missing_one
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well, this was about 3 months ago now, but i'm posting it because i'd like to share the experience with others.
a month earlier, i'd gone out NYE and had a small quantity of speed for the first time, which was interesting. while on speed, i bought an e, but thought the better of taking it due to the fact that i wasnt with anyone i really knew well & i'd never had one before.
brought it home, intending to go out & take it the next weekend, but didn't. time drifted on, 2 guys i was with called me and said they went someplace and dropped theirs, and they were really good (one had previously had at least 2 or 3 e's, so i trusted his judgement). more time drifted, eventually it got to some point and i thought 'this is just sitting here in my room, screw it' and had it on the spot.
mind you i live @ home with my folks!
well, it didnt come on, and it didnt come on, and i went to have dinner with my folks. i started eating and then i got these pretty bad feelings in my head, like i'd lost my sense of balance or something. there was an actual physical sensation of something ... anyway i couldnt maintain my composure and said i was going to lie down. within the next few minutes in my room, it hit me and it just kept getting better and better.
you know what they say about it as a truth drug is really true, 'cause even though my parents are really open people (they have told me some stories of their own), i would never have thought of telling them what i just had until it actually took effect. anyway so i put some music on and shit, just looked outside at the birds and the sunset and stuff, then decided to run around the block.
ran around the neighbourhood like nothing else, must of had some kind of something else in it i guess, it felt a bit like the speed i had on new years, but i also got these amazing views when i looked at any glowing (low brightness) light, particularly coloured, particularly reds and oranges. which was great with the sunset, and all the computer lights in my room, and stuff.
anyway i ran up to this park, and around it, and it was great, i started getting the 'euphoric' feeling (the pleasure of movement), though this wasnt particularly strong, it was noticable when i slowed down more.
i noticed that i couldnt really feel my skin .. when i touched my forehead with my hand, it felt like leather for some reason. strange feeling. then i remembered that i'd been running for ages and i should have a drink, so i had some water out of a tap and ran off again ..
came home, more music, movement, talked to my parents about it, discussed how it made you feel open and stuff, they asked me heaps of questions and then asked me to get some for them! pretty funny really...
anyway peaked after an hour or two, still felt great for awhile then it started to wear down, but i still felt amazing. i got on the 'net and started talking to all kinds of people i knew on instant messaging stuff telling them about it .. quite funny really, in hindsight
the next morning, same as when i had the speed on new years', i kind of felt really refreshed(?!?!) ... sort of like .. amazingly well oiled, well exercised, maybe i was still speeding?
i can report some feeling of memory loss or difficulty recalling some things over the next few days, and as i am normally a pretty sober type of guy, i reckon im probably not imagining it.
over at LEAST the next week, whenever i looked at sunsets i still saw quite good visuals, though slowly declining in splendour ..
however, to this day months later i swear that the saturation ('vividness') of orange and red lights that i perceive has increased. particularly in low-light situations.
shortly after the e, say 1-2 weeks, i was very hesitant to take another one, due to the fact that i'd felt a memory effect, but i now feel that it's not too bad once in awhile, and i could have another one now (~3 months later) without hesitant at all.
the actual pill i had was from sydney, green mitsubishi with some little flecks of other colours. i'm told it was a good pill compared to others my friend had taken .. to me, reading other reports, it sounds quite positive. i'm not sure whether the environment in which i took it affects my perception of it though.
all in all, i can recommend whatever the hell was in that pill (some mdma, maybe mda/mdme too (judging by some very light reading???)), as an interesting and enjoyable experience, with no side-effects that would prevent me from trying it again in the future.
happy travels!
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a month earlier, i'd gone out NYE and had a small quantity of speed for the first time, which was interesting. while on speed, i bought an e, but thought the better of taking it due to the fact that i wasnt with anyone i really knew well & i'd never had one before.
brought it home, intending to go out & take it the next weekend, but didn't. time drifted on, 2 guys i was with called me and said they went someplace and dropped theirs, and they were really good (one had previously had at least 2 or 3 e's, so i trusted his judgement). more time drifted, eventually it got to some point and i thought 'this is just sitting here in my room, screw it' and had it on the spot.
mind you i live @ home with my folks!
well, it didnt come on, and it didnt come on, and i went to have dinner with my folks. i started eating and then i got these pretty bad feelings in my head, like i'd lost my sense of balance or something. there was an actual physical sensation of something ... anyway i couldnt maintain my composure and said i was going to lie down. within the next few minutes in my room, it hit me and it just kept getting better and better.
you know what they say about it as a truth drug is really true, 'cause even though my parents are really open people (they have told me some stories of their own), i would never have thought of telling them what i just had until it actually took effect. anyway so i put some music on and shit, just looked outside at the birds and the sunset and stuff, then decided to run around the block.
ran around the neighbourhood like nothing else, must of had some kind of something else in it i guess, it felt a bit like the speed i had on new years, but i also got these amazing views when i looked at any glowing (low brightness) light, particularly coloured, particularly reds and oranges. which was great with the sunset, and all the computer lights in my room, and stuff.
anyway i ran up to this park, and around it, and it was great, i started getting the 'euphoric' feeling (the pleasure of movement), though this wasnt particularly strong, it was noticable when i slowed down more.
i noticed that i couldnt really feel my skin .. when i touched my forehead with my hand, it felt like leather for some reason. strange feeling. then i remembered that i'd been running for ages and i should have a drink, so i had some water out of a tap and ran off again ..
came home, more music, movement, talked to my parents about it, discussed how it made you feel open and stuff, they asked me heaps of questions and then asked me to get some for them! pretty funny really...
anyway peaked after an hour or two, still felt great for awhile then it started to wear down, but i still felt amazing. i got on the 'net and started talking to all kinds of people i knew on instant messaging stuff telling them about it .. quite funny really, in hindsight
the next morning, same as when i had the speed on new years', i kind of felt really refreshed(?!?!) ... sort of like .. amazingly well oiled, well exercised, maybe i was still speeding?
i can report some feeling of memory loss or difficulty recalling some things over the next few days, and as i am normally a pretty sober type of guy, i reckon im probably not imagining it.
over at LEAST the next week, whenever i looked at sunsets i still saw quite good visuals, though slowly declining in splendour ..
however, to this day months later i swear that the saturation ('vividness') of orange and red lights that i perceive has increased. particularly in low-light situations.
shortly after the e, say 1-2 weeks, i was very hesitant to take another one, due to the fact that i'd felt a memory effect, but i now feel that it's not too bad once in awhile, and i could have another one now (~3 months later) without hesitant at all.
the actual pill i had was from sydney, green mitsubishi with some little flecks of other colours. i'm told it was a good pill compared to others my friend had taken .. to me, reading other reports, it sounds quite positive. i'm not sure whether the environment in which i took it affects my perception of it though.
all in all, i can recommend whatever the hell was in that pill (some mdma, maybe mda/mdme too (judging by some very light reading???)), as an interesting and enjoyable experience, with no side-effects that would prevent me from trying it again in the future.
happy travels!
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