AbsintheKittie
Bluelighter
First time trip report poster, please be kind 
Back info - Female 33 / 5'8" / 190 lbs - "C" Male 32 / 5'5" / 205lbs
Substance - MDMA (Molly) 250mg X 4 gel caps
Time frame - 11:20pm till - 3am ish - (7am )
Food consumption - Her 2:30pm - Him 5:30pm
Last consumption of MDMA well over a year
Main characteristics - Euphoria "lovie", Slight jaw clench but mild for her - none for him. His actually relaxed from a tight feeling he normally has - But both experienced the need to move the jaw , Bit of eye wiggle and some strobing, Enlarged Pupils, Nice trails from light sources and enthrallment in people as well as motion, Over whelming need to move
Secondary characteristics - Raised body temp - but not too high taking into account of being at a show / Rave, Raised heart rate taken at about 2am around 120BPM while idle
Back story / Set / Setting - Friday night Infected Mushroom was in town having a large show at nice venue in the "club" district of town. C (Male) and I were to meet up with two friends M (female) & J (Male) at the show. We arrived a bit after 10pm as did they, but they opted to get stamped and go to a local bar for drinks till Infected Mushroom came on. At this point I did not know what M & J's view on MDMA was and not wanting to strain a new friendship, I did not bring it up and decided to try and not make it overt to them. C and I wanted to stay, listen to the DJ's spinning and look for some people we knew should have Molly. It took a bit of time. Walking through the large crowd, looking waiting and finally we spotted who we were looking for. By this time is was 11:15pm ......
Timing - ( times are on the nose to approx within 5 mins or so)
11:24pm - C and I each drop one gel cap filled with 250mg MDMA (Black test, purple hue) I take note of the time for many reasons..First to know when the redoes should be, aiming for about a hour or so...second too see where my friends where and they were on their way back to the venue and third to track how long come up would take ect..
11:40pm - I get an awful pain in my abdomen.. I have never gotten sick on come up before but know of people who have so I start to stress a bit over the bloated feeling. I try and stay calm, relax and just focus on C and the Music. C is fine not feeling anything noticeable at this point
11:45pm - I receive a text from M&J that they have arrived and I inform them where we are. M tells me that she is going to the ladies room, I reply that we will find them there. I still have the building discomfort and I am worried I am going to toss my cookies...I have not eaten since early after noon and have only had a Starbucks refresher and a monster since about 6pm ..I was worried the Gel cap would not be dissolved yet ( even though I know it should have been with in a matter of mins) and stress a bit more over it.. I can't bring my self to fight the crowd to get to the restroom yet and start to try and force a burp... a few small ones follow by one very large one and I was suddenly better AND that brought on the effects for me.. Floating, had to stand up and start moving to the music and slight eye flutter. I ask C if its hitting him yet and he says no. I state that I really want him to "BE" where I am...
11:50pm - C states that he is starting to feel it and moves to stand up, upon moving he drops something that was in his hand as he moves to a standing position the fellow next to us giving a light show brings his elbow down into the crown of C's head. C, having suffered a few concussions this past year, sat back down. I freaked out a little bit, Him being the love of my life, and took the edge off my own effects.. I softly pet his face and had him drink some water. Checked his eyes and had him sit for a few mins. I could not help but turn my back to him, allowing him to hold my waist so I could look at all the lights and movement from the crowd...After a few mins I felt him stand and start to move with me.. I turned back around and it had come on for him and mostly kicked the pain, from the hit, out of the picture.
11:57pm - C and I make our way across the venue to the restrooms. M & J are not found out side of them so I venture into the ladies room and C stands in the hall. (This is C's first time meeting ether of them and only my 2nd; we hung out at a party about a month prior and have many mutual friends) I find M in the restroom washing her hands and slid up behind her and wrap my arms around her and breath into her ear "Got ya". She giggles and turns around and gives a swift kiss and a hug.. We venture back out to the hall way, I grab C by the wrist as we move further down the hall to where J was now standing. M and I offer quick intros for C and we head out to where they had seen one of their other friend on the way in. C is fully up and loving it, and he posts on Twitter " Gravity is a lie. People can fly."
Midnight - C and I very covertly take hits off the Vick's inhalers that we brought and pop some peppermint gum. We both get kinda sucked into watching these "kids" putting on light shows with gloves and a few other LED based toys. Both C and I keep a constant motion in time with what the DJ is spinning. Have a convo. with M about the VIP section and watch the "bouncers" taking OJ, Cranberry Juice and water in large pitchers to them...We all speak about how the venue so totally knows whats up and chuckle.. M wants to head to the "dance" floor and see if she can find her friends.. She and I take each others hand and make way through the crowd. The lights are flashing, strobing, blinking and the crowd is swelling in motion in rhythm to the music. I can only relate it to walking into the ocean, waves swelling and forcing you along but encouraging you to embrace it and go with it. We find her friends in nearly the middle and receive intros, I have NO idea in hell what their names are, LMFAO. I see that their Pupils are quite large so I turn my back from M but not out of sight of them and take a hit from my Vick's stick. The Blonde smiles and gives a nob. M & I make our way back to C & J, who are now near the merch table. I pop another piece of gum and turn to C with Vick's in hand.. I covertly cup my hand for him to inhale then I do a soft blow for the eyes for him.. a massive smile creeps across his face, eyes close and head rolls back as he starts to dance more to the music.
