nephil
Bluelighter
On 5/10/2002, finals were over and we were all in a mode to have a good time. I was at a post final party (late afternoon) when a friend and I were discussing ecstasy. Of course, this brought on an urge to roll, so we proceeded to brainstorm about finding some pills.
B, (the sidekick of the evening), contacted his source, E, who claimed to have enough for two doses. There were three of us total, but the third person, J, did not wish to participate. So, J decided to drive B and myself over to E's house.
When we got there expecting MDMA pills, we discovered that we would be dosing pure MDA crystals instead. Being experienced only with MDMA, I had never tried this, but was definitely open to experiment. We had no testing kit, but E claimed that he had tested it and it was good. This is my report, not very exciting night, but it definitely left me wanting to try again, definitely in a better setting.
8:30PM- 1/10 of a gram of pure MDA crystals, parachuted (tucked in toilet paper) and swallowed.
9:00PM- J is driving B and I back from E's house. After about 10 minutes in the backseat of the car, I start to notice some effects. The system in the car is excellent. Very bass-ey, and I am beginning to feel receptive to the music. The seat vibrating my left and right back and butt is sending warm sensations up and down my spine. I just sit and feel and look around, and notice light patterns remaining in my minds dark abyss after I close my eyes.
9:15PM- Arrive at my apartment to get something. I am feeling very, very speedy. More than I have ever felt with MDMA. I can't sit down, and can't stop moving. I can feel an onset of mental confusion, like my brain is moving out of synch with my body. At one point my brain is moving faster, at another my body is leaving my brain in the dust. (B is sitting, appearing to feel very mellow)
9:45PM- Leave my apt., to head over to a party at a friend's house. We arrive, but no party, however I am feeling totally content.
We all decide to go look for another party that we know of.
10:30-11:30- Basically drive around for an hour with no outcome. I can definitely say I peaked at this time (of course it is in the backseat of a car). Even though we were headed nowhere, I felt very good where I was. Definitley lost in the music, a whole hour went by and my eyes were closed. I really felt connected to the music, I actually saw mental visions of myself having a good time, even though I was just sitting. I felt surges of the bass moving through my muscles like a wave that was so real I could see and feel its warmth. Occasionally I would alert myself to what was going on in the car, but it had no affect on the bliss I was feeling just 'being'.
-The only troubling thought was for the sake of J, who was driving (sober) and he just wanted to go somewhere and stay there. That feeling started to mellow me out a bit.
11:45- we end up at a small party, mellow, relaxed group of people that we knew. I felt as if my roll time was coming to an end, but as soon as we walk in, I came back up, immediately. Brightened sense, clenched grin, feeling very warm and cozy, chatterey.
However, we decide this is too mellow, so we leave, deciding the night was uneventful we go to chill at J's house.
-Oddly enough, upon arriving at J's house, I start to feel lovey and like I am up again. So, J and I basically just chilled, sat and talked for about 3 hours. Listened to music, just hung out.
-All in all it was a really great feeling. I just wish that the setting had been a little more stable for us, and that we all could have had a good time. I forsee myself dosing MDA again, especially since I got so much (like a good 6-7 hour experience) out of such a small dose, and botched setting. So I'd like to see how it would be if we were in a different enviornment, and we were all in a good state of mind.
Sorry it is so boring, maybe next time I'll have much more...thanks for reading.
B, (the sidekick of the evening), contacted his source, E, who claimed to have enough for two doses. There were three of us total, but the third person, J, did not wish to participate. So, J decided to drive B and myself over to E's house.
When we got there expecting MDMA pills, we discovered that we would be dosing pure MDA crystals instead. Being experienced only with MDMA, I had never tried this, but was definitely open to experiment. We had no testing kit, but E claimed that he had tested it and it was good. This is my report, not very exciting night, but it definitely left me wanting to try again, definitely in a better setting.
8:30PM- 1/10 of a gram of pure MDA crystals, parachuted (tucked in toilet paper) and swallowed.
9:00PM- J is driving B and I back from E's house. After about 10 minutes in the backseat of the car, I start to notice some effects. The system in the car is excellent. Very bass-ey, and I am beginning to feel receptive to the music. The seat vibrating my left and right back and butt is sending warm sensations up and down my spine. I just sit and feel and look around, and notice light patterns remaining in my minds dark abyss after I close my eyes.
9:15PM- Arrive at my apartment to get something. I am feeling very, very speedy. More than I have ever felt with MDMA. I can't sit down, and can't stop moving. I can feel an onset of mental confusion, like my brain is moving out of synch with my body. At one point my brain is moving faster, at another my body is leaving my brain in the dust. (B is sitting, appearing to feel very mellow)
9:45PM- Leave my apt., to head over to a party at a friend's house. We arrive, but no party, however I am feeling totally content.
We all decide to go look for another party that we know of.
10:30-11:30- Basically drive around for an hour with no outcome. I can definitely say I peaked at this time (of course it is in the backseat of a car). Even though we were headed nowhere, I felt very good where I was. Definitley lost in the music, a whole hour went by and my eyes were closed. I really felt connected to the music, I actually saw mental visions of myself having a good time, even though I was just sitting. I felt surges of the bass moving through my muscles like a wave that was so real I could see and feel its warmth. Occasionally I would alert myself to what was going on in the car, but it had no affect on the bliss I was feeling just 'being'.
-The only troubling thought was for the sake of J, who was driving (sober) and he just wanted to go somewhere and stay there. That feeling started to mellow me out a bit.
11:45- we end up at a small party, mellow, relaxed group of people that we knew. I felt as if my roll time was coming to an end, but as soon as we walk in, I came back up, immediately. Brightened sense, clenched grin, feeling very warm and cozy, chatterey.
However, we decide this is too mellow, so we leave, deciding the night was uneventful we go to chill at J's house.
-Oddly enough, upon arriving at J's house, I start to feel lovey and like I am up again. So, J and I basically just chilled, sat and talked for about 3 hours. Listened to music, just hung out.
-All in all it was a really great feeling. I just wish that the setting had been a little more stable for us, and that we all could have had a good time. I forsee myself dosing MDA again, especially since I got so much (like a good 6-7 hour experience) out of such a small dose, and botched setting. So I'd like to see how it would be if we were in a different enviornment, and we were all in a good state of mind.
Sorry it is so boring, maybe next time I'll have much more...thanks for reading.
It wasn't boring at all.
