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MDMA - Experienced - 5gs split over 4 days

molly897

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my boyfriend and i are experienced in rolling and would never eat less than .4 for a while cause we loved to trip. tripping on MDMA is like no tripping ever experienced. tripping where you can control what youre seeing and pretty much function regularly. unfortunately even though we realized redosing another .4 everytime we came down was stupid, we did it anyway. once youre in i think you are in for the night we went back three times in one night atleast on several occasions, dropping 500 bucks on the shit in one night.

so this specific time (we started with a 3 gram bag and got another 2 grams by the end of the 4th night) I took .3 and my boyfriend ate .5. we parachuted it mostly and sometimes snort but not often. I was going to the bathroom when i started coming up. the shower curtain and walls all shot UP. Atleast 100 feet taller than i knew they were. All I could do was laugh. my bf was in the other room with a friend smoking weed. He wasn't coming up yet but I sat on the couch and just melted into it. The visuals hard to describe I guess the best way is blurred/distorted/halos. I have shitty vision and i was wearing my glasses but it was like I wasn't pretty much. Like I'd been staring at the sun for days or just had eye surgery.

Anyway at this point I'm feeling amazing as well. I forget alot that mollys main point is to feel good not trip. But anyway now all I had to do was look at something and I could see some crazy shit. I would look at the wall and see black siamese cats sitting up in the shape of a black blob (like the cats from lady in the tramp specfically those shapes). Id also see record players from the 60s in the walls. just floatin' around.



My bf is experiencing all the same stuff except he's seeing actual people. When we go outside he tells me he sees every car and every house with lights on and people outside it doign work. opening their car or checking their mail etc. it was like the city was alive he said. I didn't see this, but he always ate more than I did first and tripped way harder. Trippings not my thing but I like it on molly cause you can control it.

We walked to our friend house with our bag of molly in pocket, redosing by the fingertip by the minute. I can still taste molly if i even think about it

this all happened one night btw ^. we'd fall into binges by waking up and seeing we still had a half full bag cause we had so much before.

unfortunately this is all i remember in 4 days. and this specific time was three months ago. but its the most I remember from any molly trip.. and the best description of tripping on it I can remember. all of the other experiences I have tripping, my time perception is fucked and they all seem out of place and mixed up and not when I think it happened so this is the only one i can really said happened when it did. really cant believe how much I dont remember at all from those rolls.... we just kept going though. you dont even roll after the first night but you still trip. like a mother fuck. Oh I also remember waking up after the previous days and being like I havent eaten in three days? i ate wednesday. and then I looked at my phone and it was sunday. It completely masks your feeling in whole. I had no idea i hadnt eaten because my body didnt feel. I don't eat the shit anymore so all I have are these quickly fading memories ha. i remember the aftermath every single time detail for detail though. audio hallucinations, rem sleep when im awake, life less eyes. I look back at pictures when I was rollign and don't even recognize myself, especially the nights wed kill a 3g bag. This drug fucks with you so much I wish I didn't ruin it
 
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Welcome to bluelight and thanks for the report. That is a lot of molly in such a short period of time. You don't have to ruin it, as you say. Just show some restraint. Easier said than done, I know.
 
i dont understand why you would do so much...what a waste.

mdma is not meant to 'trip' on, when you start having hallucinations that badly that usually means that you have taken too much. mdma is great for euphoria, empathy, increasing all senses, and making colours and lights brighter - not hallucinating. If you want visuals why don't you do a psychedelic like lsd or a phen?

Well at least you know that you ruined mdma for yourself...
 
yea you shouldn't take anymore for a long time, you could have easily caused damage to your brain with that amount and frequency of dosing, so it would be best to give your brain a year to heal
 
maybe try a smaller dose of a mda/ketamine combo if you wanna triproll?

or foxy is pretty fun and easy to control
 
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This drug fucks with you so much I wish I didn't ruin it

dont blame it on the drug, any drug will fuck with you overdoing it that much. why take molly for tripping? that defeats the whole purpose of it. i understand you like the feeling but then why not take acid? ever tried it? your saying you can control it but one day shits going to go bad and then your not going to be able to "control it". your really going do to damage and possibly kill yourself. please dont go on binges like that no more.
 
Not sure where I ever blamed molly for that, infact the last part of my sentence is blaming myself.. ?

I trip on mdma cause I COULD control it, and never was not able to. I never had a bad trip on molly. I stopped taking it cause of the long term effect it has had on my body. I don't like hallucinogens cause you can't control it. Eh, again I haven't taken the shit in two months and never will again.
 
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