Okay, so I have a dilemma guys and gals.. need your help on this one.. haha.. anyway..
So, I smoke a lot of trees and I feel like its hard for people to miss this though haha.. there may be the beginning of it all, but yeah.. I hate to be around people when Im really blazed for more than a few seconds for fear of doing or saying something to 'blow my cover' even though I am openly a stoner so idk.. like its hard to explain this to people but its like i know that everyone knows i get blitzed but i think like that if i make it too obvious im still going to find myself in some sort of trouble from it and that if instead of that happening ill have to just avoid ppl but keep in mind that a lot of this is happening subconsciously and i didnt even realize it was happening until i was stoned just now and drinking and thinking.. strange combo that always works out for me i guess lol.. but what are ya'lls ideas here..
I kind wanna just know what to do about the stoner paranoia (mainly that produced by the authority that controls whether or not i get high (my employer/boss/manager lol) and cops hehe) as well as the side-effect of not being so social when blazed...
Oh and guys, dont suggest not smoking because I have too much of a supply that regularly comes through for me to even bother contemplating such an idea lol.. so what do ya'll think?? :-S
So, I smoke a lot of trees and I feel like its hard for people to miss this though haha.. there may be the beginning of it all, but yeah.. I hate to be around people when Im really blazed for more than a few seconds for fear of doing or saying something to 'blow my cover' even though I am openly a stoner so idk.. like its hard to explain this to people but its like i know that everyone knows i get blitzed but i think like that if i make it too obvious im still going to find myself in some sort of trouble from it and that if instead of that happening ill have to just avoid ppl but keep in mind that a lot of this is happening subconsciously and i didnt even realize it was happening until i was stoned just now and drinking and thinking.. strange combo that always works out for me i guess lol.. but what are ya'lls ideas here..
I kind wanna just know what to do about the stoner paranoia (mainly that produced by the authority that controls whether or not i get high (my employer/boss/manager lol) and cops hehe) as well as the side-effect of not being so social when blazed...
Oh and guys, dont suggest not smoking because I have too much of a supply that regularly comes through for me to even bother contemplating such an idea lol.. so what do ya'll think?? :-S