Enlitx
Bluelighter
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- Feb 11, 2004
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Let me start by saying that I have been trying to obtain MDMA for a long time. I was intrigued by other reports and it sounded like the exact type of drug that I would love.
I went up to visit my girlfriend at her college, about a three hour drive from my hometown. We both agreed that we wanted to try some X so I had a friend work something out in advance. Well, that ended up falling through as soon as we arrived, so I figured I was out of luck. I guess fortune smiles upon me from time to time because later that night we found a guy to get it from.
We made our trip to the guy's house, about a thirty minute drive. We found out that we could get mollies, but I was a bit suspicious that it would be pure MDMA. They were 30$ a pill, but the guy was supposedely very trustworthy according to my friend, and he acted like a real cool guy when we met him. This was at about 12:30 at night after searching all night.
My girlfriend and friend came with me. The guy let us all do 3 lines of coke too. It was a pretty cool situation but by the time we left we knew we couldn't take the pills that night. So we headed back being pretty sociable in the car due to the coke. I dropped my friend off and went back with my girlfriend.
The next night we both decided to try it. We both took our capsules and waited for the effects. I remember at one point about twenty minutes after ingestion my pupils were rather large. I wasn't feeling much though and neither was my girlfriend. This is where I got into an argument with my girlfiend. She was picking out clothes and I was getting a little impatient because she thought everything looked bad on her. I told her to just wear something and she started getting pissed at me for not being helpful about it.
At this point, about thrity minutes into it I became really angry. I don't know if had something to due with the X but I just couldn't stand my girlfriend complaining so much when I spent 60$ for our pills and I wanted to be in a happy mood and not be so pessimistic.
We both thought we had got bunk stuff at this point and we were getting a bit pissed. We decided to take a drive and smoke a little weed to try and chill out. We took the drive in rather somber mood and smoked one bowl. As soon as we returned it felt like the high from the weed was just getting stronger and stronger. We both agreed to just chill inside. As soon as I started walking in I noticed it kicking in hard.
This is where I started to notice my thoughs getting really positive and uplifting. I thought about how much fun I was having seeing my girlfriend for the weekend while trying X for the first time. It was weird, almost like instant positive mood after being upset. I also noticed things looked almost brighter, just more interesting in general.
We both went inside and started talking. I really noticed the empathy aspects of the drug as I was discussing stuff with her and completely understanding why she felt the way she did, and I didn't let my own thoughts and natural defenses stop me from completely listenening and truly caring about her in a fantastic way. I just felt like my pride didn't matter at all and being there for her without having to act a certain way. It was a great feeling.
After that I grabbed her and this is when we noticed the amazing amplification of touching sensations. I am sure some have summed it up better, but it felt as though a very pleasing sensation spread from the origin of touch, and this just added to how happy and good I was feeling, it added the physical aspect to accompany my euphoric mindset. We decided to try and have sex to see what it was like, and it was amazing except neither one of us could actually get off. Still, the feeling was good enough to completely satisfy me.
Now, about two or three hours into the trip we smoked another bowl and starting taking some pictures. We had some crazy ones that I may post on here one day. She even recorded me talking for about 2 minutes to remember how fucked up I was. Also, throughout the entire thing I could not help but smile. Making a frown was one of the hardest tasks to perform. I did manage to get one picture of me looking pissed off, but you can see my pupils completely dialated and I could only hold that pose just long enough to get a picture.
At last we were starting to come down a bit, so we gave eachother backrubs and just talked about a lot of stuff. We watched a movie and decided it was time to go to bed. Luckily I had two xanax. I took one, knowing full well the amphetamine properties of MDMA, but my girlfriend insisted she was tired enough to fall asleep. Sure enough, just as the xanax starting kicking in and I was falling asleep she couldn't stop talking and moving. She asked for the other xanax and I gave it to her. We finally fell peacefully asleep, fully contented and happy about the whole experience.
The next day I had a slightly clouded cognitive ablity, but I also felt pretty happy. I took some neurotonin on my drive home along with some weed. I put on some good music and for a little while I felt like I was sort of rolling, just a pleasant feeling.
Overall I was extremely pleased with the experience. I feel like this is the drug for me, as it brings my emotions to a level that I love and makes the entire experience interesting. I definetely plan on using this drug in moderation and enjoying it immensely every time I do so.
