mordacity85
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 18, 2010
- Messages
- 4
Hi guys im new to this forum and i guess i just wanted to share my recent experiance after taking MCAT and to warn people but to also compare it with others experiances.
OK , so i've taken MC on and off for about 8 months , it started off as just a once a month thing since i was bored with going out and drinking loads and spending alot of money , i found MCAT a cheap way to enjoy a night out and it also put a diferent spin on going out which i enjoyed in comparison to just drinking.
My body started to build up a certain tolerance to the drug and found myself taking more to get a decent buzz and before i knew it i was doing up to 3 gramms on a night and staying up through the night into the afternoon.
After a while i found i was taking it everytime i went out in order to have a good night and found just drinking was boring and what was once a treat became a habbit.
In the last week i've started to notice how bad it has become and some nasty unwanted side effects , so i've packed it in , at least as a regular thing.
Me and my m8s had a bit of a binge the other night and did too much , taking it when really there was no point but for some reason we couldn't stop untill we finished the entire supply.
THE BAD PART
Eventually we were sat up at 9 am in the morning , non of us able to communicate with on another , move or think straight , and calling sick off work.
I tried to sleep but i was finding it VERY hard to breath , almost as tho i had to think about breathing and taking really deep breaths every few seconds.
My mind started playing tricks with me , i actually was scared to sleep because i thought if i did i might not wake up and forget to breath , so the only option was to stay awake and just sit on my sofa with my m8s untill the drug left my system.
The next few days have been hell , i've had extremely dark thoughts and was too paranoid to leave the house , unable to think straight to do my work and all i wanted to do was lie in bed.
When i eventually left the house to go around and buy some fags i was freaking out , i thought everyone was looking at me and whispering about me and when i went to the counter i was proper "skitzing out" pouring with sweat and i swear the girl serving must of thought i was mental.
I also stopped and looked at myself and realised i had lost alot of muscle and my lips were cracked , sore and bleeding. As well as physical signs i also noticed i noticed i was talking to myself alot , not just the normal "sort your self out man" stuff but actuall conversations and feeling of dispair and worthlessness.
I'm not sure why im writing this , but i guess i just want people to know so if they are taking this drug or are thinking about it then beware its not all good.
I think if you just do it once in a while , 3 or 4 small lines a night as a treat once a month or so then your probably be fine , but thats how i started and now im like this , it's getting better 3 days later but still feel very anxious and paranoid when leaving the house.
My advice is this - if your going to take this drug then just buy the amount you need , or only take out a small amount with you because this drug is very addictive and you will end up taking your entire supply to keep the buzzing feeling going.
I was planning on getting more for this weekend but i turned it down , im not saying i will never take it again, but if i do i now know how easy it is to overdose.
I hope this helps some one , and im sorry about the lenth of this post , i could of made it alot longer and if anyone wants me to be more specific about anything i will do so.
Well going to sleep now , need to get some energy for the gym tomorow to try and regain some of my strength and muscle
OK , so i've taken MC on and off for about 8 months , it started off as just a once a month thing since i was bored with going out and drinking loads and spending alot of money , i found MCAT a cheap way to enjoy a night out and it also put a diferent spin on going out which i enjoyed in comparison to just drinking.
My body started to build up a certain tolerance to the drug and found myself taking more to get a decent buzz and before i knew it i was doing up to 3 gramms on a night and staying up through the night into the afternoon.
After a while i found i was taking it everytime i went out in order to have a good night and found just drinking was boring and what was once a treat became a habbit.
In the last week i've started to notice how bad it has become and some nasty unwanted side effects , so i've packed it in , at least as a regular thing.
Me and my m8s had a bit of a binge the other night and did too much , taking it when really there was no point but for some reason we couldn't stop untill we finished the entire supply.
THE BAD PART
Eventually we were sat up at 9 am in the morning , non of us able to communicate with on another , move or think straight , and calling sick off work.
I tried to sleep but i was finding it VERY hard to breath , almost as tho i had to think about breathing and taking really deep breaths every few seconds.
My mind started playing tricks with me , i actually was scared to sleep because i thought if i did i might not wake up and forget to breath , so the only option was to stay awake and just sit on my sofa with my m8s untill the drug left my system.
The next few days have been hell , i've had extremely dark thoughts and was too paranoid to leave the house , unable to think straight to do my work and all i wanted to do was lie in bed.
When i eventually left the house to go around and buy some fags i was freaking out , i thought everyone was looking at me and whispering about me and when i went to the counter i was proper "skitzing out" pouring with sweat and i swear the girl serving must of thought i was mental.
I also stopped and looked at myself and realised i had lost alot of muscle and my lips were cracked , sore and bleeding. As well as physical signs i also noticed i noticed i was talking to myself alot , not just the normal "sort your self out man" stuff but actuall conversations and feeling of dispair and worthlessness.
I'm not sure why im writing this , but i guess i just want people to know so if they are taking this drug or are thinking about it then beware its not all good.
I think if you just do it once in a while , 3 or 4 small lines a night as a treat once a month or so then your probably be fine , but thats how i started and now im like this , it's getting better 3 days later but still feel very anxious and paranoid when leaving the house.
My advice is this - if your going to take this drug then just buy the amount you need , or only take out a small amount with you because this drug is very addictive and you will end up taking your entire supply to keep the buzzing feeling going.
I was planning on getting more for this weekend but i turned it down , im not saying i will never take it again, but if i do i now know how easy it is to overdose.
I hope this helps some one , and im sorry about the lenth of this post , i could of made it alot longer and if anyone wants me to be more specific about anything i will do so.
Well going to sleep now , need to get some energy for the gym tomorow to try and regain some of my strength and muscle
I'll ask it to be moved.
Hope you get some good sleepulz [^_^]
