SmilingDeath
Bluelighter
(sold as) MDMA - Experiended - Was this really E?
I am going to write about an experience that happened on Halloween night of 1999. I still remember everything so clearly to this day and would like some feedback on what the hell I might have taken. All the background information I provide is in reference to the October 99 me, not the current me. As for the info, I was an experienced E user (using E for a long time and at that particular time dropping nearly every weekend for a couple months straight) and VERY occassional pot smoker. I've never tripped on acid or seen any visuals before so that was all untapped territory for me. Anyways, here is how the trip went (the times are approximate):
10:00 pm - dropped a "yin-yang" E with a group of about 10 really close friends at my boy's apartment. This was about half-hour before heading to a party at this hole-in-the-wall type club. We were all in good spirits, ready to party hard and just have a good time with no worries.
10:30 pm - come up began, felt that initial energy rush and was eager to get to the club
10:45 pm - arrived at the club, was surprisingly already rolling extremely hard. the DJ was playing progressive trance anthems (quite cheesy now but the shit back then) and I remember dancing up a storm right next to one of the speakers. felt great.
11:30 pm - I was sitting at a table with all my friends, hugging each other and just having the time of our lives when my friend told everyone to set our watches back one hour for daylight savings time (??). I was so happy that we had an extra hour of partying so I carelessly dropped another yin-yang thinking that "the night was still young"
11:45 pm - I ran to the bathroom, crouched over a toilet, and dry-heaved for about 10 minutes straight. I remember some girl at the entrance to the bathroom yelling "puke attack puke attack!" I thought this was hilarious. Anyways, the dry heaves felt sooooo good. My friend was there asking if I was ok and I kept telling him that I coudn't be any better, which was the absolute truth. After the dry-heaves stopped I returned to the dance floor where some girl gave me a pacifier, tons of sucking candy, and some vicks. I was in bliss. I couldn't stop dancing and my friends literally had to drag me out of the club since we had a rave to go to next. This is where things started to get a little out of control for me.
12:30 am - arrived at the rave, which was in this warehouse type building. At this point I was out of my mind (strange for only 2 pills). I was extremely talkative, doing light shows for people, receiving light shows, getting my face painted with glitter from complete strangers. very sociable, not to mention at this point I looked like a complete candy kid which I am really not into that whole thing. I remember walking onto the roof of the building and seeing a sea of paralyzed people lying down staring at the sky obviously in K holes. I then walked to the edge of the roof and walked along it (it's like 70 ft. up so if I fell it would have been all over). This is just an example of the crazy mindset I was in.
2:00 am - met this guy who I found out was dealing there so I ended up buying a pill from him (which I would normally never do). The pill was bright red and smaller than a normal pill. a perfect description of it would be that it looked exactly like a red tiny tart. I popped it and that's where reality dropped out for me.
3:00 am - started seeing crazy visuals. The first thing I saw was this neon green x-y coordinate which covered my whole vision. Everything I saw was behind this coordinate system. Other noteable things I saw were neon American-Indian war-paint on everyone's faces, everyone's faces turning into metal and computer boards like Star Trek cyborgs, and people looking younger or older than what they really were. It was pretty freaky. The body high was still really intense as well. I was "rolling" but along with that seeing intense visuals.
5:00 am - we had to leave the rave because one of my friends was wigging out bad and so we all decided to leave together to take him home (which was about an hour's drive each way). This drive brought on a whole new set of visuals which included making lightning strike when I wished, making street lights explode into beautiful blue bursts of flames when I wanted, deleriuosly thinking those red lights on the electrical towers were aliens, seeing huge city skylines in the distance while we were out in the middle of a one-way country road surrounded in cornfields, and seeing endless bright red christmas ornaments dangling from the telephone lines. At one point, my friend who was driving was bitching about a car in front of us which was driving slow. As soon as he said that, I made the car split in half via the Terminator 2 metal morph and told him to drive through it. He told me I was crazy and tripping hard. At certain times, I would feel as if I was in a boat, and then lo and behold I would look out the window and I would see an ocean. Very weird. I wasn't frightened at the time but as I look back on it, I would never want to be out of reality like that again.
8:00 am - Returned back to my boy's apartment to sleep. I couldn't sleep since I was right in front of this homer simpson poster which was talking to me. However, instead of any sound, the words came out in text on the poster. Very weird. Anyways, I managed to fall asleep around 10 am for a few hours and felt totally out of it for about 2 days after.
That was my trip report. I'm assuming that the pill I bought at the rave was not E. Does anyone know what it could have been? Since it was a pill, I'm not sure if it could have been acid or not. Anyways, this still intrigues me to this day and would love to hear suggestions. Thanks for reading this long-ass report. Peace...
