the seeker
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Xorkoth said:I agree with you that drugs are not needed for spiritual development. They can indeed be detrimental as well. I'm glad you were able to discover yourself through the help of marijuana, and it's too bad you had to abuse it and feel like you crippled yourself. I did the same thing to myself years ago. But I wonder, since you no longer smoke, why do you still feel crippled? it's all in your head. You know your spirituality. What it is that doesn't allow you to return to that place you were at before you used too much weed? It's all mental.
The key here is moderation. Imagine if you had just had those first experiences that you feel actually did help you to become more aware, and then stopped there, or perhaps continued using but only occasionally, for special purposes? Do you think you wouldn't be "crippled" now? This is what I'm talking about - responsible use of psychedelics and marijuana, not irresponsible abuse. Abuse always leads to trouble.
i think its senseless and in a way hypocritical for someone like me who abused marijuana to advocate responsible use. some of the people who try marijuana will always end up abusing it and therefore i cannot see myself ever advising anyone to use it. obviously if someone is already using it i would make it clear that smoking multiple times daily is serious abuse and advocate responsible use but thats a different story.
I had a great start with cannabis myself, but over the next few years, I smoked myself inot oblivion. it helped, along with just growing up in general, to throw me into a deep depression, which I felt I could never fix, and which was because of my drug use. However, I had a very therapeutic series of trips on other, more psychedelic substances, and they allowed me to see the patterns of self-destruction between the various parts of my ego which made me depressed and anxious, and through practice now that I could recognize them, I stopped them. It kicked me out of my funk. Since then, I've been using psychedelics and marijuana responsibly, not abusively, and it has helped me so much in my life to be happy and motivated and able to shrug off the daily bullshit that tends to drag people down.
That's why I say that if I found out my child was safely experimenting with psychedelics at an appropriate age, I would be proud that he was able to make such a decision, and I would certainly let him know that things might change forever, and to be ready for that. And I would be nervous as hell. But I think being a guiding force a child can trust is much more beneficial to them than forbidding them to do something and just shutting it out. And plus, how can I disregard my own life and what they've helped to do for me? And, I have to say, the Christian church is a noble ideal, and I plan to bring my kids up that way also simply due to the structure, which children need, and it teaches them good morals. But I have to say that I don't know many people who emerge as adults and still follow the religion closely to really be very spiritual at all. Mostly they're a judgemental lot who feel that they have to sacrifice all their joy in life in exchange for an elusive reward after death which doesn't even exist, or to prevent hell for eternity, which also doesn't exist. And morals can be taught by the parent... a church isn't needed to pass that on. I do know some truly wonderful and spiritual people who are with the church, but mostly I feel that it works to prevent people from ever really understanding their own spirituality. They get bogged down in the ritual and the guilt and the shame and hide their hatred of others behind verses in the Bible written by ancient men that reflects the beliefs of their time period, and really don't understand what it is they claim to follow at all. Now, it may be that you didn't mean Christianity but just God in general as a concept, in which case, that last bit doesn't apply.
i was about to say, who said anything about chruch?
I have certainly been changed forever because of my use of psychedelics and marijuana. And I totally agree with you that these drugs are not needed to discover yourself and your spirituality. meditation is a much better method. However, this western culture in which we live makes it hard for a person to lead that lifestyle, especially the younger generations. I believe that psychedelic drugs, when used responsibly, can be wonderful tools, launching points from which to discover yourself and your spirituality. Like anything, if overused, they can cause more harm than good. But with proper use, they can lead to great happiness and understanding.
It's all about moderation and understanding the line between use and abuse.
well you're welcome to believe that. however, i don't agree. if you use a drug to force a spiritual experience (and that is what psychedelics do) before youre ready and without earning it, i believe it is detrimental. furthermore, how can you know for sure that you will arrive at the same place?
And finally, you're not physically and mentally crippled anymore except by your own demons that resulted from your guilt over marijuana abuse. I guarantee that if you do some serious truthful searching inside yourself and deal wioth the issues that remain, you will find out that you're perfectly capable of anything you want to be. You're the same person you always were, only now you have the added benefit of extra life experience.
don't you think that is a little presumptuous? if i could overcome the residual affects of cannabis i would have. it has left my lungs singed and my brain fried. my mind is simply not the same anymore. i feel stoned/burnt out and incredibly spacey all the time despite not having smoked in over a year. all my youthful exuburance, liveliness and excitement is gone.