Thisisastickup
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Figured Id post this up to share my first MDMA experiance, and hopefully some users who are looking to try this amazing drug can gain some perspective.
I sat there in my car, waiting for friends outside of the club. They were supposed to meet me in a half hour. I was going to be meeting a girl who I had seen only twice before, but had great interest in. I stared at the bottle of whiskey I had just bought looking for some liquid courage to really open up and talk to this girl, about to break it open. My eyes moved from the bottle to my 5 speed shifter in my car. I knew exactly what was under there. .5 of molly that I had bought a couple months ago. After contemplating my night and putting my thoughts together over a cigarette I put the bottle down and walked down the street to grab a bottle of O.J. As i mixed in .2 of the Molly into the OJ I texted my friend who I was meeting up with about my decision. He decided he would stay sober and look out for me for the night just to be safe. As I finished the OJ I was near the club, and no word from my friends.
Fast forward 45 minutes. My friends are still not there. Im still outside, its 11 o'clock, and right now Im really not sure what to feel. Do I feel something? Yes. Is it rolling? No. Everyone I asked said "give it 45 minutes", so wtf was going on? Moments later my friends arrive and we head in. I am taken in the back by my best friend who was In the car with the girl I had mentioned earlier, as he also dosed she flipped on him, he tells me this girl is EXTREMELY turned off by drugs. A million thoughts went through my head, this is the only drug ive ever taken, can I hold it together? I make my way to the bar and buy a bottle of water, while walking away I spot the girl I have had a crush on for a bit now, and offer to buy her a drink. She says yes and we sit down and have a talk. First thing I notice is her perfume. It was fucking intoxicating. The best smell I had ever smelt in my life. Im literally in a trance from this scent alone. She laughs at my water bottle and asks if I snuck in vodka...I jokingly say uhh yeah, then head for the bathroom. Looked in the mirror and holy fuck my eyes are saucers. straight black. I spot a kid in the bathroom and opened up to him completely. Told him about how it was my first time on MDMA, and how I had to hide it. He gave me a large white pill and said take this...I said wtf is this? He said its a new pill, Trident makes it, then laughs. He says Im jaw clenching like a montherfucker. I thank him and we part ways.
As I exit the bathroom, I see her standing there, she grabs my hand and heads for the dance flor. Save the world was playing by Sweedish house mafia. As soon as I felt her touch on my shoulders, hips and neck I felt like I could have melted into it. The music blended seamlessly with every move, and right then everything seemed perfect. I couldnt wipe the smile from my face and all I wanted to do was DANCE.
roughly 45 minutes later she wants to peace to a house party. So I hop in the car with her and my sober friend who is at the wheel. I sit on my heated seat and ooooohhhh myyyy gooddd I could have melted into that leather. It felt like an orgasm down my whole back. My friend is looking at me laughing because he knows exactly what is going on, me rolling face, and her without a clue. She thinks Ive just had a few. We head to this shitty house party across town. I get inside and its drinks all around. SHIT Im the only one rolling. This isnt good. As soon as we made our way through the house anxiety floated away and I was very open and interested in every conversation I had.
The rest of the party went nearly the same, with slight paranoia that someone was going to mention to her how big my eyes were, but in reality, I could give a fuck. If this girl is against what im feeling right now, I want no part of her. We headed back to her house, hungout for awhile, then headed off to sleep. Her and I jumped right into bed and sex was honestly not my top priority. I wrap my legs and arms around her. "holy shit you are a cuddle monster" she says, but even so her touch still felt so inviting, so warm, and all I felt was pure bliss.
After taking a xanax for sleep, I slept for a couple hours. I woke up with not much of a hangover, drank a big glass of orange juice, and got back in bed. I had no desire to be near this bitch. She seemed cold and uninviting. She was cranky, bitchy, and just in a bad mood all around. Her roommate (who knew I was rolling the night before) said that that was the way she was the night before. Once everything was in perspective I truly began to feel like the night before was almost dream like. How could someone so cold be reached and talked to with empathy and compassion? She hadnt had much at all to drink the night before, max 3 drinks, not enough to turn bitch into a loving caring person. I thought about it for awhile and the answer was right in front of me. MDMA.
