Bad news guys.
My general manager just finished doing the managers' schedule for the month of June (I've been a manager-in-training/part-time manager there for like 4 months now, usually working 1-2 shifts per week). And, *sigh* I wasn't allowed both of my requests off

Actually I was given NEITHER my birthday weekend OR Starscape weekend (my birthday being Sat June 11) but I pleaded to have just one weekend off.
So, I had to choose. And I chose to have my birthday off instead

To be honest I've been thinking lately and my heart just isn't into going to SS this year. I've been acting excited but I really haven't been feeling it. I was planning on possibly coming down for the night before SS hotel fun, but, I can't, because I am scheduled to manage/open the restaurant at 9am on that Saturday (18th) so, if I'm not there, the restaurant doesn't open and needless to say thats a HUGE deal lol

And I cannot afford to fuck anything up (and this includes trying to get 2 consecutive weekends off in a row, as thats not really an acceptable thing for restaurant managers to do 8) ), so I just have to go with it.
But, on the up side, I'm the one who makes the server/bartender schedule, so, I can still give myself the following Sunday off from work. That way *IF* on a whim I get some change of heart and want to go to Starscape, I technically can. I get off work at 5pm on that Saturday, and its about a 3.5 hour drive for me. So, I'll leave that window open. But I cannot come down the night before
So basically there's like a 25% chance I'll make it. I'm not planning to go, but I am leaving the possibility open if I decide that last minute I want to go. I know I'll regret not going. I already know this, but...
well I guess this is growing up 