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MDMA Abuse Recovery stories

Glad things are going well for you somedud and thanks for the advice. I know exactly what your saying about the thinking patterns, it's a vicious circle that consumes your whole life and clouds every last judgement you make! I can't believe you've been rolling again ha, has this not made it worse?! Unlike you I haven't been taking SSRI's or any drugs for that matter, I figure they got me into this mess, they probably won't get me out. But either way things are going pretty well for me man. Not totally there yet! but gone from what felt like 30% to about 75%. I actually have days now where I don't even think about any damage done and feel my personality slowly creeping back into the realm of reality.. for the first time the other week I had a proper meaningful conversation with my flat mate that didn't involve me daydreaming and not listening and I have genuinely started to feel myself again - like I can enjoy life. I also got the results back from my history coursework I did in January and managed to score 88% which surprised me A LOT!

I've found that eating a lot of healthy brain foods that are rich in anti-oxidants has really helped me to concentrate and focus. These include; blackberrys, blueberrys, walnuts, sunflower seeds, pumpkin seeds, broccoli and green tea. A good one hour run in the morning and afternoon is, I'm sure you'll agree, invaluable! Are you on neuroreplete at the moment? You'll have to let me know how that's going - as well as any success you've had with different meds.
 
That's good that your getting results. I'm not sure whether rolling again was a good idea, I'm feeling as if I've been set back again but then again it was only two days ago so this could just be the come down. Either way, I was on SSRIs and drank appx 2.5 liters of oj so hopefully I avoided the damage.

Needless to say before that I've had some pretty decent days when I've actually had some good chats with some of my boys about certain things, the hardest part for me I find is relating/feeling emotion with other people, like common grounds in a sense.

Running an hour twice a day? Wow that's great, I push like 30 mins 5 times weekly, I'm quitting smoking so I'm going to tr and push that, but wince that last roll I feel a bit stupid again haha whatever I suppose, im not going to over analyze that's what got me here.
 
i used to abuse mdma/street pills heavily.

mdma, like cannibis is not physically addictive. just change your mentality and you can easily get off of it.
 
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