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MDMA - 1st time whole pill - a fantastic night

Pretty Hate Machine

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E - 1st time whole pill

Hi all

Last night was the first time I had taken a whole E - I had tried half a pill the week before

I took the half pill at a dance event and only really felt I had more energy and didn't feel like I was rushing so I felt it was time to try a whole

I went with my friends A&H - we weren't sure if we were able to obtain some pills so we started the evening drinking as normal

We entered the club and got some within about 10 mins ( please excuse my ignorance i'm very new to the scene so I'm not sure of the correct lingo )

We all then went to the loos and dropped

After about 20 mins we went into the chill out room - A started to come up but both myself and H felt nothing

10 mins later A&H were there but I still wasn't - A then started to feel sick so H took her to the loo leaving me with a friend who had also dropped

I then felt a sudden WOOOOOOSH !! and the whole room lifted

My friend who I was left with had a panic attack and freaked out ( I didn't know he had dropped 2 at the same time ) - he had used Pills and also Coke before so I now started to really panic and was wondering what the hell was going to happen to me if he was in this state

He went home and I felt as though I was in a dark tunnel - I didn't know what was going on and I thought my head was going to explode !

I was now talking very very quickly and said to the guy next to me I want to go NOW !

He asked me who I was with and I explained my friends were in the loo

He then got a female friend to help me find them - at this point I'm panicing like hell and wished to god I'd only dropped half

I found my 2 friends in a cubicle - A on the loo trying depseratley to pee and H sitting on the floor - I sat down to join them and kept saying I wanted to go - I was nearly crying

I had a ciggy and a drink of water and then a calmness came over me and I didn't want to move I was very comfy and now enjoying :)

We sat there for the next hour I think just talking very quickly and laughing - I also noticed the wall behind A kept going from being slanted and back to straight - I found this very amusing :)

We then went back to the Chill out room where I sat down and talked to everyone - I felt all loved up and everyone was my new best friend

I didn't want to dance which I found very strange as the time I had dropped half I danced all night

I then became obsessed with putting my lippy on and applying face powder - It felt sooo nice :D

I kept drinking small amounts of water and also smoking like a chimney ( ciggies had never been so satisfying )

I then started to grind my teeth and was in need of some gum - didn't have any so pinched a bit from one of my new best friends

We left the club at 4am and came back to my place - My pupils were huge and my eyes were a really bright blue

Got some sleep at about 7am and woke back up at 11 am

Woke up feeling almost clear and then had a ciggy - WOOOOSH seemed to come back up again 8(

I started seeing squares on my TV ( which was not switched on ) and felt happy again :)

I'm still feeling light headed and just had the most fantastic shower ever

After the initial panic attack I had a fantastic night ! :)

Big thank you to the people who looked after me and I think the key to having a pleasant time is to be with the right people whom you can trust to look after you should something turn nasty

If you see someone having a rough time please help them or at least talk to them - I found it can make all the difference :)

Take care of eachother people %)
 
total number of pills eaten by greenlighter = 1

total number of smilies used in thread = 9


discovering what it feels like to have your synapses burn out on you = priceless
 
coolness

Nice report, first times are always the most memorable.

Sorry to hear u freaked out at some point... i always freak out when class A's start going wrong...it's horrid :S
 
I then became obsessed with putting my lippy on and applying face powder - It felt sooo nice


These kind of tactile sensations are my FAVORITE as well. If you liked makeup, try having a partner (or mate if you're lucky enough) give you a massage on your face, do the same to your partner. mush his/her face around like playdough, it's an unbelievable feeling. At times it gets so good you forget that you're supposed to be doing it too, hehe.

good luck in the future and take care
 
Aja909 said:
total number of pills eaten by greenlighter = 1

total number of smilies used in thread = 9


discovering what it feels like to have your synapses burn out on you = priceless



LMFAO
 
Thanks Petty Hate Machine for sharing your first experence with us :)

Aja909: Best TR Reply in yonks! LMFAO :D
 
Aja909 said:
total number of pills eaten by greenlighter = 1

total number of smilies used in thread = 9


discovering what it feels like to have your synapses burn out on you = priceless

Made me giggle :D
 
hahah.. nice job. im glad u enjoyd it.. i didnt know that e burnt out the synapses in your brain ... thats weird.. i got to research this thing more
 
yea man good report... i feel your anxiety attack.. my first time rolling i was on 2 tabs of acid. i had no idea you had to drink water. i was sweating, felt uncomftorbale, felt as if my body was collapsing, etc... then my buddies turned and told me u need to drink water when rollling. an hour or so after dropping i finally began to enjoy the roll because i started to hydrate myself....
 
haha - Just read through this again ! :D

Remember it like it was yesterday :)

Due to me freaking out my 1st time , for a few times afterwards it would take me ages and ages ( about an hour and a half ) to come up because I was afraid of the rush - I love it now as long as it isn't too strong :)

Been dropping about once a month ( sometimes more , sometime less ) I've had no problems with it and only had 2 really shitty comedowns

I won't be dropping forever but I'm very much enjoying it at the moment ;)
 
PHM MODERATION..... if u start doing them weekly abd upping ur doses expect to start loos of magiv in 6 weeks.... i did, so i stopped got it bk, now on a mountly - month and a half thing!!! great
 
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