12:15am - J goes off to the bar to gain beverages for the two of them and M's two friends have gone missing to never been seen again.. I am really floating at this point as is C. We're all smiles, I love you's .. lots of rubbing, kissing and dancing. I start dancing with M and talking as well.. I eventually call her out for drooling over me at the party we were both at last month.. She smiles, giggles and grabs my head for a kiss, a long deep french kiss that in rolling time might as well have been a hour.. C greatly enjoyed the show.. M and I had a few small passing convo's over the structure of J and her's relationship ect.. I ask her more then a few times if J has gotten lost coming back from the bar. M swears that he was going to the restroom, getting drinks but may have found some friends and is fine.. and that right now she does not care as she squeezes my ass firmly and buries her face into the middle of my 38 DDD's ....
12:45am - J turns back up, He had been lost LOL....and the four of use just sort of meld into one moving organism hands roaming, holding each other tight and pulling each other out of the way of others or encouraging each other to move and groove with the beats. I actively notice how much more I am really loving the DJ as well as the lights and movements of the entire crowd. I notice the time and see that its 12:45 and that we should drop the 2nd caps...I also notice that we are now out of water
Knowing it will take 10 to 15 mins to get water I ask C if he thinks he can swallow a gel cap with out any water. He says yes and we both down them dry...I then send him off for water as we must stay hydrated.
12:55am - C gets back with the H2O and I could swear that its the best thing in the known world at that moment.. C and I take out our Vick's again and I am pretty sure I pop yet another piece of gum. I make note to him to make sure he looks UP at the lights them selves now and then and try to go for it when the strobes kick on. He nods, but I am fairly sure he wont remember so I tell him when I see some nice ones start I will pat his back twice. We kiss, pet, Rub and dance as we melt back into our two other friends. M and J wrap their arms back around us again.. I lean in to M and Ask if its "OK" if I kiss J as well and she says hell yeah go for it. I get C's attention as well and have M and C watch as I grab J's chin and bring him in for a long passionate kiss. (Seems I smudged the bloody hell out of his Glass too.. OOPS.. ) ----( Side note - I had found him very cute at the party the month before as well as her. I would consider my self to be heteroflexible, but in all honesty its very very very rare for me to "like" a girl. It's been well over 10 years since I really liked a girl enough to even entertain the idea of any physical interaction. ) J cleans his glasses and C and I embrace in an all encompassing hug and speak softly into each others ears, kissing, Rubbing and watching the world around us.
1:15am - I notice a guy behind us giving a girl a light show and get C's attention.. The part of the crowd we had been in for over an hour really did not have anyone playing with lights at all....So the only thing to watch had been each other and the show lights. We talk about how neat some of the effects are and that he is getting really nice trails off all the movement.. C and I are mostly wrapped around each other and the guy finish with the girl.. I tap him on the shoulder and give a very large smile and he nods and states one min.. He talks to a buddy of his and then turns back to us.. I must say I have never been one to play with lights or even understand the attraction much.. This time was WAY different in that respect.. I felt like a cat, I could not pull myself away from watching for a moment, the lights as well as the trails all while moving to the music held tightly in C's arms. The fellow finished and we thanked him .. We slid further into each other arms kissed and felt like we were floating near the ceiling, flying with the crowd.. I pulled out the Vick's again at this point and we realized we had been ignoring M & J..
1:30 am - J goes off to the bar again for more Drinks for M and him self. C and I take her into our arms to keep her from being molested by stay men and crushed by the crowd ( M is only 5'1" and even in the heels she was wearing was not more then 5'4") I realize this point that I am really hot.. I am wearing a long sleeve lace top with just a bra under it but I am burning up in the middle of all of these people. I tug it down a bit and the bulk of my breast spill out. M takes this as an opportunity to pounce and she pulls down my bra and take me deep in her mouth.. All I can do not to fall over is to lean my weight back into C and count on him to keep me up right, and he did I was lost in the bliss, and when she stepped back and pulled her shirt and bra down I dove in on her nipples like they were candy. I came up for air and we kissed. Moments later Infected Mushroom finally hits the stage ....
1:40am - J pops back up with their drinks. and the crowd is really going now.. This makes the heat issue even more evident. I finish off our water and pull my top up over my head and around the back of my neck so now its more like a shrug. This seemed to just make everyone's day.. C and I both hit the Vick's again and rub on each other... the lights really start kicking up a notch now and I tap C on the back and grab his chin forcing him to look up into all the lights.. He is insistently absorbed by them. ( Side note.. He has never been able to see in a strobe light of any kind he just has to close his eyes as he cant see) The strobes hit, and hit hard as he started to slid back I grabbed him and held him up as his eyes locked onto the ceiling like the whole world had faded away. He came back down with the rest of us and gave lots of kisses, hugs and I love you's again..
1:50am - I notice that M is looking a bit "Off" and offer to take her to the Ladies room.. J was worried but I told him it was alright I had her and we made our way through the crowd to the far back corner where the restrooms are. M trotted off to a stall and closed the door behind her.. I made way to the sinks.. I got a med sized wad of paper towels from the attendant and wet them down.. I also made note of the fact that my make up was now a bit of a mess and tried to clean some of it up.. Noticing how very large my pupils were along the way... I finished and M was still not out of the stall I stepped back and look down to see her feet and they were facing the wall. that could only mean she was losing her dinner. I asked if she was alright and she said yes.. She came out a few moments later and I guided her to the sink.. I had her wash out her mouth a few times and she drank the last of my water.. I pushed up up against the wall and sort of pinned her there as she needed to stay still and cool off.. I took the paper towel I had wet before hand and wiped her face and neck down and I gave her a piece of my gum.. We talked for a few mins and then ended up kissing ( I know, yuck after puking!! Didn't notice though.. I guess the washing out of her mouth, drinking the water and the gum took care of it) The attendant and a few of the girls in the restroom Clapped and Cheered.. We both blushed and made way out to the bar as I wanted more water.. M also needed water but for the life of me I could not get her to understand that and had to even fight to get a bottle for C and I..
