All I ever fucking wanted was to be normal.
I'd even take being ugly if it meant I had the one thing which I don't and never will. But I can't bear to think about that, cause it causes too much distress, bitterness, hatred.
I wish you knew what I was talking about.
Then again, I don't.
I don't tell anyone jack shit, its none of their business.
Most of the time, lately, I think I'm meant to suffer and eventually die, cause how the FUCK could anyone live with this? I understand some people can, but I can't deal with it. Its all wrong. My life is a mockery, a sick joke. I am bitter towards everyone. It haunts my every thought.
If only you fucking knew. No one can save me. Only money could.
I'd even take being ugly if it meant I had the one thing which I don't and never will. But I can't bear to think about that, cause it causes too much distress, bitterness, hatred.
I wish you knew what I was talking about.
Then again, I don't.
I don't tell anyone jack shit, its none of their business.
Most of the time, lately, I think I'm meant to suffer and eventually die, cause how the FUCK could anyone live with this? I understand some people can, but I can't deal with it. Its all wrong. My life is a mockery, a sick joke. I am bitter towards everyone. It haunts my every thought.
If only you fucking knew. No one can save me. Only money could.