As of rather recently, I've come to like weed. Now the first two times I'd smoked it, I became happy, I felt extremely nice, content with everything, and pretty much all in control. I was satisfied with what I got from it. Both times from a pipe.
Then comes the 3rd time I smoked it. It was in the morning, before I went to school, it was from little single hitter. I get the same content feeling, until about 30-45 minutes into it, I start to feel a little dizzy. Mind you this is the same stash I'd smoked from before. All of a sudden I can see everything, everthing in my view, all my eyes can see, I can pay attention to it all. All at the same time, so if something moves in my perifil vision if frightens me more than usual. My arms seem a little longer than usual, and instead of things being 3d, everything has become flat, 2d. Even though it all still looks real, it's hard to touch things as usual.
I figured, this must be maybe because I'm around people, and I have anxiety that people will notice something is obviously wrong with me. Only last about an hour, after that the content feeling had kicked back in. These 3 trips with all with regs.
My 4th trip had been with fruity cronic, this one had definitly scared me into thinking maybe something is wrong with me. My friend Josh and me had smoked with the guys who sold it to us, which all worked out fine I guess. After I had hit it with them, my shoulder and back of my neck began to tingle, so I adjusted in my seat a little, and rubbed my neck and shoulders to try and stop it, or so I thought I did. I actually thought about rubbing my shoulders and did it, but if I thought about it, I did it. I went instantly to it, no thought of why, or how it would look, I just did it. The same 2d vision was happening, except this time it had come earlier, and more intense. The guys had left, and I was with Josh. As soon as they left, I got up and freaked out. I jumped up and down, smashed my back on walls, spun in circles on the floor, all to get my back and shoulders to quit tingling. Josh found it hilarious, so did I at certain moments. We went out to eat chinese, Josh had been fine to drive, I cleary was not. We arrived there, and I noticed something.
Whatever I did, I had to think about doing. What I mean is something that you would naturally do, or do subconciously, didn't happen. It's as if I'd been compeltely kicked out of using my subconcious mind. I found this out because if I didn't focus and think about breathing, it didn't happen. I stuggled to pick up food with my fork and then when I went to put it in my mouth, I didn't think about chewing it so...it didn't happen, it just sorta fell outta my mouth, along with trying to remember how to breathe. There were times where I couldn't even remember how to move my body.
I also had the feeling of falling backwards. When I thought of something, I could see what it was before it entered my mind. I tired to talk, in my mind it sounded as if I was severly struggling to talk, in reality, it was complete nonsense.
All of this has happened the 5th and 6th time.
5th and 6th time was just regs.
So, if you have any clue as to why this might be happening, or some sensical thing as to what's going on, I'd love to know. I highly doubt it's laced with anything, cause 3 different types and all the same effects? Plus weed is rarely laced anymore (i think, right?)
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Not sure what's happening.
Then comes the 3rd time I smoked it. It was in the morning, before I went to school, it was from little single hitter. I get the same content feeling, until about 30-45 minutes into it, I start to feel a little dizzy. Mind you this is the same stash I'd smoked from before. All of a sudden I can see everything, everthing in my view, all my eyes can see, I can pay attention to it all. All at the same time, so if something moves in my perifil vision if frightens me more than usual. My arms seem a little longer than usual, and instead of things being 3d, everything has become flat, 2d. Even though it all still looks real, it's hard to touch things as usual.
I figured, this must be maybe because I'm around people, and I have anxiety that people will notice something is obviously wrong with me. Only last about an hour, after that the content feeling had kicked back in. These 3 trips with all with regs.
My 4th trip had been with fruity cronic, this one had definitly scared me into thinking maybe something is wrong with me. My friend Josh and me had smoked with the guys who sold it to us, which all worked out fine I guess. After I had hit it with them, my shoulder and back of my neck began to tingle, so I adjusted in my seat a little, and rubbed my neck and shoulders to try and stop it, or so I thought I did. I actually thought about rubbing my shoulders and did it, but if I thought about it, I did it. I went instantly to it, no thought of why, or how it would look, I just did it. The same 2d vision was happening, except this time it had come earlier, and more intense. The guys had left, and I was with Josh. As soon as they left, I got up and freaked out. I jumped up and down, smashed my back on walls, spun in circles on the floor, all to get my back and shoulders to quit tingling. Josh found it hilarious, so did I at certain moments. We went out to eat chinese, Josh had been fine to drive, I cleary was not. We arrived there, and I noticed something.
Whatever I did, I had to think about doing. What I mean is something that you would naturally do, or do subconciously, didn't happen. It's as if I'd been compeltely kicked out of using my subconcious mind. I found this out because if I didn't focus and think about breathing, it didn't happen. I stuggled to pick up food with my fork and then when I went to put it in my mouth, I didn't think about chewing it so...it didn't happen, it just sorta fell outta my mouth, along with trying to remember how to breathe. There were times where I couldn't even remember how to move my body.
I also had the feeling of falling backwards. When I thought of something, I could see what it was before it entered my mind. I tired to talk, in my mind it sounded as if I was severly struggling to talk, in reality, it was complete nonsense.
All of this has happened the 5th and 6th time.
5th and 6th time was just regs.
So, if you have any clue as to why this might be happening, or some sensical thing as to what's going on, I'd love to know. I highly doubt it's laced with anything, cause 3 different types and all the same effects? Plus weed is rarely laced anymore (i think, right?)
Not sure what's happening.
, it's the whole reason i quit i can't even smoke it due to that.