The Nigga Bert
Greenlighter
Hey guys, just to start off I'm new here so I'm sorry if I'm not posting this in the right section of the site.
Well anyways to start off I've been on opioids for about three years on and off, but I don't want to keep doing them anymore. I just graduated college and now I have to find a good job in my career path but I first want to get over my addiction from tabs, roxys, and percs. I really want to live my life normally for myself and my mother because it hurts me so much when she brags about me to her friends about how I graduated and am such a good boy all while she has no idea that I have been doing all of there pills without her knowing. Guys I really feel like a piece of shit for doing what I am but it seems like every time I try to quit I end up relapsing because I have nothing else to help me get off of it. Recently my friend told me that when he has to go through his withdrawals from heroin he would smoke pot to help him sleep and eat, he also said that it helped with some of the muscle aches and pains which made him depressed and angry. Please guys I am pretty high right now and I want this to be the last time that I ever do this to my mother and myself. So what I wanted to know is if it would be a good thing to try and see if weed (and what type of strain) could help me or if it isn't even worth trying. Also if you guys have any tips to help me out or what other things that I can try to help me out on this journey I would greatly appreciate it. I just don't want to feel like a POS son, my mother is a great woman and has sacrificed so much for me and I don't want to let her down by never getting over this god forsaken addiction of mine.
I really want to beat this guys. Please don't think I'm a bad person because I swear that I'm not, I just got myself into this problem and now I have realized how bad it is.
Thanks for all of your help everyone. You have no idea how much I appreciate any kind of advice that you guys can give me.
Well anyways to start off I've been on opioids for about three years on and off, but I don't want to keep doing them anymore. I just graduated college and now I have to find a good job in my career path but I first want to get over my addiction from tabs, roxys, and percs. I really want to live my life normally for myself and my mother because it hurts me so much when she brags about me to her friends about how I graduated and am such a good boy all while she has no idea that I have been doing all of there pills without her knowing. Guys I really feel like a piece of shit for doing what I am but it seems like every time I try to quit I end up relapsing because I have nothing else to help me get off of it. Recently my friend told me that when he has to go through his withdrawals from heroin he would smoke pot to help him sleep and eat, he also said that it helped with some of the muscle aches and pains which made him depressed and angry. Please guys I am pretty high right now and I want this to be the last time that I ever do this to my mother and myself. So what I wanted to know is if it would be a good thing to try and see if weed (and what type of strain) could help me or if it isn't even worth trying. Also if you guys have any tips to help me out or what other things that I can try to help me out on this journey I would greatly appreciate it. I just don't want to feel like a POS son, my mother is a great woman and has sacrificed so much for me and I don't want to let her down by never getting over this god forsaken addiction of mine.
I really want to beat this guys. Please don't think I'm a bad person because I swear that I'm not, I just got myself into this problem and now I have realized how bad it is.
Thanks for all of your help everyone. You have no idea how much I appreciate any kind of advice that you guys can give me.