2:10am M and I are going to head back to the Boys.. She forces my hand down her shirt and around her boob and hold my wrist there and starts to barrel through the crowd.. I don't think I have have said I am sorry so many times in my life.. She was like a snow plow.. The other times we had moved through the crowd it was very organic and actually enjoyable for the most part, moving with the ebb and flow of people ect.. But this was a drunk girl... Not C and I on MDMA.. So not organic, floating and enjoyable it was coarse and very much pulled me out of my head space that I had fought to get back into after the restroom while standing at the bar waiting for the water.. She was so gung-ho that she barreled right past the boys and I had to squeeze her boob VERY hard and yank her back as to not just keep going.. I was SOOOOO Happy to see C again.. We embraced and I pulled back out my Vick's only to take a hit from my right side and lose the cap So I ended up keeping it in my hand with my thumb over the tip and my hand wrapped around the rest of it and pretty much just abused the hell out of it till it was dead.. Thankfully C still had the one I had given him at the house with the Gum and hard candies..
2:15am I tell J that M is still not looking so hot and that I think she is over heating from the crowd and too much alcohol. I advise him to take her out side and get her some water.. The four of us talk a bit more about it and C and I try to stay on topic and not just get lost in each other and the music. By this point we have moved at least 30 feet on the dance floor from where we had started out just due to crowd moment.. I pointed this out to J so he could find us again as well as noted not to leave his hoodie that I had stashed in the corner for him and that My cell number was in M's phone and that he could text me at any time and I would be checking it for him.. They went off.
2:20am C and I have melted into one on the dance floor.. Bouncing, cuddling, kissing, rubbing totally lost in the music.. at least for the least ten mins or so at that point.. I check my phone no text but we are concerned about M.. we decide that we should try and go looking for them.. We head to the exit thinking that they went out side.. Instead we find them in the corner with a few glasses of water being yelled at by security ect.. I talk to J for a moment.. point out that he did not get his hoodie yet and that he should go get it on the FAR back corner from where we are now.. I tell him that I have her and its okay.. J disappears off into the crowd and C and I hold M up so she can puke into the trash cans.. Now with two more bodies over here another security guard comes over and starts yelling that she has too go.. I try to explain that Her Boyfriend will be right back that he went to grab his jacket and the guy really did not care.. At this time it was no re-entry so I was doing all I could to keep us inside the building.. M just was not having it and bolted out the door.. I saw her sit on the curb and told C to stay in the building but to keep an eye on her and that I would go find J since I knew where he went.. I moved into the crowd and it was again like a welcoming ocean of bodies, friends all happy to see you and help you get where ever it is that you might be going..
2:30am I made it too the back corner and found J told him that M ran out side ect.. and I grabbed his hand and led him through the crowd.. I had the Rolling moment that just made it faster and better and was easier to pull the slightly drunk J behind me and not deal with him trying to lead.. We got 90% of the way to the exit and Infected Mushroom started his Favorite song.. He looked so sad and heart broken.. I stopped him and told him to stay right there and enjoy the song I would go check on her.. That really made him very happy.. So I bopped off and got to the exit.. C was grooving to the music and I asked where M had gone.. He told me that he saw her stand and walk to the building and that he thought she was sitting against the wall. I asked the door bouncer if he saw where that little really drunk girl went and he told me much the same thing.. I pleaded with him to allow me to step out the door and look to just check on her and to allow me to come back in as I would loose the rest of my party if I could not get back in.. after a moment, a sad face and jiggling large breast in his face he said ok.. C had not heard this convo it seems and started to follow me.. I ended up having to push him back in the door and beg the bouncer to allow him back in.. I went back out the door to look for her and she was GONE!! I made my way back to J and told him, thankfully his song was over and he went out after her.. I told him to text me when he found her..
2:40am C and I wanted to get out of the flow of the exit door but both wanted to find a cooler place to stand as we were both quite warm.. We headed to where the entrance was as there was a nice air vent over there.. While moving through the crowd the floating came back and the music more apparent once more.. I sent a text to the guy that we had gotten the caps from since I had not seen him again thanking him and telling him that I owed him a kiss.. He asked where we were and started to head our way.. Just as he got near us his phone went off and he went to the far corner to take the call. C and I trying to not allow the events of the last 30 mins eat the remaining enjoyment from us got a little lost in each other again and tended to the Vick's once more..
____Come down _____
2:50am - Infected Mushroom left the stage and the lights came up.. We were still right next to the entrance doors that they now opened as and exit so it was simple for us to get out. I had not heard from J so I called M's phone not having J's number yet... I got J and he told me that he found her and put her in the car and that he was headed back to where we were.. C and I stood against the building but it was about 47 degrees out and the cold brought us down pretty quick ....We were both still sort of floaty but not much more then that in the cold..
3:00am.. No J even though he said he would call in 1 min 30 sec.. So I called him again and figured out what direction he was walking from and we started that way.. Half way down the road we found two of their other friends and asked if they had seen them.. They had not but they joined us in walking to find them. A few more blocks down we found J and talked about what was going on.. and found out more about the situation.. that she was the only one with a driver licence as he could not drive and C and I did not want to leave them in that part of town at night for god knows how long... We walked a few blocks.. got to where we needed to turn to find the car and C went to the ATM so we could pay our parking garage, while J and I walked to where M was.. J took my hand in his and we walked that way for about about a block and half before we found M's car. C joined us a bit after and it was decided that I would stay and care for M while C went for our car.. She was pretty trashed, sick and J just had no idea what to do with her or care for her.. She was freezing in the back seat of her car with no heater.. I took the keys and started going through the car looking first for a hair tie to get her hair out of her way as she lost the contents of her tummy.. but could not locate one.. I did find a ribbon and tied it back with that.. Held her and forced water on her.. I found a mattress top cover in her trunk and wrapped her in it..
