E debute, coverage here.
Had my first roll a while ago at sensation white in amsterdam.. i had seen that presumably the pills i took were 63mg mdma.. (which is not too much) but i cant be sure about that since i didnt labtest the pill .. just refered to a report from pillreports.com with pills of the same brand and color bought in the same area not long ago.
so probably what i took was that.. i also did a marquis on them which made me kinda scared due to really not being sure whether it was dxm or mdma... shitty test tbh, shoulda bought from DS not ET; p anyway my m8s had taken em b4 and described their high which sounded typically mdma.. i started out with half a pill and to be honest, it hardly did anything to me.. just made me anxious about that time was running and i didnt reach anywhere near the state of which i had expected... that was pretty unpleasant, not as in scary but just.. not nice... i took another whole pill maybe 1 hour or 1½ hour after i took the first pill, and after that one i ... felt things
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im sure though that with some (stronger) pills a half would've been enuff to bring me to the desired state.. so it really depends.. but next time i roll, i will probably go for a full pill to start with, and then extend with a second half of a pill to have an extended roll.. it was hard for me to distinguish the characteristics of the high though.. i never really noticed any downcome or upcome.. i still feel emotionally enchanced allthogh it was like 3 days ago... i can stand and watch out over a big place and think back at the party and get chills throughout all of my body... also, i do now, in afterhand agree that having taken the drug before i did it on a 40.000 ppl rave would've been benifitting, mostly because you can indentify the feeling of the high then and know what to do and not to do... everything got so interesting so i couldnt really enjoy the show in its whole... i checked some videos now and i realized that while their i didn't really pay attention to what was going on xcept for the music and my friends... pretty much missed out on the nice show cuz just things like standing in the entrance having the wind blowing on me while i danced and watched people walking by was nice enough to keep me occupied..
however, even though i didnt experience the event itself as good as i might've had without rolling, it still was a memorable time and thinking back about it feels very nice.
gotta laugh at the people who say 'i suddenly figured out the sollution to world peace' though, that's just stupid... it's not LSD (didnt try lsd btw),, but ill say its not psychedelics.. my mind was still totally clear while on E, didn't imagine any stupid things like how the world peace issue could be solved LOL.. allthough maybe what those people who say that mean is that if everybody was on E there wouldn't be no need for war.. it was obvious for others i was rolling though,, 1st my pupils were all swelled up, and 2nd i was so fascinated with stuff that i musta looked incredibly stupid to people who didn't understand what was goin on with me 
.. at one occasion I had brought up my etui (holder for creditcards etc) which had a blank backside that i used as a mirror inspecting my swollen pupils and checked my mouth if i was clenching or if my tongue which i chewed on alot had suffered any dmg.. then i noticed some of the girls from our 'gang' staring at me with the 'w.t.f. r u doing?' look.. i just laughed and put the mirror down cuz i didnt really think about that i was in the middle of a crowded dance floor lol.
thing bout noticing other rollers wasn't really obvious as some say either.. sometimes u could look into somebodys eyes and get a smile which could make u assume that that person was too on E.. but nothing like u could pin point every e user..
i did miss some of the effects ya get from alcohol though.. being the highered self esteem and extra social feelings.. actually at E i was even more shy than while sober.. shy might not be the right word though, it might've been that I didn't want to bother anybody who wouldn't want to be bothered.. but however I really felt that it would've been nice to share that experience with a girl but I just didn't dare, not even dared dancing with anyone except the friends i was there with... so I felt pretty lonely in that way, which was kinda sad when i went to bed after the party, but I guess that was also alot due to the fact that it was my first time and I didn't recognise the feelings, was all new.
could tell bout some funny other things that happened.. when i peaked as most i started speaking in my mother language to some of my friends there who were from germany and the netherlands unlike me.. that was the only sign of being messed up that i gave in matters of talking i think.. unlike with alcohol were u make a fool out of yourself if u drink 2 much, and u go on blabing bullshit forever bothering people. also i went around searching for my friends phone which i had borrowed and was sure i had dropped.. thinking back bout it, i understand how bloody sure i was that it was gone.. and i just drifted around inside the arena asking the guards and the people in the shops if they'd gotten a phone.. i lost like 2 hours of the party in that way.. and i was really on the edge of crying.. yet it felt like a pleasant kind of sorrow.. i stood and danced alone in the wind and thought about how sad and dissapointed my friend would be when i told him i lost his phone.. finally however, i returned to the camp.. i didnt wanna sound too sentimental cuz i thought that it might sound stupid if i sound sad when i tell him , as it might look like i used the E high as an excuse for really pretending to be sorry i dropped his phone, if you understand.. however i returned to camp, and this was kinda funny, i said to my other friend who was also E'd ' i searched, but no luck.. i even asked the stewards' which was what the guards/people who stand to answer questions were called..
