SilentRoller
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 9, 2012
- Messages
- 948
BACKGROUND: Have experimented with various substances in the past (APB's, Methylone, Shrooms etc), but I am in no way a heavy user; I have used MDMA twice before this experience, and both previous experiences were spaced a year apart [I leave a LONG time between my MDMA usage].
SUBSTANCE CONSUMED: MDMA in the form of a 'PartyFlock' Pill. Pill was marquis tested before consumption.
8pm: Me & my mate decide to drop half each before heading out to town; we have consumed a 2 cans of light beer beforehand to lessen the pre-drop anxiety, although no more alcohol was consumed after this. My friend and I had eaten about an hour previously, so we expected the pill to take a while to kick in, as the binder is also quite dense with theese. With this in mind, we drop our halfs.
8:10pm: Possible placebo, but it feels as if I have a deffinate energy boost, and perhaps a slight tingling sensation on my skin. We decide to roll a joint and walk on the beach before heading out to the pubs to meet the group
8:20pm: Walking on the beach smoking the joint and not expecting much yet, until my mate states that he can feel it kicking in hard. I laughed at him, and was about to tell him that he was talking rubbish; that was until my face was taken off by perhaps one of the most intense come-ups I have ever experienced in my life. The tingling sensation suddenly engulffed me as my legs began to feel weak and my heart started hammering in my chest. I'll be honest, I shat a brick here, as what I was experiencing was like being shot out of a cannon at 100mph, as all I can remember thinking was "Holy Shit!"
The comeup continued to climb quickly as the intenity ramped up to the next level. I heard my friend exclaim: "Oh God! Oh God! This is the best E I have ever done! Oh God!", and at this point I felt both anxious, but also at peace with myself, and I told him to simply let the feelings come over him rather than fight them. Of course, whilst saying this, I was still shitting bricks inside.
8:30pm: The comeup was still slapping us in the face as the intensity kept climbing, then a feeling of complete peace and love consumed my body, as my limbs lost all their weight and mass, as I became as light as a feather (cliche I know). The conversation started flowing between us as we begun shoving peice after peice of chewing gum in our mouths to combat the jaw clench which was begining to show. The cold isotonic drink we had felt orgasmic to drink, although I made a point to be careful with my water intake as awlays.
8:45pm: Having reached the first pub, we decide that there is no way we could possibly hide the fact we are on drugs, so we decide to meet our group at the next venue instead. I felt the effects rise at this point as the euphoria started crushing me into the ground with every wave. I decided to phone my girlfriend, and did the usual *I'm obviously on drugs, I love you so much*speech, before entering the second pub. As I entered the doorway of the venue,the music from the jukebox sent a wave of pleasure throughout my body, and I decided to stand still for a bit to enjoy this (must of looked like a right idiot). We took a seat near or group in the corner of the venue, and I went to the bar to get a half pint of water (my friend has a whiskey against my advice)
9:00pm: At this point, I think I made the biggest positive, but also negative decision of the night. Somehow (and don't ask why, I have no idea), it felt to me as if the effects from the first half were leveling out and that was simply it. So I, along with my mate decided to drop the second half ( I wonder how many of you are laughing at that reading this...). I'll be honest, from this point on in the report, there isn't really much time-keeping anymore.....
9:10pm: The other half kicks in almost straight away, and what I can only describe as "rushing so hard, I thought I was melting" ensued. For a strange reason, as the second half kicked in for my friend, he started staggering about, almost as he was really drunk (something I'm still not sure about). However, I did notice that I had no co-ordination regarding my arms that night, and managed to drop three glasses throughout the evening. As it gets hazy from this point on, I shall summerize the rest in bullet points:
*The euphoria was absolutely incredible, so much so that upon attempting to speak, I found my jaw quivering from the rushes. Upon meeting up with my Girlfriend in town later that evening, I was informed that I couldn't stop moving from side-to-side.
*Unusually, I had no short term memory. At some points, I found myself talking with my friend, and the next minute, ending up on the other side of the room with his phone, and having no idea how it happened.
*Upon reaching the dubstep event, I remember entering to get a glass of water (Side note: I had no issues with urine retention throuhout the night, although E-Penis was present
), and then being told by the doorman once inside to "Get some food and water and then come back in a hour")
Midnight: The effects had leveled out by the point, and whilst I was still feeling the rushes, I had regained my use of memory, and was no longer having the strange amnesia from a few hours prior. I was allowed back into the event at this point, and was told "Don't drink too much".....
1am: Effects had dwindled a bit by now, and I was started to feel very tired, although I stayed in the event at the request of my other half for an extra hour or so.
2am: Went home and fell asleep instantly after drinking a rehydration sachet. Slept like a log.
Next day: Felt absolutely fine apart from slightly fatigued and dehydrated. Unusally I had a raging desire for food, and I encountered no problems with urination or "suicide tuesday" following my roll (although I did dose with 5HTP following the night out).
Sorry for the scattered trip report everyone. In retrospect, I had an absolutely incredible night which I will remember (strangely, I can still remember all the euphoria I experienced and the people I talked too). However, I'm still slightly confused about the "lack of focus/memory" during the peak. Could anyone provide any insight into this.