3:30am C gets back with the car.. J, C and I talk about the situation.. My contacts were TOAST from the smoke and I am sure the Vick's as well (I know you should not wear contacts and do that.. I really had just forgotten) I knew I could not see well enough to drive safely, J could not drive.. that left C and two cars needing to go about 40 miles.. I had been texting with a friend whom happen to be getting off of work and handed my cell to C so I could take better care of M and told him to talk to our friend Z.. A few mins later C tells me that Z is coming and he will help us get them back home.. This whole time my body temp has been dropping in the cold night air.. I run over to our car and get my jacket out..
4:00am M is still toast and sick as hell.. Z shows up and we work out who is driving what car.. C was talking to Z not quite out of ear shot of J about things that had occurred that night and J over heard that we had been rolling and busted out with "Damn wish I had know I had some at home I would have brought" ... Well I guess then we knew where they stood on the subject and that C and I had done a reasonably decent job at masking what we were doing... We leave Z's car there and take our's and Ms car the 40+ miles home...about half way there I realize that I am getting floaty again and watching the street lamps a lot while talking to Z in the car following C, J and M in M's car.. I THINK getting warm again allowed me to feel some of the effects that were still lingering.. and I think that C was having the same thing happen (he wasn't, he just wasn't used to driving M's car) as Z asked me WHY C was driving so slow ( Slow would be the damn speed limit in this case.. LOL) But it was in an area that many locals have a bad habit of doing about 80 mph in on a regular basis .. I told him that it was a part of the road that he was use to driving at night and knew what he was dong and that it was possible that he was still floating now like I was so was trying to be careful.
4:48am We dropped off M & J at their home with their car. Z, C and I piled back in our car and headed back to the club district about 40+ miles away.. Our car while not having heat was warmer then it was out side at least.. We talked about still being floaty, Z said he could drive if it was an issue but C swore he was okay.. I will be honest I grumped a few times at him to keep his eyes on the road and two hands on the steering wheel.. So despite his "I'm fine" he still had to put concentration into driving.. He even took the wrong exit, as we were not heading to Z's house yet we still had to get his car still back where we started.. C blamed that on being tired instead of floaty but who knows?
_____ After glow??______
5:45am C, Z and I get back to Z's house ( much closer then our own still about 20 miles or so away) and the house is WARM.. So nice and WARM.. I BEE line to the bathroom, being a girl I could not go in the parking lot like the guys each did a few times.. As I was in the nice warm bathroom it dawned on me that I had not come down all the way yet.. that it was just the cold that fought back so much.. ( I don't do well in the cold I was born and raised in a tropical zone and I am anemic too so I chill pretty easy.) I then got my boot off by the sofa and C ran for the restroom.. Z was making us some grub in the kitchen where I went to thank him for coming to rescue.. I made sure to reward him with a nice long deep kiss ( Side note.. C and I have been dating / Seeing Z for a bit over a month now, YES together.. Gotta love those Bi bois ) We sat in the living room and ate a bit, Z wanted to toss something on the TV while we were in there.. He asked C and I but nether of us could really focus on the thought of watching something but Z tossed the remote to C anyways and told him to figure something out while he packed his bowl.. His little reward from saving us and relaxing after work too.. He was sitting closest to me and when some of the smoke came my way it made me float a bit more.. I ended up laying in Z's lap and C on the side of me.. We really did not watch much of the show that was on.. as we got side tracked with each other..... everything was still a little bright, softer, better so kissing touching ect was just wonderful. We ended up in the bedroom.. and passed out about a hour later or so.. 
1:15pm I woke C up after making two bathroom trips one around 9am and one at 11am and then at 1:10pm.. I just could not sleep on the hard bed any more so we got dressed and headed home..
2:13pm We made home and I get a text from the guy we got the gels from I thanked him again and he was saving my number and wanted my proper name for it.. C and I were a bit chilled again and the bed felt SOOOOOO good and warm.. We both snuggled under the blankets and warmed up.. I was congested ( Z smokes and we don't so I get a bit stuffy from being over there for a while) I grabbed my Vick's off the night stand to help clear my nose.. only I found not that I was warm and curled up with C and it made me a bit floaty again.. Happen to C as well. There is no way that the MDMA could still be in play that long after at least to my knowledge.. I can only guess it was the extra serotonin still floating around our system?? We could both still feel a tiny bit of a body buzz.. Not like when there is speed in it but more like when you have been out playing sports and your body does not want to settle down after words.. every touch was amazing..
5:15pm Alarm for C to get up for work goes off.. We both still kinda feel the same way still and cant stop touching each other..
6:30pm C is putting on his boots from work and talking about still feeling that buzz and a bit of the floating feeling still.. I tell him to take some vitamins and get some food in his system..
For the next two days we both felt awesome.. C reported to me that it was like this "Vale" of darkness had been lifted off of him. That the job he had grown to hate to much was not more then a minor annoyance now and that everything felt clean and new! We had both had a very rough year, including losing a child of ours. I had not dealt well with this and for it was also like removing some dark cloud that had tried to eat me. Nether of us had done anything in a very long time.. I the last time we had MDMA was well over a year before and it had been weak, or at least not as high of a does as we both require for our systems. We had both only had a few drinks here and there in that time as well, so this was very, very much needed and enjoined!!
