Sufferingparker
Greenlighter
I have always craved the taboo lifestyle and wanted to belong to the counter-culture of drugs. I started smoking weed on November 25th, 2015, and within 4 months I was popping pills that I was stealing from family members, dropping Research Chems, selling my prescriptions, and doing anything I could get my hands on really. That landed me in rehab the first time. A month after I got out, I got kicked out of my dad's house and went to live with my mom, a meth-head of about 18 years.
I asked her to put me on it and she happily obliged. I was still doing anything I could find, including taking entire 10-strips of LSD at once. Then, I landed myself in jail for an assault while I was tweaking. It still wasn't enough. I got out, and my mom went in shortly after, so I had the house, the car, and a good amount of money to myself, so I called my junkie uncle over to have him shoot me up for the first time. I started taking shots as often as possible, doing anything I could to score. Next thing I know, my dealer is living with me. Once, I had about 8 or so tweakers in my house at once, all with their own baggies of shit, literally lining up for me to cook up their shot because, at 17, I could mix one better than they could in their years of use. At some point, I sold my body.
Then I got in a car wreck going to a deal in another city, and went to jail again. I was sentenced to complete rehab at a boys home in my state. I somehow got meth while I was in there, along with having my mother sneak in Vyvanse and other pills. I was there for almost 8 months, but signed myself out against medical advice and my PO's orders soon after I turned 18.
My dad won't take me in, and I'm not allowed to be with my mom until I'm off probation, which I have to complete another rehab to do, so I'm homeless and living out of hotels for now. I had some strangers over to my room over the past few days, and relapsed with them. Yesterday, I got put on a 2 week to 4 month waiting list for facilities in my state, but my judge ordered me to get in somewhere by April 3rd, so there's a high likelihood that I'll go back to jail on my next court date. I have about 6 sores/cysts in my mouth from jaw-jacking for the last 3 days, and I haven't eaten in about 4. I'm a homeless high school drop-out with a criminal history at age 18. Drugs have ruined my life, but I there's honestly only a few experiences that I would take back, most regarding selling myself.
That's the general story. I'll answer any specific questions you guys have, here or in my PM's
I asked her to put me on it and she happily obliged. I was still doing anything I could find, including taking entire 10-strips of LSD at once. Then, I landed myself in jail for an assault while I was tweaking. It still wasn't enough. I got out, and my mom went in shortly after, so I had the house, the car, and a good amount of money to myself, so I called my junkie uncle over to have him shoot me up for the first time. I started taking shots as often as possible, doing anything I could to score. Next thing I know, my dealer is living with me. Once, I had about 8 or so tweakers in my house at once, all with their own baggies of shit, literally lining up for me to cook up their shot because, at 17, I could mix one better than they could in their years of use. At some point, I sold my body.
Then I got in a car wreck going to a deal in another city, and went to jail again. I was sentenced to complete rehab at a boys home in my state. I somehow got meth while I was in there, along with having my mother sneak in Vyvanse and other pills. I was there for almost 8 months, but signed myself out against medical advice and my PO's orders soon after I turned 18.
My dad won't take me in, and I'm not allowed to be with my mom until I'm off probation, which I have to complete another rehab to do, so I'm homeless and living out of hotels for now. I had some strangers over to my room over the past few days, and relapsed with them. Yesterday, I got put on a 2 week to 4 month waiting list for facilities in my state, but my judge ordered me to get in somewhere by April 3rd, so there's a high likelihood that I'll go back to jail on my next court date. I have about 6 sores/cysts in my mouth from jaw-jacking for the last 3 days, and I haven't eaten in about 4. I'm a homeless high school drop-out with a criminal history at age 18. Drugs have ruined my life, but I there's honestly only a few experiences that I would take back, most regarding selling myself.
That's the general story. I'll answer any specific questions you guys have, here or in my PM's
