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MDMA(3)+GHB(2)+Coke - First Time to all three - Life Changing
Written in my journal: April 16th.
Firstly, I need to say that I used to be skeptical of all “chemical” drugs. I used to smoke weed all the time, but doing the chemical stuff meant crossing a line, and once this line was crossed, there was no going back! (Now I realize how wrong I was!)
However a colleague of mine started to talk me into E when he realized how biased I was about it. After a few months of contemplation and research, I thought, “Well, if I’m going to do it someday, might as well do it with someone I know and trust.” This colleague has been doing different drugs for a decade, knew his sources, and tested the stuff beforehand. I mean, when he busted out this little gadget (which I thought was his mobile phone) only to realize it was a digital scale, I knew he was the modern-day medicine man!
The Setting—At home, with my boyfriend, my colleague, and his girlfriend. Me and boyfriend were first-timers, hadn’t eaten for 7 hours. I weigh about 45kg.
The Pill – Small orange pill MX. Crushed into gel caps and swallowed with water. One and a half pill per gel cap.
9:30—We’re all playing Playstation Golf, when I realize the window is open. There’s a tingling sensation on my arms, I can feel the breeze!! Believe it or not, Golf becomes extremely difficult.
10:00—Everything in the room has a soft glow, my first words, “This is what it’s all about…” I notice that I’m pronouncing “s” as “sh” and my jaw is uncontrollable. From this time, I am eating gum continuously.
11:00-12:00—I defy gravity. My body is doing a strange Tai-Chi movement. Lots of philosophical bullshit talk. Colleague shows me the wonders of a Vicks Inhaler! I worship the Inhaler. Also killer cottonmouth. I take sips of water and sports drink.
12:00 — I take a shot of GHB. I can’t believe this is the date rape drug, it tastes so bad! As I am peaking so much, I can’t really feel the effects of GHB.
1:00 – The incredible rush is slowing down but I am still euphoric. I didn’t really need it but I take the second capsule.
1:30 – I feel shortness of breath, light-headed, and I need to throw up. I try, but since my stomach has been empty, nothing comes out. I guessed the second pill was too much for me, but I was also glad that I didn’t eat anything. After 5 minutes though, I am peaking again… no more nausea.
2:00 – I snort a line of coke. Immediately… like whoosh-bam!! I feel an incredible rush which makes everything around me crystal clear again. I repeat this procedure by snorting some everytime I feel like I’m coming down abit. The coke brings me back up every time.
Until 7:00 in the morning, I am humming and gliding around the room. Even after my colleague and his girlfriend go home, I stayed up talking and singing. Couldn’t sleep and I ended up staying up all day.
The Aftermath – My colleague left me some 5HTP pills to follow up the next week. I must say the day after was hell! I was not depressed at all but just physically exhausted. I couldn’t do anything but watch TV and feel weak. But after that day, I was back to myself. I lost weight and I felt good! I was watching out for signs of depression but didn’t have any. I was not bursting with energy, but just content and peaceful all week.
Conclusion – I can’t believe what I had been missing! Compared to weed, nicotine, and alcohol, I have to say E is the absolute opposite. Drinking and smoking, makes me feel buzzy, like I was putting a veil over myself and that’s okay too. But E took that veil off and made everything clear. (Sorry can’t describe it well enough!) With drinking or smoking, I felt I was intoxicating myself, and enjoyed being poisoned. With E, I somehow felt I was purifying myself, and I was one with all of God's creations...
Observations – My first time was life-changing. Though I was all over the place, marveling everything and ecstatic, my boyfriend on the other hand, just felt calm, relaxed and chilled out. I guess it works differently for everyone. I wish I could share this incredible experience with the rest of the world. I would never abuse E because I love it too much, but it has definitely opened me up, and I am changed/better because of this experience. And I am grateful to my colleague for giving me the experience! We've actually gotten to be good friends after this.
Written in my journal: April 16th.
Firstly, I need to say that I used to be skeptical of all “chemical” drugs. I used to smoke weed all the time, but doing the chemical stuff meant crossing a line, and once this line was crossed, there was no going back! (Now I realize how wrong I was!)
However a colleague of mine started to talk me into E when he realized how biased I was about it. After a few months of contemplation and research, I thought, “Well, if I’m going to do it someday, might as well do it with someone I know and trust.” This colleague has been doing different drugs for a decade, knew his sources, and tested the stuff beforehand. I mean, when he busted out this little gadget (which I thought was his mobile phone) only to realize it was a digital scale, I knew he was the modern-day medicine man!
The Setting—At home, with my boyfriend, my colleague, and his girlfriend. Me and boyfriend were first-timers, hadn’t eaten for 7 hours. I weigh about 45kg.
The Pill – Small orange pill MX. Crushed into gel caps and swallowed with water. One and a half pill per gel cap.
9:30—We’re all playing Playstation Golf, when I realize the window is open. There’s a tingling sensation on my arms, I can feel the breeze!! Believe it or not, Golf becomes extremely difficult.
10:00—Everything in the room has a soft glow, my first words, “This is what it’s all about…” I notice that I’m pronouncing “s” as “sh” and my jaw is uncontrollable. From this time, I am eating gum continuously.
11:00-12:00—I defy gravity. My body is doing a strange Tai-Chi movement. Lots of philosophical bullshit talk. Colleague shows me the wonders of a Vicks Inhaler! I worship the Inhaler. Also killer cottonmouth. I take sips of water and sports drink.
12:00 — I take a shot of GHB. I can’t believe this is the date rape drug, it tastes so bad! As I am peaking so much, I can’t really feel the effects of GHB.
1:00 – The incredible rush is slowing down but I am still euphoric. I didn’t really need it but I take the second capsule.
1:30 – I feel shortness of breath, light-headed, and I need to throw up. I try, but since my stomach has been empty, nothing comes out. I guessed the second pill was too much for me, but I was also glad that I didn’t eat anything. After 5 minutes though, I am peaking again… no more nausea.
2:00 – I snort a line of coke. Immediately… like whoosh-bam!! I feel an incredible rush which makes everything around me crystal clear again. I repeat this procedure by snorting some everytime I feel like I’m coming down abit. The coke brings me back up every time.
Until 7:00 in the morning, I am humming and gliding around the room. Even after my colleague and his girlfriend go home, I stayed up talking and singing. Couldn’t sleep and I ended up staying up all day.
The Aftermath – My colleague left me some 5HTP pills to follow up the next week. I must say the day after was hell! I was not depressed at all but just physically exhausted. I couldn’t do anything but watch TV and feel weak. But after that day, I was back to myself. I lost weight and I felt good! I was watching out for signs of depression but didn’t have any. I was not bursting with energy, but just content and peaceful all week.
Conclusion – I can’t believe what I had been missing! Compared to weed, nicotine, and alcohol, I have to say E is the absolute opposite. Drinking and smoking, makes me feel buzzy, like I was putting a veil over myself and that’s okay too. But E took that veil off and made everything clear. (Sorry can’t describe it well enough!) With drinking or smoking, I felt I was intoxicating myself, and enjoyed being poisoned. With E, I somehow felt I was purifying myself, and I was one with all of God's creations...
Observations – My first time was life-changing. Though I was all over the place, marveling everything and ecstatic, my boyfriend on the other hand, just felt calm, relaxed and chilled out. I guess it works differently for everyone. I wish I could share this incredible experience with the rest of the world. I would never abuse E because I love it too much, but it has definitely opened me up, and I am changed/better because of this experience. And I am grateful to my colleague for giving me the experience! We've actually gotten to be good friends after this.
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