Back info - Female 33 / 5'8" / 190 lbs - "C" Male 32 / 5'5" / 205lbs
Substance - MDMA (Molly) 250mg X 4 gel caps
Time frame - 11:20pm till - 3am ish - (7am )
Food consumption - Her 2:30pm - Him 5:30pm
Last consumption of MDMA well over a year
Main characteristics - Euphoria "lovie", Slight jaw clench but mild for her - none for him. His actually relaxed from a tight feeling he normally has - But both experienced the need to move the jaw , Bit of eye wiggle and some strobing, Enlarged Pupils, Nice trails from light sources and enthrallment in people as well as motion, Over whelming need to move
Secondary characteristics - Raised body temp - but not too high taking into account of being at a show / Rave, Raised heart rate taken at about 2am around 120BPM while idle
Back story / Set / Setting - Friday night Infected Mushroom was in town having a large show at nice venue in the "club" district of town. C (Male) and I were to meet up with two friends M (female) & J (Male) at the show. We arrived a bit after 10pm as did they, but they opted to get stamped and go to a local bar for drinks till Infected Mushroom came on. At this point I did not know what M & J's view on MDMA was and not wanting to strain a new friendship, I did not bring it up and decided to try and not make it overt to them. C and I wanted to stay, listen to the DJ's spinning and look for some people we knew should have Molly. It took a bit of time. Walking through the large crowd, looking waiting and finally we spotted who we were looking for. By this time is was 11:15pm ......
Timing - ( times are on the nose to approx within 5 mins or so)
11:24pm - C and I each drop one gel cap filled with 250mg MDMA (Black test, purple hue) I take note of the time for many reasons..First to know when the redoes should be, aiming for about a hour or so...second too see where my friends where and they were on their way back to the venue and third to track how long come up would take ect..
11:40pm - I get an awful pain in my abdomen.. I have never gotten sick on come up before but know of people who have so I start to stress a bit over the bloated feeling. I try and stay calm, relax and just focus on C and the Music. C is fine not feeling anything noticeable at this point
11:45pm - I receive a text from M&J that they have arrived and I inform them where we are. M tells me that she is going to the ladies room, I reply that we will find them there. I still have the building discomfort and I am worried I am going to toss my cookies...I have not eaten since early after noon and have only had a Starbucks refresher and a monster since about 6pm ..I was worried the Gel cap would not be dissolved yet ( even though I know it should have been with in a matter of mins) and stress a bit more over it.. I can't bring my self to fight the crowd to get to the restroom yet and start to try and force a burp... a few small ones follow by one very large one and I was suddenly better AND that brought on the effects for me.. Floating, had to stand up and start moving to the music and slight eye flutter. I ask C if its hitting him yet and he says no. I state that I really want him to "BE" where I am...
11:50pm - C states that he is starting to feel it and moves to stand up, upon moving he drops something that was in his hand as he moves to a standing position the fellow next to us giving a light show brings his elbow down into the crown of C's head. C, having suffered a few concussions this past year, sat back down. I freaked out a little bit, Him being the love of my life, and took the edge off my own effects.. I softly pet his face and had him drink some water. Checked his eyes and had him sit for a few mins. I could not help but turn my back to him, allowing him to hold my waist so I could look at all the lights and movement from the crowd...After a few mins I felt him stand and start to move with me.. I turned back around and it had come on for him and mostly kicked the pain, from the hit, out of the picture.
11:57pm - C and I make our way across the venue to the restrooms. M & J are not found out side of them so I venture into the ladies room and C stands in the hall. (This is C's first time meeting ether of them and only my 2nd; we hung out at a party about a month prior and have many mutual friends) I find M in the restroom washing her hands and slid up behind her and wrap my arms around her and breath into her ear "Got ya". She giggles and turns around and gives a swift kiss and a hug.. We venture back out to the hall way, I grab C by the wrist as we move further down the hall to where J was now standing. M and I offer quick intros for C and we head out to where they had seen one of their other friend on the way in. C is fully up and loving it, and he posts on Twitter " Gravity is a lie. People can fly."
Midnight - C and I very covertly take hits off the Vick's inhalers that we brought and pop some peppermint gum. We both get kinda sucked into watching these "kids" putting on light shows with gloves and a few other LED based toys. Both C and I keep a constant motion in time with what the DJ is spinning. Have a convo. with M about the VIP section and watch the "bouncers" taking OJ, Cranberry Juice and water in large pitchers to them...We all speak about how the venue so totally knows whats up and chuckle.. M wants to head to the "dance" floor and see if she can find her friends.. She and I take each others hand and make way through the crowd. The lights are flashing, strobing, blinking and the crowd is swelling in motion in rhythm to the music. I can only relate it to walking into the ocean, waves swelling and forcing you along but encouraging you to embrace it and go with it. We find her friends in nearly the middle and receive intros, I have NO idea in hell what their names are, LMFAO. I see that their Pupils are quite large so I turn my back from M but not out of sight of them and take a hit from my Vick's stick. The Blonde smiles and gives a nob. M & I make our way back to C & J, who are now near the merch table. I pop another piece of gum and turn to C with Vick's in hand.. I covertly cup my hand for him to inhale then I do a soft blow for the eyes for him.. a massive smile creeps across his face, eyes close and head rolls back as he starts to dance more to the music.