Thanks for reading
SR
SUBSTANCE CONSUMED: MDMA in the form of a 'PartyFlock' Pill. Pill was marquis tested before consumption.
8pm: Me & my mate decide to drop half each before heading out to town; we have consumed a 2 cans of light beer beforehand to lessen the pre-drop anxiety, although no more alcohol was consumed after this. My friend and I had eaten about an hour previously, so we expected the pill to take a while to kick in, as the binder is also quite dense with theese. With this in mind, we drop our halfs.
8:10pm: Possible placebo, but it feels as if I have a deffinate energy boost, and perhaps a slight tingling sensation on my skin. We decide to roll a joint and walk on the beach before heading out to the pubs to meet the group
8:20pm: Walking on the beach smoking the joint and not expecting much yet, until my mate states that he can feel it kicking in hard. I laughed at him, and was about to tell him that he was talking rubbish; that was until my face was taken off by perhaps one of the most intense come-ups I have ever experienced in my life. The tingling sensation suddenly engulffed me as my legs began to feel weak and my heart started hammering in my chest. I'll be honest, I shat a brick here, as what I was experiencing was like being shot out of a cannon at 100mph, as all I can remember thinking was "Holy Shit!"
The comeup continued to climb quickly as the intenity ramped up to the next level. I heard my friend exclaim: "Oh God! Oh God! This is the best E I have ever done! Oh God!", and at this point I felt both anxious, but also at peace with myself, and I told him to simply let the feelings come over him rather than fight them. Of course, whilst saying this, I was still shitting bricks inside.
8:30pm: The comeup was still slapping us in the face as the intensity kept climbing, then a feeling of complete peace and love consumed my body, as my limbs lost all their weight and mass, as I became as light as a feather (cliche I know). The conversation started flowing between us as we begun shoving peice after peice of chewing gum in our mouths to combat the jaw clench which was begining to show. The cold isotonic drink we had felt orgasmic to drink, although I made a point to be careful with my water intake as awlays.
8:45pm: Having reached the first pub, we decide that there is no way we could possibly hide the fact we are on drugs, so we decide to meet our group at the next venue instead. I felt the effects rise at this point as the euphoria started crushing me into the ground with every wave. I decided to phone my girlfriend, and did the usual *I'm obviously on drugs, I love you so much*speech, before entering the second pub. As I entered the doorway of the venue,the music from the jukebox sent a wave of pleasure throughout my body, and I decided to stand still for a bit to enjoy this (must of looked like a right idiot). We took a seat near or group in the corner of the venue, and I went to the bar to get a half pint of water (my friend has a whiskey against my advice)
9:00pm: At this point, I think I made the biggest positive, but also negative decision of the night. Somehow (and don't ask why, I have no idea), it felt to me as if the effects from the first half were leveling out and that was simply it. So I, along with my mate decided to drop the second half ( I wonder how many of you are laughing at that reading this...). I'll be honest, from this point on in the report, there isn't really much time-keeping anymore.....
9:10pm: The other half kicks in almost straight away, and what I can only describe as "rushing so hard, I thought I was melting" ensued. For a strange reason, as the second half kicked in for my friend, he started staggering about, almost as he was really drunk (something I'm still not sure about). However, I did notice that I had no co-ordination regarding my arms that night, and managed to drop three glasses throughout the evening. As it gets hazy from this point on, I shall summerize the rest in bullet points:
*The euphoria was absolutely incredible, so much so that upon attempting to speak, I found my jaw quivering from the rushes. Upon meeting up with my Girlfriend in town later that evening, I was informed that I couldn't stop moving from side-to-side.
*Unusually, I had no short term memory. At some points, I found myself talking with my friend, and the next minute, ending up on the other side of the room with his phone, and having no idea how it happened.
*Upon reaching the dubstep event, I remember entering to get a glass of water (Side note: I had no issues with urine retention throuhout the night, although E-Penis was present
), and then being told by the doorman once inside to "Get some food and water and then come back in a hour")Midnight: The effects had leveled out by the point, and whilst I was still feeling the rushes, I had regained my use of memory, and was no longer having the strange amnesia from a few hours prior. I was allowed back into the event at this point, and was told "Don't drink too much".....
1am: Effects had dwindled a bit by now, and I was started to feel very tired, although I stayed in the event at the request of my other half for an extra hour or so.
2am: Went home and fell asleep instantly after drinking a rehydration sachet. Slept like a log.
Next day: Felt absolutely fine apart from slightly fatigued and dehydrated. Unusally I had a raging desire for food, and I encountered no problems with urination or "suicide tuesday" following my roll (although I did dose with 5HTP following the night out).
Sorry for the scattered trip report everyone. In retrospect, I had an absolutely incredible night which I will remember (strangely, I can still remember all the euphoria I experienced and the people I talked too). However, I'm still slightly confused about the "lack of focus/memory" during the peak. Could anyone provide any insight into this.
Thanks for reading
SR
