kangol1973
Bluelighter
Ok, background info real quick. 5'11" 235lb male. Experience with MDMA for about 6 years now. This report was based on events from approx 3 weeks ago. Me, my girl and our friend, M, each had 2 Purple X's (known to be strong, high dose of MDMA (exsistence of adulterants unknown) but home tested with reagent kits. At Midnight, We each crushed our pills and mixed both pills with approx 3oz warm water and drank both pills at once.
T+0:05 - I felt "something." More of just an alertness, not just placebo either. there was something definetly there. I felt it in my fingers and toes. Wow this was exciting considering this was the first time I ever tried taking pills like this. I sat on the couch and just waited impatiently for things to kick in.
T+0:20 - I stood up from the couch and it seemed like I rocketted myself up and 1000 feet into the air above the floor. My legs were like giant redwood trees. Me and the others are really feeling it now. I noticed that colors were starting to blend and kind of melt a little bit. All my senses seem to have been heightened to proportions beyond my physical body.
T+0:25 - M says he is feeling a little sick and might need to vomit. I tell him I will accompany him outside to make sure all is well since we are only 8-10 feet from the front door. I stand out there with him for about 5 minutes... I honestly don't recall if he ever did vomit or not. I remember the cold air feeling like cold steel against my skin. My girl came to check on us. M was heading inside and I was on my way when all of a sudden I start to heave
T+0:35 - I was only dry heaving, but it felt like 20 minutes. My girl said it was only 3-5 minutes. I never puked, although I had to ask my girlfriend to confirm this with her... I thought perhaps the cold air and the fact that I was peaking incredibly hard now just made everything kind of "slip" out of me... I thought "well, I do remember spitting, maybe I just puked and totally forgot.... maybe I blacked out for a minute..." My girlfriend confirms that I indeed never vomitted. Very odd feeling for me since this was the first time ever that MDMA has fucked with my stomach like that. It wasn't exactly unpleasureable... I know that may sound gross, but I don't think puking would have been too bad. All I remember is that everytime I heaved all I could see were swirling paisleys in my vision. The just swam everywhere and reminded me of a horrible father's day neck tie. After that fiasco we head inside.
T+0:40 - I go to the kitchen to get something to drink and turn around to find my girl laying on the floor humming to herself. I lay next to her. We both agree that this was like the first time all over again, only this time we were prepared and knew what to expect. I guess the unpreparedness of the first time is also what makes the first time so unique...
T+0:45 - T+1:05 - We sit on the couch and watch the cool visualizations from WinAMP on the TV since I hooked my pc up the the TV. The TV is the only thing not moving (as far as I can tell). My eyes are wiggling like hell. Jaw is wanting to clench, but it can't/it doesn't right now. The walls, floor, ceiling.... it's all moving. I can see the light and sounds traversing their way over the lamps and couches and chairs. M sits in awe watching the TV. I feel very at peace knowing that M is having a good time and it's thanks to me. My mind seems to be stuck in between empathy and nothingness. I can feel the empathy and emotions, yet my mind is in utter bliss and tranquility and doesn't want to be bothered by anything. It's like the muscle relaxant properties of MDMA have relaxed my brain as if it were a muscle that has been contracted for quite some time. We eventually see a raving stickman on the TV and decide it's time to head to the bedroom for a little bit
T+2:00 - Visuals have subsided by now, but I am just coming off my peak and just plateauing now. Jaw clenching is profound. A bunch of gum solves that. M's friends come over... JJ and otherguy.... otherguy wierded me out a little since he was so quiet... On any other drug that would probably made me go crazy, but i was just like "ehhh... whatever..." JJ and otherguy each took 1 purple each to start... JJ by pluggin... otherguy by swallowing whole...
T+2:35 - Me and my girl each dose 1 more pill as well as M.... We played with candles and talked and had fun... JJ and otherguy and now feeling theirs. JJ is very much suprised by the quality of the pills. He stated that he would like to bring some to a friend one day. He asked me about my ex-girlfriend/ex-bestfriend. I felt a tidalwave of emotion pour out of my soul and into my heart. It's like I lived everything in that 1 moment of time. I told him that it's no longer something I talk about... but I did... I talked to him without fear, without caring what my current girlfriend would say. She understood what had happened and she let me speak my mind. After venting/telling him, I explained that it is something that I would no longer wish to speak about...
T+2:50 - I beg my girl to get comfy and wear something sexy. My girl slips into her halloween costume... leather bikini top and leather skirt... fishnets... oh god she looks so damn good in that.
T+3:15 - JJ says "Let's run the hot water in the bathroom and make it like a sauna in there..." We do so, but forgot about it....
T+3:35 - We remembered the hot bathroom.... Me, me girl, and JJ go the the bathroom... The steam felt so good and got me and my girl in such a mood again... We started kissing and JJ was like "Awww... you two look so cute together." and let us be in the bathroom....
T+3:40 - We retired to the bedroom for the evening... I managed to keep an erection just as long as I didn't think about being fucked up. The moment I did I would just go down... So we saved the sex for the comedown... or tried to at least.... I was determined...
T+5:45 - Coming down and getting it up.... the rest is history
T+10:00 - Still a heavy afterglow... Still seeing some tracers in peripheral vision. I'm not really fucked up anymore.... just tired like all hell and zoning out easily. My jaw hurts like hell and I take some magnesium and some vitamin c too. I prepare myself to go home and tear down my pc and pack everything into my car.
T+10:30 - Say my good-byes to my girlfriend and head home. The drive home sucks because I would rather be spending it laying there with my girl, but thankfully the roads are near empty as usual. Drive home was all of 10 minutes.
T+10:45 - I go to bed with no trouble of getting to sleep.
