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Major life changes because of MDMA?

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Damnitfeelsgood

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I started to use painkillers more than I should and a little bit ago my girlfriend caught on and I really hurt her because of it. I took greenstars with my girlfriend and my best friend. While I was peaking I took her hand and led her to my room and grabbed my sack of pills. I than took her to the bathroom and individually threw them all into the toilet and flushed them. I than told her that she means more to me than any pill does.

So now today.. I feel like I have no need to do pills anymore at all. Anyone else change majorly because of MDMA?
 
It definitely changed mine. Maybe not physically, but mentally and more. It changed how I view things. The fact that a human being can be that happy is truly wonderful.
 
Yes I feel like I have become a better person since I tried MDMA and had some really good feelings while on the drug. I think it helped get rid of my fear of rejection and just be myself which lead to me being more honest, funny and happy in general.

Also, good luck with kicking the habit.
 
I know that it's helped change some of my relationships with people around me, mostly for good, many for very very good. And it has made me rethink things in my life.
 
I want to try it with my girlfriend but she doesn't know if she wants to do it or not.
She smokes and is into psychedelics but doesn't know about E.

How could I, not convince, but ask her to try it with me?
 
Negative: it revealed to me an aspect of human nature that is truely vile and inhospitable. I started to see how people pick on those that are different. They deny them common courtersy and respect. They hold these people down and disenfranchise them. They stereotype them and discriminate.

Positive: MDMA has given me more insight into the beauty of the world. I know now that relentless pursuit of material possessions leads to emptiness. People's company and love makes the world go round. My best mates are irreplaceable and they are worth their weight in gold.

If you are wondering why the former part of my post is so bitter and cynical...answer me this....

Do you think there will ever be a gay president? What if he or she had the most outstanding credentials, morals, compassion, and tolerance?
 
Hasn't really changed me too much but E did make me think about things I never did before. What is the point of life (not in a bad way)? What is living? What is shame? Who am I?

Sounds kind of retarded, I know. Nice new perspective though.
 
aww... it is so nice to hear so many positives come out of a drug... that is so looked down upon by society (makes me wanna cry really).
I personally reevaluated my life, and realized that I shouldn't be using drugs to have fun... or at least not only drugs. Drugs in general have changed my life. Mainly alcohol (i know that sounds retarded) but seriously.. I think I get much stronger euphoria and empathetic social enhancements than most people do from it. It made me realize my potential, and what really is important to me in life
 
i think major problem for every starting rollers is overdoing ecstasy. i was in that boat :).
 
I rolled with a person that I didn't get along with very well, after that magical experience we are actually best friends.
 
The relationship between my boyfriend and I has drastically improved since we did MDMA together for the first time in February. Before that, we dated on and off for 3.5 years and had a lot of problems. Now, strangely, most of them seem to have melted away and its been 4 months of awesomeness, which doesn't look like it will end any time soon. I think opening up to each other really changed things between us- naturally we're both self conscious, anxious people- having that experience together really showed us another side of each other. Its no wonder to me that MDMA was used experimentally for marriage counseling sessions- and was successful. If it would only be legalized I think a lot of people would benefit.
 
Ive allways been a very sociable person. What it has magically done for me is take my focus off material possessions. Im lucky enough to already have the best wife in the world. ( yeah i felt like this before X) I said we really need to keep our loved ones close. We are going to concentrate on reconnecting with people / family ect. That is what is important in life not the size of my house or my hundred thousand dollar sport cars ( yes i have two) and it feels foolish now. When before that is all i could think about.
 
I had a slight change, more social now.

And my wardrobe? ALL bright colors :/ Haha. Just went out to the mall yesterday and bought bright blue boardshorts, baby blue and bright purple shirts, and neon flipflops...
 
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