Harambulus
Greenlighter
Just had my first dose today.
Since it arrived before my 2-fa I thought it a good idea to take it in isolation to analyse effects.
took 150 mgs apporx total weighed on my scales. Started slow with allergy test. Waited 20 mins, then kept taking 25 mg every 25 mins or so since wasnt experiencing anyhting prfound.
Things only really started happening post 100mg mark which is what most ppl are saying on here...wanted to go slow tho since with the apb's the recommended doses were WAY over what I was comfortable with and left me with a psychotic type migraine for several hours tossing and turning in bed on a few occasions.
Once I get to 150mgs I had a noticeable buzz going and now felt decidedly 'intoxicated' such that I surmised dosing higher would only push me into dysphoria territory and not increase positive effects.
Effects wise pretty much just what I was expecting from reading reports. Incomplete on it's own; sedating yadda yadda- on the comedown I went to play my violin for a buit but fell into a mini slumber for a few secs with the bow in my hand.
After the 90 min mark I started to yawn alot then felt effects diminishing. I began to feel head pressure and deciding this was the comedown downed 600mg total so far of 5-htp. Ppl may say this is alot but I disagree with the hypothesis of serotonin syndrome risk since with huge releasers its depleting your tanks right so your tanks will be empty and you should stock up. On the MDMA comedown Ive taken up to 1500mgs in quick succession till most ill effects diminished- I find 5-htp has a quick cumulative effects and can blunt comedown effects if taken in this aggressive manner- tho maybe it wouldnt do the same for others so wouldnt say go do it- if you do 200mgs at a time like I do, wait 15 mins and see. Thats what I do and I find after each 15 mins I feel progressively better till this cold empty brained feeling of serotonin depletion is replaced by a warm cotton feeling- like Ive got going on now as it goes. This isnt mere hypothesis...from taking huge doses of 5-htp right after taking mdma, and now this it progressively brings my mood back up.
One good signifier I've found is when I continue drinking alcohol as Im coming down it is no longer pleasurable- in fact it adds to the dysphoria like Im poisoning myself- and every sip I feel a dry lump in the back of my throat becoming more pronounced. This is what Ive denoted over the years to myself as my body saying to put on the brakes- and that my neurotransmitters require replenishment. In today's case again as soon as I began supplementing with 5-htp this is diminished and alcohol is having an effect again easing me back to baseline.
I wondered why I was having such horrific comedowns in the past year or so and I realized its cos Id stopped taking supplements on the comedown- so these are definately back in the arsenal as the 1st port of call.
Of the MDAI I took the 150 in small increments so next time ill try maybe 125 in one go now I have the hang of it adding the stim after. Actually maybe stim first and mdai to curb the pervasive horniness :D Decisions! :D
One thing I noticed with this when I thought about sexual things it made me anxious- which Ive had with other drugs- I really hate that feeling. So Im interested to see how a dopa in the mix will curb this- as that makes me want to devour anything of the opposite sex- whcih in itself is a problem- too much in the opposite direciton imo. Dopa alone makes me TOO horny and this seems to give a little horniess but cause aniety at those thoughts for me so Im thinking in unison they may make it just right. That is what Im aiming for anyhow. I want to take away the compulsive horniess of pure dopa high while keeping the positive get things done effect.
Since it arrived before my 2-fa I thought it a good idea to take it in isolation to analyse effects.
took 150 mgs apporx total weighed on my scales. Started slow with allergy test. Waited 20 mins, then kept taking 25 mg every 25 mins or so since wasnt experiencing anyhting prfound.
Things only really started happening post 100mg mark which is what most ppl are saying on here...wanted to go slow tho since with the apb's the recommended doses were WAY over what I was comfortable with and left me with a psychotic type migraine for several hours tossing and turning in bed on a few occasions.
Once I get to 150mgs I had a noticeable buzz going and now felt decidedly 'intoxicated' such that I surmised dosing higher would only push me into dysphoria territory and not increase positive effects.
Effects wise pretty much just what I was expecting from reading reports. Incomplete on it's own; sedating yadda yadda- on the comedown I went to play my violin for a buit but fell into a mini slumber for a few secs with the bow in my hand.
After the 90 min mark I started to yawn alot then felt effects diminishing. I began to feel head pressure and deciding this was the comedown downed 600mg total so far of 5-htp. Ppl may say this is alot but I disagree with the hypothesis of serotonin syndrome risk since with huge releasers its depleting your tanks right so your tanks will be empty and you should stock up. On the MDMA comedown Ive taken up to 1500mgs in quick succession till most ill effects diminished- I find 5-htp has a quick cumulative effects and can blunt comedown effects if taken in this aggressive manner- tho maybe it wouldnt do the same for others so wouldnt say go do it- if you do 200mgs at a time like I do, wait 15 mins and see. Thats what I do and I find after each 15 mins I feel progressively better till this cold empty brained feeling of serotonin depletion is replaced by a warm cotton feeling- like Ive got going on now as it goes. This isnt mere hypothesis...from taking huge doses of 5-htp right after taking mdma, and now this it progressively brings my mood back up.
One good signifier I've found is when I continue drinking alcohol as Im coming down it is no longer pleasurable- in fact it adds to the dysphoria like Im poisoning myself- and every sip I feel a dry lump in the back of my throat becoming more pronounced. This is what Ive denoted over the years to myself as my body saying to put on the brakes- and that my neurotransmitters require replenishment. In today's case again as soon as I began supplementing with 5-htp this is diminished and alcohol is having an effect again easing me back to baseline.
I wondered why I was having such horrific comedowns in the past year or so and I realized its cos Id stopped taking supplements on the comedown- so these are definately back in the arsenal as the 1st port of call.
Of the MDAI I took the 150 in small increments so next time ill try maybe 125 in one go now I have the hang of it adding the stim after. Actually maybe stim first and mdai to curb the pervasive horniness :D Decisions! :D
One thing I noticed with this when I thought about sexual things it made me anxious- which Ive had with other drugs- I really hate that feeling. So Im interested to see how a dopa in the mix will curb this- as that makes me want to devour anything of the opposite sex- whcih in itself is a problem- too much in the opposite direciton imo. Dopa alone makes me TOO horny and this seems to give a little horniess but cause aniety at those thoughts for me so Im thinking in unison they may make it just right. That is what Im aiming for anyhow. I want to take away the compulsive horniess of pure dopa high while keeping the positive get things done effect.