12:15am - J goes off to the bar to gain beverages for the two of them and M's two friends have gone missing to never been seen again.. I am really floating at this point as is C. We're all smiles, I love you's .. lots of rubbing, kissing and dancing. I start dancing with M and talking as well.. I eventually call her out for drooling over me at the party we were both at last month.. She smiles, giggles and grabs my head for a kiss, a long deep french kiss that in rolling time might as well have been a hour.. C greatly enjoyed the show.. M and I had a few small passing convo's over the structure of J and her's relationship ect.. I ask her more then a few times if J has gotten lost coming back from the bar. M swears that he was going to the restroom, getting drinks but may have found some friends and is fine.. and that right now she does not care as she squeezes my ass firmly and buries her face into the middle of my 38 DDD's ....
12:45am - J turns back up, He had been lost LOL....and the four of use just sort of meld into one moving organism hands roaming, holding each other tight and pulling each other out of the way of others or encouraging each other to move and groove with the beats. I actively notice how much more I am really loving the DJ as well as the lights and movements of the entire crowd. I notice the time and see that its 12:45 and that we should drop the 2nd caps...I also notice that we are now out of water
Knowing it will take 10 to 15 mins to get water I ask C if he thinks he can swallow a gel cap with out any water. He says yes and we both down them dry...I then send him off for water as we must stay hydrated. 12:55am - C gets back with the H2O and I could swear that its the best thing in the known world at that moment.. C and I take out our Vick's again and I am pretty sure I pop yet another piece of gum. I make note to him to make sure he looks UP at the lights them selves now and then and try to go for it when the strobes kick on. He nods, but I am fairly sure he wont remember so I tell him when I see some nice ones start I will pat his back twice. We kiss, pet, Rub and dance as we melt back into our two other friends. M and J wrap their arms back around us again.. I lean in to M and Ask if its "OK" if I kiss J as well and she says hell yeah go for it. I get C's attention as well and have M and C watch as I grab J's chin and bring him in for a long passionate kiss. (Seems I smudged the bloody hell out of his Glass too.. OOPS.. ) ----( Side note - I had found him very cute at the party the month before as well as her. I would consider my self to be heteroflexible, but in all honesty its very very very rare for me to "like" a girl. It's been well over 10 years since I really liked a girl enough to even entertain the idea of any physical interaction. ) J cleans his glasses and C and I embrace in an all encompassing hug and speak softly into each others ears, kissing, Rubbing and watching the world around us.
1:15am - I notice a guy behind us giving a girl a light show and get C's attention.. The part of the crowd we had been in for over an hour really did not have anyone playing with lights at all....So the only thing to watch had been each other and the show lights. We talk about how neat some of the effects are and that he is getting really nice trails off all the movement.. C and I are mostly wrapped around each other and the guy finish with the girl.. I tap him on the shoulder and give a very large smile and he nods and states one min.. He talks to a buddy of his and then turns back to us.. I must say I have never been one to play with lights or even understand the attraction much.. This time was WAY different in that respect.. I felt like a cat, I could not pull myself away from watching for a moment, the lights as well as the trails all while moving to the music held tightly in C's arms. The fellow finished and we thanked him .. We slid further into each other arms kissed and felt like we were floating near the ceiling, flying with the crowd.. I pulled out the Vick's again at this point and we realized we had been ignoring M & J..
1:30 am - J goes off to the bar again for more Drinks for M and him self. C and I take her into our arms to keep her from being molested by stay men and crushed by the crowd ( M is only 5'1" and even in the heels she was wearing was not more then 5'4") I realize this point that I am really hot.. I am wearing a long sleeve lace top with just a bra under it but I am burning up in the middle of all of these people. I tug it down a bit and the bulk of my breast spill out. M takes this as an opportunity to pounce and she pulls down my bra and take me deep in her mouth.. All I can do not to fall over is to lean my weight back into C and count on him to keep me up right, and he did
I was lost in the bliss, and when she stepped back and pulled her shirt and bra down I dove in on her nipples like they were candy. I came up for air and we kissed. Moments later Infected Mushroom finally hits the stage ....1:40am - J pops back up with their drinks. and the crowd is really going now.. This makes the heat issue even more evident. I finish off our water and pull my top up over my head and around the back of my neck so now its more like a shrug. This seemed to just make everyone's day..
C and I both hit the Vick's again and rub on each other... the lights really start kicking up a notch now and I tap C on the back and grab his chin forcing him to look up into all the lights.. He is insistently absorbed by them. ( Side note.. He has never been able to see in a strobe light of any kind he just has to close his eyes as he cant see) The strobes hit, and hit hard as he started to slid back I grabbed him and held him up as his eyes locked onto the ceiling like the whole world had faded away. He came back down with the rest of us and gave lots of kisses, hugs and I love you's again.. 1:50am - I notice that M is looking a bit "Off" and offer to take her to the Ladies room.. J was worried but I told him it was alright I had her and we made our way through the crowd to the far back corner where the restrooms are. M trotted off to a stall and closed the door behind her.. I made way to the sinks.. I got a med sized wad of paper towels from the attendant and wet them down.. I also made note of the fact that my make up was now a bit of a mess and tried to clean some of it up.. Noticing how very large my pupils were along the way... I finished and M was still not out of the stall I stepped back and look down to see her feet and they were facing the wall. that could only mean she was losing her dinner.
