So, as noted in my last entry, I dosed 440mgs of methadone on Sunday Xmas Day and although I said it would hold me only until 8AM, Tuesday, it is now Thursday, 4AM, and I haven't touched an opiate/opioid since Xmas, I have a tad bit of hyper-sexuality (spontaneous orgasms aren't unusual during a Cold Turkey Withdrawal) and a runny nose but then I had my sinuses wrecked by a bullet so go figure. I may dose late this afternoon with morphine, or, I might try to go for the long haul.
The craziest shit happened to me yesterday. Too bad Mariposa has been making herself scarce for a bit because she would love this; I found out that Jackie is pregnant! Not only is she knocked up, it is by some strange looking white guy who looks to be in his mid-60s. Better him than me gosh. The thing is, while she was fucking this slag she was busy begging me for a chance. I found out by accident. I'm considering three or four women- although I'm still involved with Joysa I don't think I'm ready to dive into domestic life again.
One of the women and I were talking; As I often say on BL, I never lie. I tell them all they want to know though most usually regret it afterwards. After I told this one girl she filed it away in her mind. We parted ways for the night (I'm in Makati now, in Manila). After she was alone she went online and did a search on Jackie and came up with a page on a social networking site. There she saw Jackie had made a brand new account and had pictures of what looks to be a 65 year old Uncle Fester on Crack though, being the Philippines, he is more than likely a tweaker. His head is like a giant elongated oval, sunken cheeks and eye sockets.
So the girl calls me up, "Raki, go to --- --- and look at her page! She is pregnant by an ugly old Kano (white man though literally its short for American)." I did and was horrified. I tried to wish her luck, congratulate her, but she's too smart, barring comments. I'm still a bit suprised that she would play with giving birth in such a way. Having left 3 kids under 6 years of age she now makes one with an old man? What the fuck?
I flew up to Manila because Typhoon Sendong was so catastrophic that new routes will have to be cut through the reefs offshore for the ferries. I was seated next to a very attractive woman. We got to talking, she is a Malaysian but what they call Orang Asli, the indigenous rainforest tribes that were there after Negritos but before Malays. Her tribe is the Temuan, and they live in Perak. Stunning, 30, and a virgin. In Southeast Asia its not that unusual, especially with more traditional tribes. She is an academic in an economics department.
I pissed her off. In Borneo, where I spend a fair amount of time, such tribes are known to Malaysians as Bumiputra, "People of the Land." When she told me she was a Protestant from Perak I knew she was Orang Asli but asked her if she was Bumiputri. She was so pissed, turns out she's an activist for her tribe as well haha. They prefer to be called Orang Asli. Its akin to an American calling a Native American an "Indian" By the end of the one hour flight though I had recovered to the poinr where I would have invited her home with me if she hadn't had a ticket for a connecting flight.
There is a girl that I met two weels ago in Butuan, when I went with my father in law to Camp Bancasi, an army camp there. She is 23, works in a family bakery and broke up with her boyfriend of 5 years back in 2009 after catching him with another girl. This one is no virgin but gorgeous, always a consideration haha, but as I said, I don't want another wife.
The third contestant is a 19 year old virgin who has never even had a boyfriend. Most men my age (44) would love to bag a teenager but IF you take virginity here you are risking your life if you aren't prepared to walk to the altar if caught. In my case of course, I'm already married.
Then there is Joysa...I feel deeply for her but isn't anything like what I thought I felt for lying Jackie. I reckon I will spend New Years Eve with her but after that I have no idea. 2012 will be interesting to say the least.
The craziest shit happened to me yesterday. Too bad Mariposa has been making herself scarce for a bit because she would love this; I found out that Jackie is pregnant! Not only is she knocked up, it is by some strange looking white guy who looks to be in his mid-60s. Better him than me gosh. The thing is, while she was fucking this slag she was busy begging me for a chance. I found out by accident. I'm considering three or four women- although I'm still involved with Joysa I don't think I'm ready to dive into domestic life again.
One of the women and I were talking; As I often say on BL, I never lie. I tell them all they want to know though most usually regret it afterwards. After I told this one girl she filed it away in her mind. We parted ways for the night (I'm in Makati now, in Manila). After she was alone she went online and did a search on Jackie and came up with a page on a social networking site. There she saw Jackie had made a brand new account and had pictures of what looks to be a 65 year old Uncle Fester on Crack though, being the Philippines, he is more than likely a tweaker. His head is like a giant elongated oval, sunken cheeks and eye sockets.
So the girl calls me up, "Raki, go to --- --- and look at her page! She is pregnant by an ugly old Kano (white man though literally its short for American)." I did and was horrified. I tried to wish her luck, congratulate her, but she's too smart, barring comments. I'm still a bit suprised that she would play with giving birth in such a way. Having left 3 kids under 6 years of age she now makes one with an old man? What the fuck?
I flew up to Manila because Typhoon Sendong was so catastrophic that new routes will have to be cut through the reefs offshore for the ferries. I was seated next to a very attractive woman. We got to talking, she is a Malaysian but what they call Orang Asli, the indigenous rainforest tribes that were there after Negritos but before Malays. Her tribe is the Temuan, and they live in Perak. Stunning, 30, and a virgin. In Southeast Asia its not that unusual, especially with more traditional tribes. She is an academic in an economics department.
I pissed her off. In Borneo, where I spend a fair amount of time, such tribes are known to Malaysians as Bumiputra, "People of the Land." When she told me she was a Protestant from Perak I knew she was Orang Asli but asked her if she was Bumiputri. She was so pissed, turns out she's an activist for her tribe as well haha. They prefer to be called Orang Asli. Its akin to an American calling a Native American an "Indian" By the end of the one hour flight though I had recovered to the poinr where I would have invited her home with me if she hadn't had a ticket for a connecting flight.
There is a girl that I met two weels ago in Butuan, when I went with my father in law to Camp Bancasi, an army camp there. She is 23, works in a family bakery and broke up with her boyfriend of 5 years back in 2009 after catching him with another girl. This one is no virgin but gorgeous, always a consideration haha, but as I said, I don't want another wife.
The third contestant is a 19 year old virgin who has never even had a boyfriend. Most men my age (44) would love to bag a teenager but IF you take virginity here you are risking your life if you aren't prepared to walk to the altar if caught. In my case of course, I'm already married.
Then there is Joysa...I feel deeply for her but isn't anything like what I thought I felt for lying Jackie. I reckon I will spend New Years Eve with her but after that I have no idea. 2012 will be interesting to say the least.