and i saw how he got really really worried and said 'man listen to me, were not in the airport.. were at sensation' then i got pretty pissed cuz he treated me like some bloody d0pe so i was like 'u stupid fuck, i know what im talking about, the guards are called stewards' .. after that i told the friend whom i had borrowed the phone from that i lost it.. i really felt the party was over for me then, as i had wasted the peak of my high looking for a lost phone.. and he pulled something out of his pocket, i was like.. a phone so what,, he got a second one.. but then i studied it and realised it was the one i had dropped.. he said 'u gave it 2 me b4, forgot?', when he said that i felt like i was launched high up in the air, and from then on the party was bliss, xcept for not having a girl to share the experience with cuz i reckon that woulda been pretty nice.
my legs felt really fucked up for a while but i stretched my thighs some and then i could keep on dancing without any problems.. i never really got thirsty or hungry, but i drank plenty as soon as my throat and mouth got dry..
i stopped sweating several times, don't know if this was because I was dried out or because I wasn't that hot.. cause when i felt my skin it felt pretty cool.. big down to id&t for taking 2€ for 25cl water.. which is like 2.5$ .. for erm.. 8.5 ounces of water.. i spent like 55$ on water at the party.. fkn bloodsuckers.. anyway was great time all in all. never got the chance to pre or postload xcept for 1000mg of vit c ,a tablet u disolve in water in the morning of that day.. but didnt notice any downcome as i said.
Few mighty things were not significant at all, but became so bloody loaded while on E.. like when one of the dj's thanked the crowd for their attention at the end of his set, was armin van buuren i think.. he did that martial art pose where you put your hands together towards your chest and then bow your head over them.. when i watched him doing that on one of the big screens i felt truely awesome inside.. wouldn't go as far as saying it felt like an orgasm but it felt really nice however. a few similar things happened as well.. I also met some americans on the arena side at the chairs.. spoke some.. bout E's and dancesafe.org which he told me he used to browse these boards.. if u read this man then hey, nice meeting ya
I can think back of this weekend in germany and the netherlands now as something really special which easily gives me chills when I think of it.. I feel sad bout not being there anymore but at the same time I feel and understand that less is more
Had my first roll a while ago at sensation white in amsterdam.. i had seen that presumably the pills i took were 63mg mdma.. (which is not too much) but i cant be sure about that since i didnt labtest the pill .. just refered to a report from pillreports.com with pills of the same brand and color bought in the same area not long ago.
so probably what i took was that.. i also did a marquis on them which made me kinda scared due to really not being sure whether it was dxm or mdma... shitty test tbh, shoulda bought from DS not ET; p anyway my m8s had taken em b4 and described their high which sounded typically mdma.. i started out with half a pill and to be honest, it hardly did anything to me.. just made me anxious about that time was running and i didnt reach anywhere near the state of which i had expected... that was pretty unpleasant, not as in scary but just.. not nice... i took another whole pill maybe 1 hour or 1½ hour after i took the first pill, and after that one i ... felt things
.. im sure though that with some (stronger) pills a half would've been enuff to bring me to the desired state.. so it really depends.. but next time i roll, i will probably go for a full pill to start with, and then extend with a second half of a pill to have an extended roll.. it was hard for me to distinguish the characteristics of the high though.. i never really noticed any downcome or upcome.. i still feel emotionally enchanced allthogh it was like 3 days ago... i can stand and watch out over a big place and think back at the party and get chills throughout all of my body... also, i do now, in afterhand agree that having taken the drug before i did it on a 40.000 ppl rave would've been benifitting, mostly because you can indentify the feeling of the high then and know what to do and not to do... everything got so interesting so i couldnt really enjoy the show in its whole... i checked some videos now and i realized that while their i didn't really pay attention to what was going on xcept for the music and my friends... pretty much missed out on the nice show cuz just things like standing in the entrance having the wind blowing on me while i danced and watched people walking by was nice enough to keep me occupied..
however, even though i didnt experience the event itself as good as i might've had without rolling, it still was a memorable time and thinking back about it feels very nice.