I asked if she was alright and she said yes.. She came out a few moments later and I guided her to the sink.. I had her wash out her mouth a few times and she drank the last of my water.. I pushed up up against the wall and sort of pinned her there as she needed to stay still and cool off.. I took the paper towel I had wet before hand and wiped her face and neck down and I gave her a piece of my gum.. We talked for a few mins and then ended up kissing ( I know, yuck after puking!! Didn't notice though.. I guess the washing out of her mouth, drinking the water and the gum took care of it) The attendant and a few of the girls in the restroom Clapped and Cheered.. We both blushed and made way out to the bar as I wanted more water.. M also needed water but for the life of me I could not get her to understand that and had to even fight to get a bottle for C and I.. 2:10am M and I are going to head back to the Boys.. She forces my hand down her shirt and around her boob and hold my wrist there and starts to barrel through the crowd.. I don't think I have have said I am sorry so many times in my life.. She was like a snow plow.. The other times we had moved through the crowd it was very organic and actually enjoyable for the most part, moving with the ebb and flow of people ect.. But this was a drunk girl... Not C and I on MDMA.. So not organic, floating and enjoyable it was coarse and very much pulled me out of my head space that I had fought to get back into after the restroom while standing at the bar waiting for the water.. She was so gung-ho that she barreled right past the boys and I had to squeeze her boob VERY hard and yank her back as to not just keep going.. I was SOOOOO Happy to see C again.. We embraced and I pulled back out my Vick's only to take a hit from my right side and lose the cap
So I ended up keeping it in my hand with my thumb over the tip and my hand wrapped around the rest of it and pretty much just abused the hell out of it till it was dead.. Thankfully C still had the one I had given him at the house with the Gum and hard candies.. 2:15am I tell J that M is still not looking so hot and that I think she is over heating from the crowd and too much alcohol. I advise him to take her out side and get her some water.. The four of us talk a bit more about it and C and I try to stay on topic and not just get lost in each other and the music. By this point we have moved at least 30 feet on the dance floor from where we had started out just due to crowd moment.. I pointed this out to J so he could find us again as well as noted not to leave his hoodie that I had stashed in the corner for him and that My cell number was in M's phone and that he could text me at any time and I would be checking it for him.. They went off.
2:20am C and I have melted into one on the dance floor.. Bouncing, cuddling, kissing, rubbing totally lost in the music.. at least for the least ten mins or so at that point.. I check my phone no text but we are concerned about M.. we decide that we should try and go looking for them.. We head to the exit thinking that they went out side.. Instead we find them in the corner with a few glasses of water being yelled at by security ect.. I talk to J for a moment.. point out that he did not get his hoodie yet and that he should go get it on the FAR back corner from where we are now.. I tell him that I have her and its okay.. J disappears off into the crowd and C and I hold M up so she can puke into the trash cans.. Now with two more bodies over here another security guard comes over and starts yelling that she has too go.. I try to explain that Her Boyfriend will be right back that he went to grab his jacket and the guy really did not care.. At this time it was no re-entry so I was doing all I could to keep us inside the building.. M just was not having it and bolted out the door.. I saw her sit on the curb and told C to stay in the building but to keep an eye on her and that I would go find J since I knew where he went.. I moved into the crowd and it was again like a welcoming ocean of bodies, friends all happy to see you and help you get where ever it is that you might be going..
2:30am I made it too the back corner and found J told him that M ran out side ect.. and I grabbed his hand and led him through the crowd.. I had the Rolling moment that just made it faster and better and was easier to pull the slightly drunk J behind me and not deal with him trying to lead.. We got 90% of the way to the exit and Infected Mushroom started his Favorite song.. He looked so sad and heart broken.. I stopped him and told him to stay right there and enjoy the song I would go check on her.. That really made him very happy..
So I bopped off and got to the exit.. C was grooving to the music and I asked where M had gone.. He told me that he saw her stand and walk to the building and that he thought she was sitting against the wall. I asked the door bouncer if he saw where that little really drunk girl went and he told me much the same thing.. I pleaded with him to allow me to step out the door and look to just check on her and to allow me to come back in as I would loose the rest of my party if I could not get back in.. after a moment, a sad face and jiggling large breast in his face he said ok.. C had not heard this convo it seems and started to follow me.. I ended up having to push him back in the door and beg the bouncer to allow him back in.. I went back out the door to look for her and she was GONE!! I made my way back to J and told him, thankfully his song was over and he went out after her.. I told him to text me when he found her.. 2:40am C and I wanted to get out of the flow of the exit door but both wanted to find a cooler place to stand as we were both quite warm.. We headed to where the entrance was as there was a nice air vent over there.. While moving through the crowd the floating came back and the music more apparent once more.. I sent a text to the guy that we had gotten the caps from since I had not seen him again thanking him and telling him that I owed him a kiss.. He asked where we were and started to head our way.. Just as he got near us his phone went off and he went to the far corner to take the call. C and I trying to not allow the events of the last 30 mins eat the remaining enjoyment from us got a little lost in each other again and tended to the Vick's once more..
____Come down _____
2:50am - Infected Mushroom left the stage and the lights came up.. We were still right next to the entrance doors that they now opened as and exit so it was simple for us to get out. I had not heard from J so I called M's phone not having J's number yet... I got J and he told me that he found her and put her in the car and that he was headed back to where we were.. C and I stood against the building but it was about 47 degrees out and the cold brought us down pretty quick ....We were both still sort of floaty but not much more then that in the cold..
3:00am.. No J even though he said he would call in 1 min 30 sec.. So I called him again and figured out what direction he was walking from and we started that way.. Half way down the road we found two of their other friends and asked if they had seen them.. They had not but they joined us in walking to find them. A few more blocks down we found J and talked about what was going on.. and found out more about the situation.. that she was the only one with a driver licence as he could not drive and C and I did not want to leave them in that part of town at night for god knows how long... We walked a few blocks.. got to where we needed to turn to find the car and C went to the ATM so we could pay our parking garage, while J and I walked to where M was.. J took my hand in his and we walked that way for about about a block and half before we found M's car. C joined us a bit after and it was decided that I would stay and care for M while C went for our car.. She was pretty trashed, sick and J just had no idea what to do with her or care for her.. She was freezing in the back seat of her car with no heater.. I took the keys and started going through the car looking first for a hair tie to get her hair out of her way as she lost the contents of her tummy.. but could not locate one.. I did find a ribbon and tied it back with that.. Held her and forced water on her.. I found a mattress top cover in her trunk and wrapped her in it..