I went up to visit my girlfriend at her college, about a three hour drive from my hometown. We both agreed that we wanted to try some X so I had a friend work something out in advance. Well, that ended up falling through as soon as we arrived, so I figured I was out of luck. I guess fortune smiles upon me from time to time because later that night we found a guy to get it from.
We made our trip to the guy's house, about a thirty minute drive. We found out that we could get mollies, but I was a bit suspicious that it would be pure MDMA. They were 30$ a pill, but the guy was supposedely very trustworthy according to my friend, and he acted like a real cool guy when we met him. This was at about 12:30 at night after searching all night.
My girlfriend and friend came with me. The guy let us all do 3 lines of coke too. It was a pretty cool situation but by the time we left we knew we couldn't take the pills that night. So we headed back being pretty sociable in the car due to the coke. I dropped my friend off and went back with my girlfriend.
The next night we both decided to try it. We both took our capsules and waited for the effects. I remember at one point about twenty minutes after ingestion my pupils were rather large. I wasn't feeling much though and neither was my girlfriend. This is where I got into an argument with my girlfiend. She was picking out clothes and I was getting a little impatient because she thought everything looked bad on her. I told her to just wear something and she started getting pissed at me for not being helpful about it.
At this point, about thrity minutes into it I became really angry. I don't know if had something to due with the X but I just couldn't stand my girlfriend complaining so much when I spent 60$ for our pills and I wanted to be in a happy mood and not be so pessimistic.
We both thought we had got bunk stuff at this point and we were getting a bit pissed. We decided to take a drive and smoke a little weed to try and chill out. We took the drive in rather somber mood and smoked one bowl. As soon as we returned it felt like the high from the weed was just getting stronger and stronger. We both agreed to just chill inside. As soon as I started walking in I noticed it kicking in hard.
This is where I started to notice my thoughs getting really positive and uplifting. I thought about how much fun I was having seeing my girlfriend for the weekend while trying X for the first time. It was weird, almost like instant positive mood after being upset. I also noticed things looked almost brighter, just more interesting in general.
We both went inside and started talking. I really noticed the empathy aspects of the drug as I was discussing stuff with her and completely understanding why she felt the way she did, and I didn't let my own thoughts and natural defenses stop me from completely listenening and truly caring about her in a fantastic way. I just felt like my pride didn't matter at all and being there for her without having to act a certain way. It was a great feeling.
After that I grabbed her and this is when we noticed the amazing amplification of touching sensations. I am sure some have summed it up better, but it felt as though a very pleasing sensation spread from the origin of touch, and this just added to how happy and good I was feeling, it added the physical aspect to accompany my euphoric mindset. We decided to try and have sex to see what it was like, and it was amazing except neither one of us could actually get off. Still, the feeling was good enough to completely satisfy me.
Now, about two or three hours into the trip we smoked another bowl and starting taking some pictures. We had some crazy ones that I may post on here one day. She even recorded me talking for about 2 minutes to remember how fucked up I was. Also, throughout the entire thing I could not help but smile. Making a frown was one of the hardest tasks to perform. I did manage to get one picture of me looking pissed off, but you can see my pupils completely dialated and I could only hold that pose just long enough to get a picture.
At last we were starting to come down a bit, so we gave eachother backrubs and just talked about a lot of stuff. We watched a movie and decided it was time to go to bed. Luckily I had two xanax. I took one, knowing full well the amphetamine properties of MDMA, but my girlfriend insisted she was tired enough to fall asleep. Sure enough, just as the xanax starting kicking in and I was falling asleep she couldn't stop talking and moving. She asked for the other xanax and I gave it to her. We finally fell peacefully asleep, fully contented and happy about the whole experience.
The next day I had a slightly clouded cognitive ablity, but I also felt pretty happy. I took some neurotonin on my drive home along with some weed. I put on some good music and for a little while I felt like I was sort of rolling, just a pleasant feeling.
Overall I was extremely pleased with the experience. I feel like this is the drug for me, as it brings my emotions to a level that I love and makes the entire experience interesting. I definetely plan on using this drug in moderation and enjoying it immensely every time I do so.
