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MD*A - Experienced and Cocaine - First Time. Hmm...

Spongehead56

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Last friday was about my 15th time rolling and I was not expecting to do any other drugs. The only other drugs I had ever done were percocet (dumb) and weed. As you'll see, I ended up trying cocaine for the first time.

The night started well, I met my friend and got some E (Blue Dolphins). Then I met up with my friends D and G and went to a house warming party with some drug buddies. The party was decent sized (20-30 people) and drugs were readily available for cheap or for free. As soon as I got there I dropped the first of the three dolphins I had.

After about 45 minutes of chatting, the first pill hit. I've taken these exact pills many times before, so I knew what to expect. Since I had rolled (taken E) the last couple weekends the high was not all that strong. So, I decided to take my second pill and then about an hour later, my third. I don't usually do three pills in a night, but I knew I wouldn't be able to roll for the next few weeks so I said screw it.

Once the third pill hit I was rolling balls. Very fun body high and I was very social. Not lovey dovey, but social. I have reason (I tested them with EZ Test Extreme) to believe these pills had a mix of MDA and MDMA so that kind of high makes sense. I got and gave a few backrubs, met more people, and checked out the DJ in the basement. Good times. Oh, also during this time my friends D and G left to go to another party. They were rolling also.

About 5 hours after I dropped the last pill I was pretty much back to normal; just a few residual effects. I went upstairs to talk some more and like most the night, there were lines of coke on the glass table. weird thing this time was no one was snorting them. We sat around for awhile and then someone asked whose lines those were on the table. The owner said he didn't want the lines and anyone could have them. For some reason I spoke up and said I wanted a line. Right after I said it I thought "What the heck, why did I just ask for a line?". Anyways, these people knew it would be my first line ever and while some were uneasy, most said to go ahead but be careful. Two other people did the other two lines and then it was my turn. I quickly took the rolled up dollar bill, stuck it up my nose, and snorted a large (4-5 inches) line. It felt good. I was surprised it didn't burn too bad.

After about a minute my face went numb. My teeth, my jaw, my cheeks, and my nose all felt like they were asleep. You know, tingly and numb. I also felt very energised. I sat there thinking "I can't believe I just snorted cocaine. I'm an ecstasy guy; I've never been interested in other drugs". I still felt really good, but I was surprised at how different it was from Ecstasy. I thought since Coke was so popular I'd get a huge high and be out of it. But, I wasn't. I was normal, but really awake, talkative, and numb. Also at this time I could feel the drip. It felt like syrup was dripping down the back of my throat. I had a bottle of water and was keeping myself hydrated, so this didn't really bother me. In fact I kind of enjoyed it for some unknown reason.

About a half hour after I did the line I got a slight floating feeling. This I recognized. Just like Ecstasy I felt like my brain was floating in my head. I liked this quite a bit. I still was thinking "what's all the fuss about cocaine? It's not that great".

After 3 hours my face was still numb. I started asking people how long my face would be numb for. They said it usually didn't last that long, but since it was my first time, I did a decent size line, and it was supposedly good stuff it wasn't unheard of for it to last a few hours. I didn't mind it, I was just surprised.

Another hour passed and my face went back to normal. I wasn't normal, but I wasn't high either. I felt similar to how I feel after staying up all on night on E.

The next day I felt like I would not do Coke again since it wasn't that great and I know it is expensive to buy. Today (Monday) I feel like I'd like to do it again sometime. I don't know why, but I definitely feel an urge. My body must have liked it more than I thought. I'm still unsure about how I want to deal with this. It doesn't seem like many Coke users are able to use coke once a month like many Ecstasy use E once a month. It would be very cool if I maybe did Coke every couple months, but I don't want to ever be addicted . I have a few years of college left and then a very professional job to deal with. Not mention wanting to have a family.

Do any of you do coke on a very moderate basis? Is it difficult? Let me know what you guys think about my situation. Thanks a lot.
 
Nice quick report. I myself am able to be very sparse in my drug use and occasionally use cocaine. I am able to space my uses and therefore am not drawn into the addiction like some friends. Occasionally I will get the bad withdraw in which I want more but I do not have a very addictive personality so I just let it go through me and wait a couple weeks or so to do it again.
 
2 birthdays and New Years Eve I allow myself some cocaine- so it is possible to abstain. But it is VERY moreish and the more u take the more you want it. Set limits for yourself NOW and if you break them - well you've got a problem...
 
Be careful. It is VERY addicting. It is for me. Fortunately, my respect for $$$ is greater than the physical addiction. So far. I almost never can just stop at the end of the night and usually snort up the remaining stash. The negatives are of course are torn up sinus' and sketchiness/impatience the next day. If you can use with moderation during a roll/peak, the results are phenomenal.
 
Just to update everyone; since this report I have been able to use coke sparringly. I use coke once a month or less with no problems except for the "oh, a line sure would be nice right now" every now and again. Thanks for the responses.
 
Good report! And it's (so far) good that you have the mind state of using coke only once in a while. Keep your usage as low as it is, and dont make any exceptions. The psychological power of the drug is absolutely unbelievable, and people with extremely high willpower will often still be sometimes unable to resist the lure of 'having just a little bit more', or 'one more fun night'. As long as you don't break your occasional/rare use, no harm will be done. :)
 
Yeah, for me the high was not enjoyable. Just a lot of random numbness in the face and no noticable mood change.
 
I have moved away from cocaine. Used it on 2 occasions recently ater not using for over a year. I have never been a regular user, but, well, despite the inititial pleasure whenever a session begins, for me the cravings and the frustration by far outweigh the good. I can't help feeling short-changed, and the experience is everything but insightful. Makes me feel stupid and disappointed - so it is a complete waste of time. The comedowns aren't worth it, imho.

I have seen people go from occasional use to regular use and it has not served them. They become interested in the banal when they're on it and in cocaine when not - the sad thing is they don't even seem to realise it.

I won't say I'll never use again, but it will be a long time till I will do it again. Hell, last week I stayed up all night with a friend who kept dosing all night and I just watched his use and never touched it.
 
im able to do coke whenever and not feel addicted, some months i do it every weekend, then i just get bored and dont do it for a few months.. thats the same with all my drug usuage (except alcohal) ill go hard for a few months and then abstain completely for a few months
 
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