MDMA and Clozapine

[D7CE]

I have disorganized schizophrenia. I take a relativity low dose (200mg clozapine) a night. It treats delusions but does not help with pleasure ie anhedonia, motivation/reward, memory and other cognitive and negative symptoms. I take adderol about 50mg per day for those but really only helps boost my energy level, nothing else. Working out helps about as much as the adderol in regards to the energy level. I also have some form of ptsd. Should I expect the mdma to have a diminished effect as did the adderol? How real is the risk of developing serotonin symptom from this combination? Wasting a roll is not a concern so I don't want to see troll posts about that.

Also, bonus question (This was before I was taking clozapine and adderol. I was only taking 800mg of seroquil at bedtime, this occurred an evening before I took it)

I'm having a difficult night, my girl broke up with me over something I didn't do, I'm having an insane amount of depression, hopeless feelings and so on. Feeling delusional lit the fuse on the whole situation. So I take out some pastels and hit the canvas and attempt to draw a horrid picture of some woman that captured the pain of my soul. I had used these art supplies during acid trips before but I really haven't done acid that many times. There is no chance there was any acid on these supplies. I fall into a passionate artistic fury trying to transcribe the hopelessness and pain I feel trapped in. Then something snaps. I start seeing everything in 3D- it feels like a low dose of acid maybe but there was no sense of time distortion. I fucked around with my painting until I sort of ruined it. I couldn't read very well so I wore some glasses. After laughing extensively about everything that was bothering me I played Waka Flockaz "hard in the paint" and smoked a butt. Now nothing really felt like an acid trip until I opened my notebook. The text of a rap I read turned into fingers that spelled out some cryptic meanings. There is no way my mom dosed me as I was painting and theres no way there was any cid in that paint. My form of schizophrenia is one without visual or auditory hallucination. Eventually I took my pill and passed out but wtf happened?? I've never had flashbacks and this experience was defiantly precipitated by immense stress. Wouldn't having so much seroquil in my system block effects of lsd anyways? Some friends have suggested it was related to ptsd I don't know. My polish version of a vision quest.

If you can answer either of these questions, thanks.

 

[1cheeselova]

Well, I can say that you definitley will have some cross tolerance if 50mg of mix amp does as much as post-work out for stimulation. I do not know if it is safe with your medication, assuming that it is indeed safe, I would advise you not to redose at all and to take something to put you right to sleep. I'm sorry if i'm arrogant but, I would assume an amp comedown could possibly trigger some anxiety and possible psychosis easier in someone with your condition. I would also suggest that you should take some sort of pre supplement because of your cross tolerance and other conditions, and a post supplement to help restore yourself and prevent any depression the next day. This can be very profound in my own experiences and I am 100% sound mentally and physically as far as I can tell, so I would take these precautions to heart.

 

[D7CE]

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