I had a really interesting experience with MDMA last night I'd love to share on this forum.
I'll try to keep it short and sweet, two of my best mates got back from Europe a few days ago and I had about a point and a half of quality crystal, so we split it between the three of us, dunked it and went for a walk, my girlfriend was also there and another mate, who were sober. We hadn't seen each other properly in months so naturally we really couldn't wait for the eye wobbles to kick in, even though we didn't dose much. So we go for a walk, and we're listening to music and watching the stars just really waiting for it to kick in so we can start just munting around my neighbourhood and have a really fun silly night.
Well we're waiting and waiting for like an hour or more, which is quite long for crystal in my experience, it's just not really doing that much other than little tiny rushes and a general lift in mood, so we were all got a little bummed, thinking we'd wasted a good strong single dose of this amazing Molly by trying to split it among the three of us. The wind is picking up it's getting chilli, so we decide to head back to my house and just chill out. My girlfriend has to head home and I went off and said goodbye and had a really amazing chat and hug with her, I almost wouldn't let her leave for a while, hugs were far too awesome and this led me to think maybe we'd been too hasty.
So we're chilling and smoking a few cones and just having what seemed at first like a normal conversation, and all of a sudden we all realise we were talking really differently, we were all starting sentences with "I feel" and we were just getting shit off our chest, even the one guy with us who wasn't dinging said he had never enjoyed a conversation so much or felt so accepted and able to open up to a group. We talked about everything, ourselves, each other, other parts of the world, back home, family, friends, life, existence, occupy wall street, corporate greed, philosophy, honestly we couldn't shut the fuck up and ended up talking until 3 in the morning despite the deso driver had to work at 5.
So we covered pretty much everything, but the main thing we all noticed was that our problems, the things that we had been rattling around in our brain for ages and had been beating ourselves up for, the things we had been worried about ourselves, things we didn't like about our personalities, at least one other person in the group had been going through the EXACT same thing, and everyone had their own problems and things that really ate them up inside and played on their mind. When you've been torturing yourself about something for months and then in an instant realise you're actually not alone, and that even your best friends share your afflictions, I have to say for me it was far more rewarding than the strongest pills, and the whackiest eye wobblin' parties.
The weirdest thing about it all, is I realised anyone can do this. I was a little hotter, my pupils were a little bigger, and I was a little thirstier but I swear we were pinging for ages before we even realised it because it was so forgiving on the body. These kinds of doses surely can't be that bad for the body because you can BARELY feel the side effects, I reckon you could slip it to someone and if they'd never done it before, with such a low dose I doubt they would even know the difference, they would just naturally open up and share their feelings.
It was a real experience, one that has enriched me rather than entertained me. Just when I thought I couldn't get any closer to my friends, an accidental dose of MDMA much smaller than what I would usually take bridged the gap like never before
Hope you enjoyed this read guys, I feel like when you take the effort or restraint to just go easy with this drug, it's not quite as much mindless fun but the reward you bring back is infinitely greater.
Happy munting
I'll try to keep it short and sweet, two of my best mates got back from Europe a few days ago and I had about a point and a half of quality crystal, so we split it between the three of us, dunked it and went for a walk, my girlfriend was also there and another mate, who were sober. We hadn't seen each other properly in months so naturally we really couldn't wait for the eye wobbles to kick in, even though we didn't dose much. So we go for a walk, and we're listening to music and watching the stars just really waiting for it to kick in so we can start just munting around my neighbourhood and have a really fun silly night.
Well we're waiting and waiting for like an hour or more, which is quite long for crystal in my experience, it's just not really doing that much other than little tiny rushes and a general lift in mood, so we were all got a little bummed, thinking we'd wasted a good strong single dose of this amazing Molly by trying to split it among the three of us. The wind is picking up it's getting chilli, so we decide to head back to my house and just chill out. My girlfriend has to head home and I went off and said goodbye and had a really amazing chat and hug with her, I almost wouldn't let her leave for a while, hugs were far too awesome and this led me to think maybe we'd been too hasty.
So we're chilling and smoking a few cones and just having what seemed at first like a normal conversation, and all of a sudden we all realise we were talking really differently, we were all starting sentences with "I feel" and we were just getting shit off our chest, even the one guy with us who wasn't dinging said he had never enjoyed a conversation so much or felt so accepted and able to open up to a group. We talked about everything, ourselves, each other, other parts of the world, back home, family, friends, life, existence, occupy wall street, corporate greed, philosophy, honestly we couldn't shut the fuck up and ended up talking until 3 in the morning despite the deso driver had to work at 5.
So we covered pretty much everything, but the main thing we all noticed was that our problems, the things that we had been rattling around in our brain for ages and had been beating ourselves up for, the things we had been worried about ourselves, things we didn't like about our personalities, at least one other person in the group had been going through the EXACT same thing, and everyone had their own problems and things that really ate them up inside and played on their mind. When you've been torturing yourself about something for months and then in an instant realise you're actually not alone, and that even your best friends share your afflictions, I have to say for me it was far more rewarding than the strongest pills, and the whackiest eye wobblin' parties.
The weirdest thing about it all, is I realised anyone can do this. I was a little hotter, my pupils were a little bigger, and I was a little thirstier but I swear we were pinging for ages before we even realised it because it was so forgiving on the body. These kinds of doses surely can't be that bad for the body because you can BARELY feel the side effects, I reckon you could slip it to someone and if they'd never done it before, with such a low dose I doubt they would even know the difference, they would just naturally open up and share their feelings.
It was a real experience, one that has enriched me rather than entertained me. Just when I thought I couldn't get any closer to my friends, an accidental dose of MDMA much smaller than what I would usually take bridged the gap like never before
Hope you enjoyed this read guys, I feel like when you take the effort or restraint to just go easy with this drug, it's not quite as much mindless fun but the reward you bring back is infinitely greater.
Happy munting
