tazz20
Bluelighter
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- May 5, 2020
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so I may go back on antidepressants for my anxiety. the hardest thing about this is that mdma and shrooms and lsd will no longer work and it will probably be something like an snri that I go on. I'm really upset by the fact that a lot of these party drugs don't work on medication. raving won't be the same for me.
I was also thinking about maybe microdosing psychedelics as an alternative. can anyone report this being as effective as antidepressants?
I realize I need to get my priorities in order. did anyone else have to deal with this pain of saying goodbye to substances while going back on meds? I'm 28 years old right now and a big reason why I don't wanna be on meds my whole life is because I want to occasionally be able to use mdma and experience a psychedelic trip. I also realize that now may not be the best time to trip due to my high anxiety but I question if microdosing can actually change my life for the better. I just figure that medication will be cheaper and easier. I've only ever done a gram of shrooms and I feel like I am missing out on something by not being able to trip. I know not everyone has a great experience but I always read about it being a life changing experience and it breaks me that I won't be able to experience that.
thoughts?
I was also thinking about maybe microdosing psychedelics as an alternative. can anyone report this being as effective as antidepressants?
I realize I need to get my priorities in order. did anyone else have to deal with this pain of saying goodbye to substances while going back on meds? I'm 28 years old right now and a big reason why I don't wanna be on meds my whole life is because I want to occasionally be able to use mdma and experience a psychedelic trip. I also realize that now may not be the best time to trip due to my high anxiety but I question if microdosing can actually change my life for the better. I just figure that medication will be cheaper and easier. I've only ever done a gram of shrooms and I feel like I am missing out on something by not being able to trip. I know not everyone has a great experience but I always read about it being a life changing experience and it breaks me that I won't be able to experience that.
thoughts?