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I sat there in my car, waiting for friends outside of the club. They were supposed to meet me in a half hour. I was going to be meeting a girl who I had seen only twice before, but had great interest in. I stared at the bottle of whiskey I had just bought looking for some liquid courage to really open up and talk to this girl, about to break it open. My eyes moved from the bottle to my 5 speed shifter in my car. I knew exactly what was under there. .5 of molly that I had bought a couple months ago. After contemplating my night and putting my thoughts together over a cigarette I put the bottle down and walked down the street to grab a bottle of O.J. As i mixed in .2 of the Molly into the OJ I texted my friend who I was meeting up with about my decision. He decided he would stay sober and look out for me for the night just to be safe. As I finished the OJ I was near the club, and no word from my friends.
Fast forward 45 minutes. My friends are still not there. Im still outside, its 11 o'clock, and right now Im really not sure what to feel. Do I feel something? Yes. Is it rolling? No. Everyone I asked said "give it 45 minutes", so wtf was going on? Moments later my friends arrive and we head in. I am taken in the back by my best friend who was In the car with the girl I had mentioned earlier, as he also dosed she flipped on him, he tells me this girl is EXTREMELY turned off by drugs. A million thoughts went through my head, this is the only drug ive ever taken, can I hold it together? I make my way to the bar and buy a bottle of water, while walking away I spot the girl I have had a crush on for a bit now, and offer to buy her a drink. She says yes and we sit down and have a talk. First thing I notice is her perfume. It was fucking intoxicating. The best smell I had ever smelt in my life. Im literally in a trance from this scent alone. She laughs at my water bottle and asks if I snuck in vodka...I jokingly say uhh yeah, then head for the bathroom. Looked in the mirror and holy fuck my eyes are saucers. straight black. I spot a kid in the bathroom and opened up to him completely. Told him about how it was my first time on MDMA, and how I had to hide it. He gave me a large white pill and said take this...I said wtf is this? He said its a new pill, Trident makes it, then laughs. He says Im jaw clenching like a montherfucker. I thank him and we part ways.
As I exit the bathroom, I see her standing there, she grabs my hand and heads for the dance flor. Save the world was playing by Sweedish house mafia. As soon as I felt her touch on my shoulders, hips and neck I felt like I could have melted into it. The music blended seamlessly with every move, and right then everything seemed perfect. I couldnt wipe the smile from my face and all I wanted to do was DANCE.
roughly 45 minutes later she wants to peace to a house party. So I hop in the car with her and my sober friend who is at the wheel. I sit on my heated seat and ooooohhhh myyyy gooddd I could have melted into that leather. It felt like an orgasm down my whole back. My friend is looking at me laughing because he knows exactly what is going on, me rolling face, and her without a clue. She thinks Ive just had a few. We head to this shitty house party across town. I get inside and its drinks all around. SHIT Im the only one rolling. This isnt good. As soon as we made our way through the house anxiety floated away and I was very open and interested in every conversation I had.
The rest of the party went nearly the same, with slight paranoia that someone was going to mention to her how big my eyes were, but in reality, I could give a fuck. If this girl is against what im feeling right now, I want no part of her. We headed back to her house, hungout for awhile, then headed off to sleep. Her and I jumped right into bed and sex was honestly not my top priority. I wrap my legs and arms around her. "holy shit you are a cuddle monster" she says, but even so her touch still felt so inviting, so warm, and all I felt was pure bliss.
After taking a xanax for sleep, I slept for a couple hours. I woke up with not much of a hangover, drank a big glass of orange juice, and got back in bed. I had no desire to be near this bitch. She seemed cold and uninviting. She was cranky, bitchy, and just in a bad mood all around. Her roommate (who knew I was rolling the night before) said that that was the way she was the night before. Once everything was in perspective I truly began to feel like the night before was almost dream like. How could someone so cold be reached and talked to with empathy and compassion? She hadnt had much at all to drink the night before, max 3 drinks, not enough to turn bitch into a loving caring person. I thought about it for awhile and the answer was right in front of me. MDMA.
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