ive always considered myself a athiest/materialist, in the sense I only believe in what i can see and touch with my own eyes and hands. ive been struggling though latley with the question of why should i contenue living if the only thing i realy have to look forward to is rotting in the ground. How do you make your life feel worthwile when everything seems so pointless. I know i dont want religion the though of following some god just because i dont know whats coming seem ridiculous to me, i just want to find some purpose. I just dont know how.