[titled edited -mash]
[ 25 August 2002: Message edited by: masheadatronic ]
I am going to write about an experience that happened on Halloween night of 1999. I still remember everything so clearly to this day and would like some feedback on what the hell I might have taken. All the background information I provide is in reference to the October 99 me, not the current me. As for the info, I was an experienced E user (using E for a long time and at that particular time dropping nearly every weekend for a couple months straight) and VERY occassional pot smoker. I've never tripped on acid or seen any visuals before so that was all untapped territory for me. Anyways, here is how the trip went (the times are approximate):
10:00 pm - dropped a "yin-yang" E with a group of about 10 really close friends at my boy's apartment. This was about half-hour before heading to a party at this hole-in-the-wall type club. We were all in good spirits, ready to party hard and just have a good time with no worries.
10:30 pm - come up began, felt that initial energy rush and was eager to get to the club
10:45 pm - arrived at the club, was surprisingly already rolling extremely hard. the DJ was playing progressive trance anthems (quite cheesy now but the shit back then) and I remember dancing up a storm right next to one of the speakers. felt great.
11:30 pm - I was sitting at a table with all my friends, hugging each other and just having the time of our lives when my friend told everyone to set our watches back one hour for daylight savings time (??). I was so happy that we had an extra hour of partying so I carelessly dropped another yin-yang thinking that "the night was still young"
11:45 pm - I ran to the bathroom, crouched over a toilet, and dry-heaved for about 10 minutes straight. I remember some girl at the entrance to the bathroom yelling "puke attack puke attack!" I thought this was hilarious. Anyways, the dry heaves felt sooooo good. My friend was there asking if I was ok and I kept telling him that I coudn't be any better, which was the absolute truth. After the dry-heaves stopped I returned to the dance floor where some girl gave me a pacifier, tons of sucking candy, and some vicks. I was in bliss. I couldn't stop dancing and my friends literally had to drag me out of the club since we had a rave to go to next. This is where things started to get a little out of control for me.
12:30 am - arrived at the rave, which was in this warehouse type building. At this point I was out of my mind (strange for only 2 pills). I was extremely talkative, doing light shows for people, receiving light shows, getting my face painted with glitter from complete strangers. very sociable, not to mention at this point I looked like a complete candy kid which I am really not into that whole thing. I remember walking onto the roof of the building and seeing a sea of paralyzed people lying down staring at the sky obviously in K holes. I then walked to the edge of the roof and walked along it (it's like 70 ft. up so if I fell it would have been all over). This is just an example of the crazy mindset I was in.
2:00 am - met this guy who I found out was dealing there so I ended up buying a pill from him (which I would normally never do). The pill was bright red and smaller than a normal pill. a perfect description of it would be that it looked exactly like a red tiny tart. I popped it and that's where reality dropped out for me.
3:00 am - started seeing crazy visuals. The first thing I saw was this neon green x-y coordinate which covered my whole vision. Everything I saw was behind this coordinate system. Other noteable things I saw were neon American-Indian war-paint on everyone's faces, everyone's faces turning into metal and computer boards like Star Trek cyborgs, and people looking younger or older than what they really were. It was pretty freaky. The body high was still really intense as well. I was "rolling" but along with that seeing intense visuals.
5:00 am - we had to leave the rave because one of my friends was wigging out bad and so we all decided to leave together to take him home (which was about an hour's drive each way). This drive brought on a whole new set of visuals which included making lightning strike when I wished, making street lights explode into beautiful blue bursts of flames when I wanted, deleriuosly thinking those red lights on the electrical towers were aliens, seeing huge city skylines in the distance while we were out in the middle of a one-way country road surrounded in cornfields, and seeing endless bright red christmas ornaments dangling from the telephone lines. At one point, my friend who was driving was bitching about a car in front of us which was driving slow. As soon as he said that, I made the car split in half via the Terminator 2 metal morph and told him to drive through it. He told me I was crazy and tripping hard. At certain times, I would feel as if I was in a boat, and then lo and behold I would look out the window and I would see an ocean. Very weird. I wasn't frightened at the time but as I look back on it, I would never want to be out of reality like that again.
8:00 am - Returned back to my boy's apartment to sleep. I couldn't sleep since I was right in front of this homer simpson poster which was talking to me. However, instead of any sound, the words came out in text on the poster. Very weird. Anyways, I managed to fall asleep around 10 am for a few hours and felt totally out of it for about 2 days after.
That was my trip report. I'm assuming that the pill I bought at the rave was not E. Does anyone know what it could have been? Since it was a pill, I'm not sure if it could have been acid or not. Anyways, this still intrigues me to this day and would love to hear suggestions. Thanks for reading this long-ass report. Peace...
[titled edited -mash]
[ 25 August 2002: Message edited by: masheadatronic ]
