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MDMA - 1st time - Loving It

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daisyduke 21

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E- 1st time - Loving It

I rolled for the first time on 4/12 at a Dave Matthews show. I took 1/2 of a pill (white with a star) at 7:00 and was not sure what to expect next. We got to the show and I started to feel warm all over, and I just wanted to hold my husbands hand and I wanted to hold hands with the other couple that we were with too (which I would have never done straight). At 8:15 I took a whole pill this time and the show had started and I have never felt so good in my life. We smoked about 6 joints throughout the show (not reallly sure if it did anything, I was so fucked up). The lights were so bright and vivid, and Dave was so clear, it was amazing. This couple we were with are experienced with E, so he knew all kinds of tricks, I was standing in front of him and he was rubbing my head and face felt oh so good, I couldn't believe it. And dance, I felt like I danced all night. It was a great expereince.
We rolled again with this same couple and another couple 2 weeks later, a much more intimate setting at thier house, we were prepared with glow sticks, music and water. I had got 8 tan horse shoe pills, C had 7 white stars, and R had 5 white superman. There were 6 of us, I thought we would never do all of that in one night, WRONG!
At 8:00 I took my first white star and about 45 minutes later I was coming up, C had me do push ups and they were great. At 9:00 I took another white star, I was coming up really good by then, I danced like I have never danced before, it was so hot but it felt so good. At 10:00 I took 1 tan horse shoe pill and then at 11:30 we crushed up some of the tan horse shoe pills and a few white supermans and I snorted a line of that. Well that made me go somewhere else, I never knew what europhic ment until that moment. There was so much love in the room, everyone was just laying on the bed hugging and rubbing each other. I kinda lost track of time and I am not sure when but in the next hour of so, I snorted 2 more lines I am not sure which pills they were, I had a wave of nausea and puked and then felt much better. C did some really awesome tricks with me, like picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder and spinning me around and then dropped me on his bed and then everyone started pulling at my arms and legs and I felt it, but I didn't. I totally went somewhere else. We were up all night, none of us could sleep (nor did we want to), C thinks some of the pills may have had alot speed in them, I was up from 6:00 am on Sat and did not sleep again unti SUn night at around midnight. It was great and I can;t wait to do it again.
[ 08 May 2002: Message edited by: daisyduke 21 ]
 
Ah yes, your first rolls, how do i love thee? Glad u enjoyed yourself but damn that was alot for your second time!! Anyway, welcome to the world of righteousness!! peace
 
ok since your new, and may of not had time to read the guidlines ill give ya another chance, you got till this time tomorrow to edit both your topic and report so that they comply with the Guidelines. Thank you Come agian.
 
Ya, now that I think about it, it was alot for my second time, but the first time I enjoyed it so much that I guess I just thought the more the better! And it was.
 
well you've come to the right place if u want some good first hand experiences. im glad u had fun and im sure you'll never get it. if you want to keep ecstasy as special it was those nites please keep it to a few times a year, learn from other people's mistakes and keep it a special drug.
peece
 
sounds like you had a really good time. but, for your second roll, it seems you went a wee bit overboard, in my opinion. i'd recommend reading up on the effects of mdma and pre/post loading procedures, to save yourself from being at such a high risk for having swiss brains down the road.
 
I'm glad you enjoyed it, but listen to vivisection. It was alot, and your brain needs at least a month to recover. Try not to do so much next time.
 
I enjoyed reading about your experience. I'd also echo what the others said about moderation.
Welcome to Bluelight!
 
Remember it, cherish it- but remember.... you will NEVER have a roll like that again. You try and try again to feel the same- just remember not to let the drug consume you, like it does to sooooo many. After your first time you want to do it everyday. It's a drug, it's not real- and it can be very destructive. I went through an- e-tard stage about 4 years ago (doing it ever weekend), so I somewhat know what I am talking about :) Remember moderation!!!!
 
Does anyone else here cringe when they hear someone say they took a pill with speed in it? Isn't this extremely unlikely? Mostly a speedy-feeling pill will contain MDEA.
Of course, re-dosing throughout the night is going to induce nausea at some point, and for the second time rolling ever, this girl surely took more ecstasy than necessary, she's on her way to a bad MDMA tolerance. Look, I know you're on your honeymoon and it's great and all, but why not invest a little time and learn a little about harm reduction.
 
Gotta disagree with you on both those points oneworld. Why couldn't a pill have meth/speed in it? I've done pills that have tested positive for speed. It does happen.
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Of course, re-dosing throughout the night is going to induce nausea at some point
Quite simply not true. It might happen to you but its a generalisation.
Back to the original point, great report :) . Keep it in moderation and welcome to some of the best laughs of your life :) .
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After the first roll, a lot of people go into a phase where they try to stretch out their roll as long as possible. I recall the third time I ever rolled, I was dancing and I remember a moment when I realized "I'm coming down. This does not feel as good as it did a minute ago." And that depressed me, which weakened my roll further. I tried smoking pot, but that just made me lethargic and I was still depressed and basically in a bad mood.
So then you start taking pill after pill to stretch out the roll. After a while, I think most of us come to a place where we can appreciate the time rolling without being desperate to prolong it. It is what it is. So now I wait about 2 months between rolls, take only one pill (sometimes not even a particularly strong pill) and enjoy it the way you can enjoy drinking alcohol without getting falling down drunk.
Given the number of pills you did so early on, it is fair to say you may have trouble approaching the intensity and length of that roll in the future unless you again do many pills. I'd recommend, though, that you prepare yourself that future rolls WILL be weaker and shorter. Maybe not all, but definitely some. Don't let that fact diminish the experience for you. When you can enjoy a fairly weak and short roll for its own sake, without comparing it to your prior mega-rolls, I think it is a better place for making decisions on using e responsibly. And it may help avoid the "short roll" let-down / depression that some people feel as they go desperately hunting for another pill to pop so the feeling won't end just yet.
I also recommend ghb on the come down to ease out of the roll and into a nice, relaxed and sensual mood. When I do this, I often don't notice when the roll ends and I am just on the ghb. It is the best extension I have found for rolls without doing more pills.
~psychoblast~
 
I LOVE taking GHB when I'm coming off a roll.. It seems to bring me right back up. It's amazing that just a lil itty bitty cap can bring a whole roll back. And then after I've finally come down off the x and g, I sleep ohhh so soundly. It's great. I love G! ;)
 
another bit of info, in case reading up hasn't occured yet. 5htp hasn't been mentioned yet in this post, but i was reading another post on the 'light about someone who preloaded with like a gram of 5htp during the day up until an hour or two before they dropped. said they had super intense rolls *every* time. 5htp's expensive, yeah, but think if you'd rather spend 25 bucks on a bottle that will last a couple weeks to a month, depending on frequency. it's worth looking into.
 
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