousness of having a glowstik slolen, while thinking to myself "thank god she didn't know about the one in my pocket". I told all the people in the toilet about my incident but they did not seem to care.
After promptly exiting the bathroom I went back to our group meeting spot where most people were and sat down and told them my horrid tale of robbery. They too laughed. I also very quickly talked to some other BLers, but I think I scared them as I simply sat and smoked with them, honestly wanting to say stuff but being affraid of not making a good impression(like the one I left with was much better ). I then went back to my safe haven of Calvin, I love him, and was entertained by his wonderful stories. Though I could recognise that they were amusing I could not really comprehend what they were about, but it did not bother me. That has now become one of my three favourite memories sitting, smoking and hearing stories that I could understand but not get my head around.
I went down to my best friend and asked how she was doing and she said she was about to go dancing. Though I really wanted to go with her as I had not seen much of her the whole night I chose to stay with my new boyfriend. We went, and after talking to a very nice guy who has since (yeah the whole 5 days)become a good friend, and sat on a grassy knoll for what was probably an hour just talking before going back to the main arena.
I then left with my small inner circle where we finished at M's house where we racked up more, ate and looked at the view of the sun rising over the beach. Truly Amazing
After sitting in the line for about 30mins just smoking and getting to know all the people who I had not yet met and the strangers that seemed to tag along with our group, we had so many randoms just join us for the night, the line started moving. Getting excited we all emptied our pockets ready for the searches, if you could even call them that...one pat was all I got
.We all made it in fine and went to the toilets that were directly infront of us. Everyone else dropped then but as I heard that these pills were very strong and I am a fair lightweight I wanted to see how everyone else was before I decided to do a half or a whole so I instead racked up about 1/2 gram of very good amphtamines.
We went into the main complex had a dance, looked around and found a nice area on the stands that would become our groups meeting place. I then went back to the toilets and railed yet another half a gram.
I was feeling VERY good at this point. The music was great, the company was great and I was dancing like a pro (I actually probably looked like a freak) the only thing that was letting the experiance down was this guy who had joined up with our group and his fondness of me. A guy that I was into was there and whenever we would hook up, this guy who I had never met before, would stoke my hair and back, ask for my number and ask if I would date him. This left both of us, me and my guy, feeling quite uncomfortable.
I was seeing how my friends that were on the same pill as would be were doing and they were loving it. Then stuff went a bit bad. The cops turned up with dogs and were going up to areas of large crowds asking questions and just being generally rude. This kinda freaked on of my friends who was peaking very hard. The cops left us alone but she was pretty shook up. After drinking some water, throwing up and lots of light conversation she was feeling a lot beter. Now she is my best friend and really the one who introduced me to e's so I thought if these pills could have her going that hard they would kill me so I decided on half.
I went to the bathrooms and racked up another half a gram and prepared to dance. Boy did I dance. For about an hour without stopping I was a lean, mean, glowsticking machine. I then went back out to my friends. My 2 closest friends were content with sitting and chatting so I got the valuble experiance of really getting to know some of my not-so-close friends. I popped my half/third(it was pretty rough) and started chain smoking like it was going out of style.
In an undocumented ammount of time it started comming on, I had the nicest arm tingles that have ever been experienced and though I knew it was going to get better I had NO idea by how much. I mean I was thinking I only did a 1/3 of a pill, it wont be able to be that great...I was so wrong, these were the best pills EVER.
After talking to EvilCalvin for a short while I decided to go dancing with two of my new best friends. I was loving it so hard, just when I thought I could get no higher this chick did this amazing thing to my head where she stood behind me and ran her fingers from my forehead through my hair, down my neck and then back up again, I was actually about to orgasm right there and then(it was and always will be the greatest thing I have ever felt). To pay her pack I took her her arm and rolled her sleeve up, about to run my wet fingers lightly up and down her arm. She kind of shyed away and pulled her sleeve down a bit. I didn't really register what she had done until seconds later, when I had already re-pulled her sleeve and noticed that she had bruises all around her inner elbow. I wanted to ask if she was alright, take her outside and talk or, at the very least, tell her she was beautiful(all of these reactions ammused me though, because I IV and have at times had chronic bruising like that and if someone had reacted to me like I was about to to her I would think that they are very naive) but as to not bring attention to it as she obviously did not want any I simply went on with the finger trailing thingy and hugged her. My lil' crew then went up to hardcore where we met up with the rest of the group. This very cool guy gave us an AMAZING lightshow on way(we had lasergoggles which so improved the whole night)
After long ammounts of dancing and telling my friend R to put her hands up "coz it feels so good" I had to simply stand there for a moment so I could try to truly understand what I was feeling. Then one of the best thoughts of my life came to me "If someone told me I was born today, I would belive them". It was true, a whole new world had been opened up to me and I value everyone who was there that night for adding to the experience and letting me feel what I felt. Then I sort of came back to myself and was severly confused, I wanted to get out to the balcony where I knew my friends were but a strobe light came on. I was so confused by it yet ammused by my confusion. I needed to splash my face with water so, completely forgetting about the balcony idea, I went to the bathroom. There was this funny little room that would have only been 1m x 1m that you had to go through to get into the bathroom. They have these everywhere Maccas, Pizza Hut, they CONFUSE me. Well the light was off and for 1 second I was petrified what if I get lost. My fear soon left me when someone exited the toilet and light streamed into the small, funny room. Then the door closed and the room was dark again but I knew not to get scared as I had made sure to remember wher the door was. Then the girl who was sharing the small room with me said "give me your glowstick" I of course said no and she then proceded to punch me rather hard in the stomach and take my glow stick anyway. I quickly made it into the bathroom, splashed my face, looked in the mirror and laughed at the ridiculousness of having a glowstik slolen, while thinking to myself "thank god she didn't know about the one in my pocket". I told all the people in the toilet about my incident but they did not seem to care.
After promptly exiting the bathroom I went back to our group meeting spot where most people were and sat down and told them my horrid tale of robbery. They too laughed. I also very quickly talked to some other BLers, but I think I scared them as I simply sat and smoked with them, honestly wanting to say stuff but being affraid of not making a good impression(like the one I left with was much better
). I then went back to my safe haven of Calvin, I love him, and was entertained by his wonderful stories. Though I could recognise that they were amusing I could not really comprehend what they were about, but it did not bother me. That has now become one of my three favourite memories sitting, smoking and hearing stories that I could understand but not get my head around.I went down to my best friend and asked how she was doing and she said she was about to go dancing. Though I really wanted to go with her as I had not seen much of her the whole night I chose to stay with my new boyfriend. We went, and after talking to a very nice guy who has since (yeah the whole 5 days)become a good friend, and sat on a grassy knoll for what was probably an hour just talking before going back to the main arena.
I then left with my small inner circle where we finished at M's house where we racked up more, ate and looked at the view of the sun rising over the beach. Truly Amazing
