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Bluelighter
Soul Cleansing
Today I had the most spiritual, soul cleansing drug exprience of my life.
I've had this pill of MDA for a while, and had been waiting for the right time to use it. I figured since I finished school last week, and am a high school graduate why not do it now.
I also thought that by doing it now when I'm entering the "real world" it would help me gather my thoughts and organize them. I took the pill and disolved it under my tounge, as to get the full taste/character of the drug.
I then took a shower while coming up to cleanse my self and to symbolize the soul cleansing and purification I was about to undergo. After I got out I put on a rob and sat in the middle of my living room.
I put on some soft ambient music and closed my eyes. I sat there and thought, I thought about where my life is heading, what my short comings and strenghts are. I thought about how I could use my strenghts to improve my short comings. I thought about my relashonships with people, and which ones needed improvment.
Soon I felt the drug wearing off so I opened my eyes and arose a new man. I noticed 4 hours had passed. I sat for 4 hours listening to the same cd and learned so much about myself.
I then proceded to take another shower to close the exprience. Now I feel like a new better person, with more goals and a plan to reach these goals.
[Edit: Added some paragraph breaks. -C22]
Today I had the most spiritual, soul cleansing drug exprience of my life.
I've had this pill of MDA for a while, and had been waiting for the right time to use it. I figured since I finished school last week, and am a high school graduate why not do it now.
I also thought that by doing it now when I'm entering the "real world" it would help me gather my thoughts and organize them. I took the pill and disolved it under my tounge, as to get the full taste/character of the drug.
I then took a shower while coming up to cleanse my self and to symbolize the soul cleansing and purification I was about to undergo. After I got out I put on a rob and sat in the middle of my living room.
I put on some soft ambient music and closed my eyes. I sat there and thought, I thought about where my life is heading, what my short comings and strenghts are. I thought about how I could use my strenghts to improve my short comings. I thought about my relashonships with people, and which ones needed improvment.
Soon I felt the drug wearing off so I opened my eyes and arose a new man. I noticed 4 hours had passed. I sat for 4 hours listening to the same cd and learned so much about myself.
I then proceded to take another shower to close the exprience. Now I feel like a new better person, with more goals and a plan to reach these goals.
[Edit: Added some paragraph breaks. -C22]
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