MDMA 250mg and weed - 125mg MDMA three days later, bad trip

[cocacola]

Rolled last Thursday at a festival, was my first roll in 8 months. I weight 83kg and I started with half a pill (full pill had 250mg, highly trusted source and everyone who had it enjoyed it very much), I felt nothing for an hour so I took the other half then hit a joint and everything hit me super hard at the same time. I tend to be extremely paranoid on weed and often start worrying about all of my life’s problems when I smoke so that sort of overpowered my roll at the beginning even though I only had 2-3 puffs but at one point the intense happiness, love and euphoria just took over and it ended up being the most enjoyable two hours of my life. I also had half an edible at some point. At one point after peaking I blacked out for like 7 seconds and it made me completely freak out and I was thinking I was having a heart attack (probably the weed paranoia), and it kind of ruined my experience for an hour I was just walking around constantly thinking I might get a heart attack even though I never at any point felt any pain anywhere, and I never had heart problems in my life (I was just massively over reacting to the 7 seconds blackout and imagining things). The paranoia was completely replaced by intense euphoria again at the end of the show when the DJ played Sandstorm by Darude. Went to an after party and I was still rolling a bit and super enjoying it.



Three days later on Sunday I took half a pill from the same source after having a few beers and that time I didn’t get any of the love/happiness feeling whatsoever, I was just clenching my jaw and rolling my eyes but totally not in a good mood and I started having light paranoia even though I didn’t smoke any weed that day. I started walking back home after my roll had just started and my favorite DJs were about to play. It was a long walk and on my way I just stopped at a different stage where a friend was and finished the night there but I never really enjoyed it. The DJ even played one song that gave me an incredible feeling on Thursday and even when I heard it completely sober on Saturday it still made me super happy but when I heard it while rolling on Sunday I felt nothing and it really frustrated me. Even now when I listen to it sober it makes me feel great so I don’t know why this song didn’t induce happiness. I’m also disappointed I missed the DJs I really wanted to see and had planned to see while rolling for so long.

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[Timetrap]

your taking a high dose in one day and there you pretty much used all your neurotransmitters. so taking half of the dose three days later wouldnt do much of an effect since your neurotransmitters didnt have enought time to restore. i know there are some people claiming you can do mdma like 3 days a row, but you rather would start with a lower dose and use a higher dose on the following days. but i cant suggest taking mdma in such short period of time. you should consider taking breaks for one up to three months to get the most effect out of your mdma and it will also be less toxic and damiging for your body when not used so frequently and in high doses