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Cursedzx

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Hey guys! I'm new here so I'll try my best to not drag on! So around 5 weeks go (12/4/14) I had a pretty big night out, quite a few drinks, 5 pills, untested :( I felt really fucked up for the first 9-10 days of the comedown, anxiety/depression, no memory whatsoever, eyes wouldn't focus, felt like I was on autopilot and felt out of myself. I slowly improved over the next week with only the headache/pressure remaining, not painful as such but frustrating at times. As of the 26/4 I felt pretty much 100% back to my old self, was enjoying stuff again! Now 17/5 the head pressure is back and I have been feeling a little depersonalised again, I can only put this down to maybe smoking weed a few times during this period? I know the only way to help my self out is to remain positive and keep eating well while staying away from alcohol too. I'm not panicking about these returning symptoms as that will not help my cause but the reason for my post is to just inquire with you veterans as to why I may be feeling a little shit again?i believe it's the head aches that are causing this shit period.

I'm in no way a heavy drug user nor have I ever gone silly on any substance other than smoking weed pretty frequently. I had done md maybe 8ish times over the last 3 years pretty responsibly and have taken psychs and other amphetamines before, I'm a generally upbeat person and work outside every day physically.

Thanks guys, without you a lot of us poor partiers would be flipping out as to why we felt like we were running windows 95 inside our heads for abit hahaha
 
Lucky you only had it for pretty severe for 5 weeks! I know what you mean as I'm 2 months in, the head pressure is probably going to fade out man, it's just symptoms of anxiety still. Stay away from the weed. It alters your state of mind quite effectively, and in this state you don't want the anxiety to be exacerbated. Wait a couple of months at least before picking up the weed again. Try drinking! (obviously not in excess) I'm in the recovery phase and I can go out and drink very happily without becoming anxious or anything!
 
Apologies for the late reply.

You're just suffering from a bad comedown, and you will recover, many people here can vouch for that. Keep exercising, trying to eat healthy and getting out socializing as much as possible. The worst thing to do is stay inside feeling sorry for yourself reading all about it on the internet. That really doesn't help recovery.

Welcome to BL.
 
Thank you guys! It does help a lot to hear about recovery! The only thing left bothering me a bit is very mild dp/dr. It's more that I keep telling myself that I have it I think
 
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