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Maybe that's just my Destiny

E-girl

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Sometimes, i sneak to this computer late at night,
And pour out my heart
Things i could never say to you
For fear you would laugh, or worse yet, not care at all.
We've been through a lot, you and i...
It seems like, if we were putting our relaionship through some sort of test,
It made it through,
once, twice, a billion times
yet we still question our hearts
you make me feel like i'm not worth it
yet its ME, sleeping next to the liar, the cheater, the back-stabber...
and never once complaining
no one understands how i can look you in the eye
and believe the things you say
and i say,
They. dont. have. to. understand.
If loving one person is about the way everyone else in the world sees that love,,
then what is the use of it?
...
I see love as a journey
You walk alone for a while,
And somewhere along the way
You met all different types of people who will try to win your heart
And eventually, you end up walking next to just one of them
They hold your hand and make the journey something special
There's always times when you have to walk uphill and its not so easy,
But for every uphill, there's gotta be a downhill
Sometimes, one of you ends up taking a different road, for whatever reason,
But roads in the world, a lot of them end up running into each other again...
And i think if it's really love,
Your journey ends right where it began
I look at you, while you sleep
You no longer fit the image of the dream guy i want to marry someday...
It's like you're not really my type at all...
I want someone taller, more ambitious, more serious about life, someone who sweeps me off my feet...
But
My heart is with you...
And maybe that's enough. Maybe it is my destiny to live a difficult life... full of let-downs and hardships and sleepless nights,
All for the love of this guy,
you,
Whom i'd do anything for
And someday you'll realize it.
 
you absolutely amaze me. This was beautiful, real, wonderful, just like everything else you put out here. Thanks for sharing this.
*hugs*
ange
 
its one of those sleepless nights again, and reading your post just made me think what is love? convenience or what u just described above, i haven't figured it out yet, but one thing i know for sure is that love = being happy. and if you are happy with what you've got it doesnt matter what people say, but from what all i can learn from this fucked up world i've learned that the most important thing is to be happy.
and if that just didn't make sense then it's because it's 4am and i have to be up in three hours :)
{{{{{hugs}}}}}
 
"Anything is one of a million paths.Therefore, a person must always keep in mind that a path is only a path; if he feels that he should not follow it, he must not stay with it under any conditions. His decision to keep on that path or to leave it should be free from fear or ambition. He must look at every path closely and deliberaltely. There is a question that a person has to ask, mandatorily: Does this path have a heart?
All paths are the same: they lead nowhere. However, a path without a heart is never enjoyable. On the other hand, a path with a heart is easy- it does not make a person work at liking it; it makes for a joyful journey; as long as a person follows it, he is one with it"-don Juan Matus
your work is always beutiful E-girl,may you always find a path with a heart :)
[ 06 December 2001: Message edited by: harraser ]
 
damn this is such a beautiful poem.. the part about love being a journey is so true I fell in love at first site about 4yrs ago but we were young and she didn't feel the same... 4yrs later.. after our separte relation ship... me and Emily my girl our best friends and are together... lifes a trip... never thought it would be em that i would fall in love but roads do lead back to were they began...
 
E-girl, I swear that everytime I read your writings, I feel that I can relate in some way or another. Relationships can be so rocky and I know that feeling of attachment that no matter how hard you try to push away, never seems to leave. Life in general is pretty difficult. Anywayz, beautiful words from the beautiful mind! Keep them coming sweetie. :)
 
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