gotta laugh at the people who say 'i suddenly figured out the sollution to world peace' though, that's just stupid... it's not LSD (didnt try lsd btw),, but ill say its not psychedelics.. my mind was still totally clear while on E, didn't imagine any stupid things like how the world peace issue could be solved LOL.. allthough maybe what those people who say that mean is that if everybody was on E there wouldn't be no need for war
.. it was obvious for others i was rolling though,, 1st my pupils were all swelled up, and 2nd i was so fascinated with stuff that i musta looked incredibly stupid to people who didn't understand what was goin on with me .. at one occasion I had brought up my etui (holder for creditcards etc) which had a blank backside that i used as a mirror inspecting my swollen pupils and checked my mouth if i was clenching or if my tongue which i chewed on alot had suffered any dmg.. then i noticed some of the girls from our 'gang' staring at me with the 'w.t.f. r u doing?' look.. i just laughed and put the mirror down cuz i didnt really think about that i was in the middle of a crowded dance floor lol. thing bout noticing other rollers wasn't really obvious as some say either.. sometimes u could look into somebodys eyes and get a smile which could make u assume that that person was too on E.. but nothing like u could pin point every e user..
i did miss some of the effects ya get from alcohol though.. being the highered self esteem and extra social feelings.. actually at E i was even more shy than while sober.. shy might not be the right word though, it might've been that I didn't want to bother anybody who wouldn't want to be bothered.. but however I really felt that it would've been nice to share that experience with a girl but I just didn't dare, not even dared dancing with anyone except the friends i was there with... so I felt pretty lonely in that way, which was kinda sad when i went to bed after the party, but I guess that was also alot due to the fact that it was my first time and I didn't recognise the feelings, was all new.
could tell bout some funny other things that happened.. when i peaked as most i started speaking in my mother language to some of my friends there who were from germany and the netherlands unlike me.. that was the only sign of being messed up that i gave in matters of talking i think.. unlike with alcohol were u make a fool out of yourself if u drink 2 much, and u go on blabing bullshit forever bothering people. also i went around searching for my friends phone which i had borrowed and was sure i had dropped.. thinking back bout it, i understand how bloody sure i was that it was gone.. and i just drifted around inside the arena asking the guards and the people in the shops if they'd gotten a phone.. i lost like 2 hours of the party in that way.. and i was really on the edge of crying.. yet it felt like a pleasant kind of sorrow.. i stood and danced alone in the wind and thought about how sad and dissapointed my friend would be when i told him i lost his phone.. finally however, i returned to the camp.. i didnt wanna sound too sentimental cuz i thought that it might sound stupid if i sound sad when i tell him , as it might look like i used the E high as an excuse for really pretending to be sorry i dropped his phone, if you understand.. however i returned to camp, and this was kinda funny, i said to my other friend who was also E'd ' i searched, but no luck.. i even asked the stewards' which was what the guards/people who stand to answer questions were called..
and i saw how he got really really worried and said 'man listen to me, were not in the airport.. were at sensation' then i got pretty pissed cuz he treated me like some bloody d0pe so i was like 'u stupid fuck, i know what im talking about, the guards are called stewards' .. after that i told the friend whom i had borrowed the phone from that i lost it.. i really felt the party was over for me then, as i had wasted the peak of my high looking for a lost phone.. and he pulled something out of his pocket, i was like.. a phone so what,, he got a second one.. but then i studied it and realised it was the one i had dropped.. he said 'u gave it 2 me b4, forgot?', when he said that i felt like i was launched high up in the air, and from then on the party was bliss, xcept for not having a girl to share the experience with cuz i reckon that woulda been pretty nice.
my legs felt really fucked up for a while but i stretched my thighs some and then i could keep on dancing without any problems.. i never really got thirsty or hungry, but i drank plenty as soon as my throat and mouth got dry..
i stopped sweating several times, don't know if this was because I was dried out or because I wasn't that hot.. cause when i felt my skin it felt pretty cool.. big down to id&t for taking 2€ for 25cl water.. which is like 2.5$ .. for erm.. 8.5 ounces of water.. i spent like 55$ on water at the party.. fkn bloodsuckers.. anyway was great time all in all. never got the chance to pre or postload xcept for 1000mg of vit c ,a tablet u disolve in water in the morning of that day.. but didnt notice any downcome as i said.
Few mighty things were not significant at all, but became so bloody loaded while on E.. like when one of the dj's thanked the crowd for their attention at the end of his set, was armin van buuren i think.. he did that martial art pose where you put your hands together towards your chest and then bow your head over them.. when i watched him doing that on one of the big screens i felt truely awesome inside.. wouldn't go as far as saying it felt like an orgasm but it felt really nice however. a few similar things happened as well.. I also met some americans on the arena side at the chairs.. spoke some.. bout E's and dancesafe.org which he told me he used to browse these boards.. if u read this man then hey, nice meeting ya
I can think back of this weekend in germany and the netherlands now as something really special which easily gives me chills when I think of it.. I feel sad bout not being there anymore but at the same time I feel and understand that less is more
