bdomihizayka
Bluelighter
When making a decision, there are 2 things that influence you. Your head, and your gut. They are quite different, let me explain. Your head is full of bullshit.... full of other people's thoughts and ideas and all this different propaganda you pick up around you....so it's extremely biased, and it's not always your biased-ness..... Your gut is never clouded or biased... it's ususally right... I believe it's where one's intuition comes from. Always follow your gut, never your head.
So anyways, I have always wanted to live and die abroad. I am American and have traveled all over Europe, even living and studying in Moscow for some time. My heart is in Europe... I NEED to be there. I can't explain more than that. Now, I don't have many options to get over there.... I tried endlessly to get a job over there and failed. I don't want to marry for citizenship.... ehhh.... my only option seems to be the French Foreign Legion.
Everyone is telling me no obviously... it's a horrible idea, I will never make it... etc, which just adds fuel to my desire to get the fuck out of America and prove them wrong.... my gut tells me this is what I need to do.
I am in shape, ex bodybuilder... don't think it will be too hard, but who knows....
Am I making sense? Should I go for it? What would yous all do to achieve your dreams and aspirations, what lengths would you go to?
So anyways, I have always wanted to live and die abroad. I am American and have traveled all over Europe, even living and studying in Moscow for some time. My heart is in Europe... I NEED to be there. I can't explain more than that. Now, I don't have many options to get over there.... I tried endlessly to get a job over there and failed. I don't want to marry for citizenship.... ehhh.... my only option seems to be the French Foreign Legion.
Everyone is telling me no obviously... it's a horrible idea, I will never make it... etc, which just adds fuel to my desire to get the fuck out of America and prove them wrong.... my gut tells me this is what I need to do.
I am in shape, ex bodybuilder... don't think it will be too hard, but who knows....
Am I making sense? Should I go for it? What would yous all do to achieve your dreams and aspirations, what lengths would you go to?