3:30am C gets back with the car.. J, C and I talk about the situation.. My contacts were TOAST from the smoke and I am sure the Vick's as well (I know you should not wear contacts and do that.. I really had just forgotten) I knew I could not see well enough to drive safely, J could not drive.. that left C and two cars needing to go about 40 miles..
I had been texting with a friend whom happen to be getting off of work and handed my cell to C so I could take better care of M and told him to talk to our friend Z.. A few mins later C tells me that Z is coming and he will help us get them back home.. This whole time my body temp has been dropping in the cold night air.. I run over to our car and get my jacket out.. 4:00am M is still toast and sick as hell.. Z shows up and we work out who is driving what car.. C was talking to Z not quite out of ear shot of J about things that had occurred that night and J over heard that we had been rolling and busted out with "Damn wish I had know I had some at home I would have brought" ... Well I guess then we knew where they stood on the subject and that C and I had done a reasonably decent job at masking what we were doing...
We leave Z's car there and take our's and Ms car the 40+ miles home...about half way there I realize that I am getting floaty again and watching the street lamps a lot while talking to Z in the car following C, J and M in M's car.. I THINK getting warm again allowed me to feel some of the effects that were still lingering.. and I think that C was having the same thing happen (he wasn't, he just wasn't used to driving M's car) as Z asked me WHY C was driving so slow ( Slow would be the damn speed limit in this case.. LOL) But it was in an area that many locals have a bad habit of doing about 80 mph in on a regular basis .. I told him that it was a part of the road that he was use to driving at night and knew what he was dong and that it was possible that he was still floating now like I was so was trying to be careful. 4:48am We dropped off M & J at their home with their car. Z, C and I piled back in our car and headed back to the club district about 40+ miles away..
Our car while not having heat was warmer then it was out side at least.. We talked about still being floaty, Z said he could drive if it was an issue but C swore he was okay.. I will be honest I grumped a few times at him to keep his eyes on the road and two hands on the steering wheel.. So despite his "I'm fine" he still had to put concentration into driving.. He even took the wrong exit, as we were not heading to Z's house yet we still had to get his car still back where we started.. C blamed that on being tired instead of floaty but who knows?_____ After glow??______
5:45am C, Z and I get back to Z's house ( much closer then our own still about 20 miles or so away) and the house is WARM.. So nice and WARM.. I BEE line to the bathroom, being a girl I could not go in the parking lot like the guys each did a few times.. As I was in the nice warm bathroom it dawned on me that I had not come down all the way yet.. that it was just the cold that fought back so much.. ( I don't do well in the cold I was born and raised in a tropical zone and I am anemic too so I chill pretty easy.) I then got my boot off by the sofa and C ran for the restroom.. Z was making us some grub in the kitchen where I went to thank him for coming to rescue.. I made sure to reward him with a nice long deep kiss ( Side note.. C and I have been dating / Seeing Z for a bit over a month now, YES together.. Gotta love those Bi bois
) We sat in the living room and ate a bit, Z wanted to toss something on the TV while we were in there.. He asked C and I but nether of us could really focus on the thought of watching something but Z tossed the remote to C anyways and told him to figure something out while he packed his bowl.. His little reward from saving us and relaxing after work too.. He was sitting closest to me and when some of the smoke came my way it made me float a bit more.. I ended up laying in Z's lap and C on the side of me.. We really did not watch much of the show that was on.. as we got side tracked with each other..... everything was still a little bright, softer, better so kissing touching ect was just wonderful. We ended up in the bedroom.. and passed out about a hour later or so.. 1:15pm I woke C up after making two bathroom trips one around 9am and one at 11am and then at 1:10pm.. I just could not sleep on the hard bed any more so we got dressed and headed home..
2:13pm We made home and I get a text from the guy we got the gels from I thanked him again and he was saving my number and wanted my proper name for it.. C and I were a bit chilled again and the bed felt SOOOOOO good and warm.. We both snuggled under the blankets and warmed up.. I was congested ( Z smokes and we don't so I get a bit stuffy from being over there for a while) I grabbed my Vick's off the night stand to help clear my nose.. only I found not that I was warm and curled up with C and it made me a bit floaty again.. Happen to C as well. There is no way that the MDMA could still be in play that long after at least to my knowledge.. I can only guess it was the extra serotonin still floating around our system?? We could both still feel a tiny bit of a body buzz.. Not like when there is speed in it but more like when you have been out playing sports and your body does not want to settle down after words.. every touch was amazing..
5:15pm Alarm for C to get up for work goes off.. We both still kinda feel the same way still and cant stop touching each other..
6:30pm C is putting on his boots from work and talking about still feeling that buzz and a bit of the floating feeling still.. I tell him to take some vitamins and get some food in his system..
For the next two days we both felt awesome.. C reported to me that it was like this "Vale" of darkness had been lifted off of him. That the job he had grown to hate to much was not more then a minor annoyance now and that everything felt clean and new! We had both had a very rough year, including losing a child of ours. I had not dealt well with this and for it was also like removing some dark cloud that had tried to eat me. Nether of us had done anything in a very long time.. I the last time we had MDMA was well over a year before and it had been weak, or at least not as high of a does as we both require for our systems. We had both only had a few drinks here and there in that time as well, so this was very, very much needed and enjoined!!
