madsic is my boy.....

[MALEFICENT]

for those who know him and that's who i was talking about with all the shooting up shit, anyways yesterday i went to his house and we had decided to do a bunch of coke and just stay up and do retarded shit, so we did and at the beginning i was being all sketchy coz i was dyeing my sister's hair at his house, so he ran around and got all high and i was completely sober it was so annoying anyways i ended up putting my hand in his pocket and finding two needles and an elastic. i was going to throw both needles out the window (i know that's horrible especially when we're on the 18th floor) but i kept one of them coz i decided i wanted to know why he did it and what it felt like. i had seen him do it once when he was really drunk so i knew what to do... get a spoon, some saline, my baggy of coke, the elastic and the needle. i was all set without him even noticing. so i went to the bathroom... mix the coke with a needle full of saline, get a piece of cotton swab and put it in the spoon in the liquid... bla bla bla... tied up my arm and stuck it in my vein...it wasn't as good as i thought. my sister left and then we just started shooting all the coke and the last time we did it he shot it and i was all fuct and couldn't find my vein so i made him do it and he like pricked away and got nowhere i just got annoyed after over ten times of oops no vein, so i pored it in the bathtub. and the point of this long boring story is that after last night, him seeing me shoot up and flipping out coz i can't get a vein he told me he'd never do it again coz it's fuckin' gross but i'm just gonna have to wait and see right... maybe he just doesn't want me doing it ever again...
anyways i just felt like i had to put this out in the open coz i feel completely stupid...i did do it to see what he liked so much about it but also to spend a wicked night together feeling the same high
[This message has been edited by MALEFICENT (edited 21 September 2001).]