T+17:00 - I wake up a little tired, but that's to be expected when I didn't get enough sleep. My jaw still hurts so I take a little more magnesium and another vitamin C just to help out a little. I'm also back to baseline...
T+0:05 - I felt "something." More of just an alertness, not just placebo either. there was something definetly there. I felt it in my fingers and toes. Wow this was exciting considering this was the first time I ever tried taking pills like this. I sat on the couch and just waited impatiently for things to kick in.
T+0:20 - I stood up from the couch and it seemed like I rocketted myself up and 1000 feet into the air above the floor. My legs were like giant redwood trees. Me and the others are really feeling it now. I noticed that colors were starting to blend and kind of melt a little bit. All my senses seem to have been heightened to proportions beyond my physical body.
T+0:25 - M says he is feeling a little sick and might need to vomit. I tell him I will accompany him outside to make sure all is well since we are only 8-10 feet from the front door. I stand out there with him for about 5 minutes... I honestly don't recall if he ever did vomit or not. I remember the cold air feeling like cold steel against my skin. My girl came to check on us. M was heading inside and I was on my way when all of a sudden I start to heave
T+0:35 - I was only dry heaving, but it felt like 20 minutes. My girl said it was only 3-5 minutes. I never puked, although I had to ask my girlfriend to confirm this with her... I thought perhaps the cold air and the fact that I was peaking incredibly hard now just made everything kind of "slip" out of me... I thought "well, I do remember spitting, maybe I just puked and totally forgot.... maybe I blacked out for a minute..." My girlfriend confirms that I indeed never vomitted. Very odd feeling for me since this was the first time ever that MDMA has fucked with my stomach like that. It wasn't exactly unpleasureable... I know that may sound gross, but I don't think puking would have been too bad. All I remember is that everytime I heaved all I could see were swirling paisleys in my vision. The just swam everywhere and reminded me of a horrible father's day neck tie. After that fiasco we head inside.
T+0:40 - I go to the kitchen to get something to drink and turn around to find my girl laying on the floor humming to herself. I lay next to her. We both agree that this was like the first time all over again, only this time we were prepared and knew what to expect. I guess the unpreparedness of the first time is also what makes the first time so unique...
T+0:45 - T+1:05 - We sit on the couch and watch the cool visualizations from WinAMP on the TV since I hooked my pc up the the TV. The TV is the only thing not moving (as far as I can tell). My eyes are wiggling like hell. Jaw is wanting to clench, but it can't/it doesn't right now. The walls, floor, ceiling.... it's all moving. I can see the light and sounds traversing their way over the lamps and couches and chairs. M sits in awe watching the TV. I feel very at peace knowing that M is having a good time and it's thanks to me. My mind seems to be stuck in between empathy and nothingness. I can feel the empathy and emotions, yet my mind is in utter bliss and tranquility and doesn't want to be bothered by anything. It's like the muscle relaxant properties of MDMA have relaxed my brain as if it were a muscle that has been contracted for quite some time. We eventually see a raving stickman on the TV and decide it's time to head to the bedroom for a little bit
T+2:00 - Visuals have subsided by now, but I am just coming off my peak and just plateauing now. Jaw clenching is profound. A bunch of gum solves that. M's friends come over... JJ and otherguy.... otherguy wierded me out a little since he was so quiet... On any other drug that would probably made me go crazy, but i was just like "ehhh... whatever..." JJ and otherguy each took 1 purple each to start... JJ by pluggin... otherguy by swallowing whole...
T+2:35 - Me and my girl each dose 1 more pill as well as M.... We played with candles and talked and had fun... JJ and otherguy and now feeling theirs. JJ is very much suprised by the quality of the pills. He stated that he would like to bring some to a friend one day. He asked me about my ex-girlfriend/ex-bestfriend. I felt a tidalwave of emotion pour out of my soul and into my heart. It's like I lived everything in that 1 moment of time. I told him that it's no longer something I talk about... but I did... I talked to him without fear, without caring what my current girlfriend would say. She understood what had happened and she let me speak my mind. After venting/telling him, I explained that it is something that I would no longer wish to speak about...
T+2:50 - I beg my girl to get comfy and wear something sexy. My girl slips into her halloween costume... leather bikini top and leather skirt... fishnets... oh god she looks so damn good in that.
T+3:15 - JJ says "Let's run the hot water in the bathroom and make it like a sauna in there..." We do so, but forgot about it....
T+3:35 - We remembered the hot bathroom.... Me, me girl, and JJ go the the bathroom... The steam felt so good and got me and my girl in such a mood again... We started kissing and JJ was like "Awww... you two look so cute together." and let us be in the bathroom....
T+3:40 - We retired to the bedroom for the evening... I managed to keep an erection just as long as I didn't think about being fucked up. The moment I did I would just go down... So we saved the sex for the comedown... or tried to at least.... I was determined...
T+5:45 - Coming down and getting it up.... the rest is history
T+10:00 - Still a heavy afterglow... Still seeing some tracers in peripheral vision. I'm not really fucked up anymore.... just tired like all hell and zoning out easily. My jaw hurts like hell and I take some magnesium and some vitamin c too. I prepare myself to go home and tear down my pc and pack everything into my car.
T+10:30 - Say my good-byes to my girlfriend and head home. The drive home sucks because I would rather be spending it laying there with my girl, but thankfully the roads are near empty as usual. Drive home was all of 10 minutes.
T+10:45 - I go to bed with no trouble of getting to sleep.
T+17:00 - I wake up a little tired, but that's to be expected when I didn't get enough sleep. My jaw still hurts so I take a little more magnesium and another vitamin C just to help out a little. I'm also back to baseline...
